just her

Tomorrow; A better day.

2011-12-30T12:08:00.001+08:00

Finally I have downloaded blogger apps into my iPhone! I should have done that a long time ago! Back to e older post of havin trouble to upload photos of my grandpa in church.... Why have I not thought of the apps that could have helped? (FYI, I used my iPhone to publish that particular post!). Lol.

Enough said.

Today's a bad bad day for me. If you have read through my blog you will probably think that everyday's a bad day for me. Ah ha ha... Probably?

First of all - I woke up late (as usual)
Miss the train (as usual)
Late for work (as usual)

Then my computer starts to fail me. And I have to send it to the hospital (our company's cloning centre) and it took me quite a while before I have everything transferred into my new computer that was received last week.

My bad hair day was adding to my stress. It got on my nerve that I decided to have it snapped off last minute just before lunch, during my lunch break. Uh huh... And wouldnt that have made me feel better? Nope, not at all. I was whining throughout the lunch break and on the journey back to office because the lady obviously trimmed my whole hair that it became so thin! I don't like it 

Computer's back, settled everything and it's just 2 hrs away from knocked off. I got so busy that i have not realized the timing and just right before I left my office, I rmbed myself putting the umbrella at e balcony this morning to sun it because my umbrella was stinking from yesterday's rain, where I kept it back into its container immediately upon arrival at my destination, without letting it dry.

I wasn't surprised that my umbrella went missing from the balcony. I went straight to e end and check it and it wasn't there (my company's balcony is a very long stretch). I secured the string to a knob but it's still blown away. Lol, how retarded am I to place my umbrella out there in such windy day. Dumbo me. Now I'm left w the container without a head, lol? (just like a bottle without a cap). My umbrella is the very cute kimono doll, if u know how it looks like - it's retailing almost everywhere.

Really bad day uh? And I'm now late to my agency.......(as usual) hahah. But I'm sure it's gonna be a better day than this, tmr (:

Hope yours is as well.

XOXO
Jesslin a.k.a. heartxbr0kenz
29dec11, 1923

Just needed some time alone.....

2011-11-27T00:05:00.000+08:00

AlOne. Swing. Tears. Midnight. Hurting ;'(

RIVELIFE

2011-03-19T11:36:00.003+08:00

Woke up "early morning" despite sleeping late at 2 plus last night, just to accompany granddad to his church. Maid is not around to push him all the way to church, so I shall take up her role for the time being.. We are lucky enough because a kind hearted guy from church, "Mr Lim" came to drive us there, just 5-10 mins drive away from my place.. But if I were to push, I think it would take up half an hr? Hee... Surprisingly, I've been to this church before once when I was younger, at rivelife.. Www.riverlife.org.sg .Not very used to their culture here, comparing to my church, I still love my church the most ;))

Look at granddad, so smiley ;))

The food they served, simple yet yummy.

I'm happy and proud that I am able to do smth for granddad as a role of granddaughter. <3 shall upload e photo when it's available.

heartxbr0kenz
19mar11 1147

Salvaging my blog.

2011-03-14T23:30:00.003+08:00

ah ha! Maybe I should start blogging... My page is filled with cobwebs! Wonder who still visits my page.

Anyway, so much happened since I last blogged. Grandma is no longer around and im sure she is up there looking after all of us.. I hope everything will be fine in the family soon! Hmm, sometimes I really hate myself for having a broken family, but comparing to others, I may be a little better off than them. So should stop complaining!

Work is as usual.. More workload coming my way, but that's for my survival. Maybe I need to look for PT job, or else, I can never start studying by the age of 23! AHHH! I need to start saving.. Life is a struggle. Grr!

Apologies for my pessimist! I will blog something happier the next time round. Hopefully soon. Stay tune if you guys wanna know more abt my life. ;)

<3 heartxbr0kenz
14mar11 1137

emotion fluctuations

2010-12-01T00:39:00.001+08:00

I am so filled with emotions lately... have been crying everyday without fail. I feel so useless n like a crybaby. sigh... I'm sorry everyone.

heartxbr0kenz
011210 0040

Relief the pain

2010-11-29T13:54:00.000+08:00

I hate it when people pressure me!!! Why must I tell someone who doesn't even concern at all.. Why are you guys so nosey? I tell whoever I want to, so stop pressuring me and ask me if I have told a particular person. I did not because I don't see a need, because he/she is not someone important or rather a person that I should even bother! Don't act like you all care, because I do not need your sympathy. WTF.

Anyway, I was just back from hospital again. Grandma is still having fever, and the figs are getting worst! It went up to her face, its jerking badly. It's really saddening to see her in such a state. Someone please help her.

heartxbr0kenz
112910 1355

Gratitude.

2010-11-26T09:40:00.001+08:00

Dear all,

I deeply appreciated all the well wishes and blessings that has been coming.

With my sincere gratitude, I would like to thank Weiyong and Francis that has been providing support and stretching their hands out whenever I needed. I am so glad that you guys are always standing by me and giving me all the help I needed. Thank you so much. It is deeply appreciated by all...

I pray and pray so hard that granny will wake up to see us soon... because I really miss her.
grandma, come back to us soon...

heartxbr0kenz
112610 0958

Granny, please wake up for us!

2010-11-25T09:38:00.003+08:00

hmm, and im back at work!

took urgent leave yesterday morning to send grandma to the hospital; went with the ambulance. She was unconscious again and I'm sure the reason for her being in that state was due to low blood glucose/sugar as she is a diabetic patient.. (Her body does not produce enough insulin to break down the glucose into energy for the Central Nervous System (CNS) in our brain, thus the sugar was secreted out of the body as sugar..). White foam was coming out from her mouth, and aunt was wiping for her throughout the night! She didn't know what to do about it as she thought it was okay. WHY DID SHE NOT WAKE ME UP AND CALL THE AMBULANCE!!!! I blamed it on myself for not waking at the first time my maid called me, I didn't realized she called me either...

I was worried stiff, bothered and concern for her critical condition last night that it took a long while for me to be in my dream land.. I urge to see her smiley face again, asking me to take care and not go home that late, to save money instead of spending it all away... just everything and everything! Instead of seeing her in a coma, and not waking up, just sleeping her life away (which the doctor has mentioned to be the case *touch wood). I pray hard that she will recover and be back to normal.

The reason for her being in such a critical stage is due to prolonged hypoglycemia (which means low[hypo] blood sugar) which caused her to be neuroglycopenia which highly damages the brain.. Look below for more information, and the highlight one in red is what she has been through the whole of last night!

Neuroglycopenia is a medical term that refers to a shortage of glucose (glycopenia) in the brain, usually due to hypoglycemia. Glycopenia affects the function of neurons, and alters brain function and behavior. Prolonged neuroglycopenia can result in permanent damage to the brain

In the large majority of cases, hypoglycemia severe enough to cause seizures or unconsciousness can be reversed without obvious harm to the brain. Cases of death or permanent neurologic damage occurring with a single episode have usually involved prolonged, untreated unconsciousness, interference with breathing, severe concurrent disease, or some other type of vulnerability. Nevertheless, brain damage or death has occasionally resulted from severe hypoglycemia (e.g., Sunny von Bülow). Wiki

The neuroglycopenic hypoglycemia symptoms are due to glucose deprivation of central nervous system (CNS). The neuroglycopenic symptoms of hypoglycemia are confusion, fatigue, seizure, loss of consciousness, behavioral changes and, death in extreme cases if hypoglycemia is severe and prolonged. Diabetes-And-Diabetic-Diet

Neuroglycopenic symptoms include weakness, tiredness, or dizziness; inappropriate behavior (sometimes mistaken for inebriation), difficulty with concentration; confusion; blurred vision; and, in extreme cases, coma and death. E. Medicine

She is now in coma, I am sure she can and will wake up to see us.. because we all miss her... I do not wish to think about anything for now but for her full speedy recovery.

heartxbr0kenz
112510 1012

before it's too late

2010-11-17T16:40:00.001+08:00

is it always the case that, when you lose someone, then you'll start to regret and blame urself for not cherishing and treasuring every moment you have with that person?

if that's the case, why not start spending more time with your loved ones now? why complain n regret later in life?

I feel so unappreciated, I feel very upset. is this the life I want? where's my guts?
and once again, I'm tearing... useless I am..

heartxbr0kenz
17NOV10 1642

2010-11-12T15:11:00.001+08:00

and now I'm tearing at my desk. thanks.
it all came at once.

heartxbr0kenz
111210 1513

blueeee

2010-10-11T23:24:00.003+08:00

was supposed to end my day with an unhappy note, because my day/week begun w feeling blue..

it wasn't a great start! how tough things can be when trying to put on a strong front in front of my colleagues especially when things didn't tuen out e way we always expect.

it got better after some quiet time/ meditation at one corner by my desk...

following that, 987fm msg me and got me to go down to scape for the nokia challenge. and guess what? I got myself a new nokia X3 phone!! :)

that's something to boost about isn't it?

thanks for all e care n concern you've showered me w

heartxbr0lenz
101110 2335

Throw Face Diary

2010-07-07T10:34:00.000+08:00

WeiYonG says:

Date 7 July : Monster talking to stranger about expiry of milk
Title: Throw Face Diary

:D

mayb im too caught up on you...

2010-03-05T10:50:00.004+08:00

MAYBE..
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(Verse 1)
Beep Beep Oh Look Now There Goes My Phone
And Once Again Im Just Hoping Its A Text From You
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(Bridge)
It Aint Right i read your Messages Twice thrice
Four Times A Night Its True
Everyday I Patiently Wait
Feeling Like A Fool But I Do Anyway
Nothing Can Feel As Sweet And As Real
As Knowing I Wasn't Waiting In Vain
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(Chorus)
And Maybe Its True (may be its true) Im caught Up On You
Maybe Theres A Chance That you're
Stuck On Me Too
So Maybe Im wrong Its All In My Head
Maybe We're Afraid of Words We Both Hadnt Said
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(Verse 2)
I'm Always Connected Online
Hooked On *Facebook* All The Time
Hoping You've Checked My Profile
just cant help wondering why
you play it cool cz,
im hopelessly falling for you
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*every nite on my phone i
hook up with you
and i dont even like it girl
all chookin in side
why dont you and i
come owt and see what were thrying to hide *
Find More lyrics at www.sweetslyrics.com
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(Chorus)
And Maybe Its True Oh (may be its true) Im caught Up On You
(Maybe Yeh)Maybe Thers A Chance That You're Stuck On Me Too
So Maybe Im wrong Its All,In My Head
Maybe We're Afraid Words We Both Hadnt Said
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*like i realy want you
i think i need you
baby i miss you
im thinking of you* (*2)
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(Chorus)
And Maybe Its True Oh (may be its true) Im caught Up On You
(Maybe Yeh)Maybe Thers A Chance That You're Stuck On Me Too
So Maybe Im wrong Its All,In My Head
Maybe We're Afraid Words We Both Hadnt Said (*2)
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maybe it is true
im caught up on you
maybe i am wrong
baby i miss you
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heartxbr0kenz
05MAR10 1103

EVENTFUL GRAD.

2010-03-03T16:22:00.007+08:00

BBBBOOOOOOOO!! SORRY FOR THE LATE ONE..
belated happy lunar new year to all!
hope everyone got lots and lots of ANNNGGG BAOOO~ hahas.
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BUSY BUSY BSUY busy busy busy busyyyyyy after graddd
dont even have the time to blogg or rather the moo00ooo0o0ooooDDdd...
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there's so many gatherings etc.. but guess it will just subside in a while. :)

HEH.. this is my secondary school cliquee..

long time since we met up! now all are gradssss except tiff

just one more sem! bear with it dear :D

steamboatttttt with poly matessss!! yummy food. thanks becky mom for opening up her place..

COHORT's chalet on 24 febb... followed by clubbing :D

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SECONDARY MATES MEETUP, STEAMBOAT AT SAM'S PLACE.. THANKS SAMMMM! :)
FUSION THIS SAT OH! :p
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and last but not least, contest at wisma...
with the celebrities :)

..
now working in shop... so tatasss~
dont miss me. i'll be back with more updates!
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heartrendinggg...
heartxbr0kenz
03MAR10 1749

2010-02-06T14:05:00.002+08:00

coming to an end of the semester means finalization to all projects
it is the time for all project submission, interview, presentation etc etc
and once im done with everything, i am considered a graduate from TP
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what am i gonna do once i graduate on the 18feb??
SLACK? PLAY? WORK? SLACK? PLAY? WORK?
sighh. so troubled with everything that's coming my way! boring!
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anyway, im gg for the SIA walk-in interview to try my luck on 20march! those who wanna go let me know k!!.
yea, i mean try my luck.... im so bad at languages, so bad at talking etc, so i doubt i can get in smoothly. hahas.
okay, gtg. update later :)
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2009-12-14T22:45:00.000+08:00

boring night... i miss you :(
sianz~
14.12.2009 2247

2009-11-30T23:38:00.002+08:00

yea.. anyway went with dawn to JUNCTION 8 on friday!!
yea, its public holiday (hari raya).. long weekend!

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went for KFC and movie.. a MUST CATCH MOVIE THAT CANNOT BE MISSED!!! the RAGING PHEONIX~ below is the trailer.. enjoy!
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the show is really AWESOME MAN! should catch it ASAP before its no longer available ya.. i'll give it 4.5 out of 5 STARS! hehehe :P
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and KFC is the sinful thing EVER~!

im already torn

busy schedule bahh~

2009-11-30T22:35:00.008+08:00

wow! just nice i wanted to look for something in my blog a year back and guess what?! i realized TIME FLIES. its already the end of the month (NOVEMBER). just a few weeks back, went to summer breeze to celebrate SHIKE's birthday and just when i click on last year's december post, it shows e very last time i went.. which was like not very long ago :P hahas.
(sorry girls, i'll send u the photo ASAP, after i found my cable :P)
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insomia in the morning at 5am and couldnt slp till 6 plus which was time i wake for school at 8am! SIANZ, and my sleep was loss just like that! just got home less than an hour ago all thanks to the last minute notification of event for tmr.. so had to go JCM to rehearse a new dance today after school.. was rather early cos MP ends at 5pm, so i went to KUM's sisters' shops at chinatown.. there's a lot of shops selling clothes and many different items, affordable and unique.. but one thing bad about it is.. its damn far away from my place :( sianz
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so practiced for 1 hour ++ at JCM and home sweet home.. tmr will be an opening rasa dance for dunno what thing. good grief its only one song if not i think i'll go CRAZY!.
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anyway, exams are arnd the corner (7-9th december) and i'm yet prepared for it! BUSY BUSY, no time to study! how how?! :( .... HELPPP~!!
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//tmr, tuesday (1 DEC) will take up a whole day in sch n night at event.
//wednesday (2 DEC) have to go aunt shop to help out cos dawn needs to celebrate her own mom's birthday.
//thursday to saturday (3-5 DEC), i'll be away from SG, off i go to sunway lagoon with aunt and family...
//sunday (6 DEC) will be the HANA make up competition! who wanna be my model? why is it that u need help, and no one is willing to help you?
be my model very tough meh? dots...
this is also the day where YOUTH CONFERENCE (YC) 09 starts! i wanna go for the whole thing! but i got my first paper which falls on
//monday (CSAS), tuesday (PDM), wednesday (FSM),
//thurs and friday (10/11 DEC) will be my YC DAY!
friday will also be my event day, so it will be very rush :( so is sat and sun!!
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LOOK AT HOW PACKED MY SCHEDULE IS MAN! i am not even done with my MAJOR PROJECT (MP) and haven't even started on my MP REPORT! this shows how my 2 weeks holiday will be BURNT away just like that! ARGGH! sianz~
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BTW BTW BTW, i FEEL DAMN FAT CAN! so much oil/fats on my body! esp my upper bod. gosh! IMAGINE HAVING 3 TIMES KFC + DAMN OILY NASI LEMAK in a week. how fattening can that be... in addition to that, my appetite has been becoming super huge which i dunno why.. everytime i start eating, i'll GEORGE DOWN THE FOOD instead of eating it in a peaceful manner. LOL. hungry ghost is out in town!
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lets take today as example. reached school for FSM practical where all the groups were to make their own a lunch set meal out of the recipe we gotten. i had my lunch in the laboratory itself and thats not enough. even when i go join my MP mates for lunch, i had another big bowl of YONG TAU FOO! how great! and that contributes to excess fat i have now.. and something to let u ppl know. im still eating now :P just had sandwiches and now im eating watermelon and banana -.- LOL~~~~
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alright! i shall blog again, SOON SOON.. :) muacks! wait for my updates yea ppl!

yea, and its fattening food again >.< (burger king) BAHHH~ . goodbye...
what's up with the sneakiness? dots...
heartxbr0kenz 30NOV09 2315

hatred. - to school

2009-11-25T01:09:00.005+08:00

my thumbdrive just died on me. a great way to end a day! .__."
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im feeling rather tired at this time but i couldnt go to bed. guess what? wanted to nap for 1 hour after coming back from school, yet i napped for 4 hours straight instead, without waking up... i adjusted the alarm but i left my phone on silent mode so those who called me didnt wake me, neither did the alarm.. good grief. how forgetful can i get? or am i just too tired that i'd forgotten to set it back?! i feel like im a sow who eats and sleeps alot! :(
.imissedthosetime, ucalledmeyoursow
im just done with my work. hmm~ seriously, im gonna talk about how much i HATE school man. its NO LIFE, BORING! (but going out to the society to work makes no difference :( ..) especially so when you met those who don't do work, those free-loaders/slacker. I dont understand how they can do it without feeling any sense of guilt at all. (yes, you will meet these type of people no matter where you are..) and i feel really sorry to see xiao kum (KYM) doing all the work by herself.. She was down with fever yesterday and she turned up for today's class which i dont understand why.. the groupmates of hers don't even care about her death and make her go present the class assignment by herself. dumb ass, idiots. those meanies. (i hope you see this post of mine and hope it wakes u ppl's stupid mind). i cursed that you ppl will have to bear the burden of doing the work of ur groupmates without any help next time, no matter where u are.! don't talk about her groupmates alone, mine is no where better... esp that _i__i..... alright, enough of my ranting about school. it just makes me sick thinking about all those people!
.wheneveriseegreencars/vehicles,itmakesmethinkofyouevenifidontwantto
hmm.. i haven't been to mom's place for such a long time! due to my busy and tight schedule, i have to stay at home and finish up all assignments ASAP. i miss the kids..
.ithoughtofyouafewtimesinaday,ondailybasis. whataboutyou?
I dont know what else to say for now, even though there's so much things on my mind. i'll try to update more often then! take care peeps.... goodnight
.iamYOURstalkeronfacebook,thefirstthingidowhenionFBisjustyou
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO:
YIJUN (24NOV)
YONGLENG,BENNY (22NOV)
.youarenolongermine..yes,iwilllivewithit
stay...
heartxbr0kenz
25NOV09 0139AM - and its coming to month end again..
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taken during edwin's birthday celebration at hooters, few weeks back.

you can view more photos on that particular day (inc. CCN & celebration) at my facebook.. CLICK HERE!

grouchy morning

2009-11-18T09:09:00.002+08:00

im in class now.. and its 9am in the morning~ im NOT late :)
hmm, slept at 2am and got woken up by babiie at 6am cos she anyhow pee.
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zzz. i got so much things to do yet so lil time!
im darn packed on my schedule!!! i got no time to study for my test!!!
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STUPID STUPId. IM SO STRESSED UP.
I FEEL THAT i am doing everything regardings all the team assignments..!
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zzzzzzzz sianzzzzzz..
have to go jcm later, toastmaster tmr, work assignment on friday!
so darn occupied and packedddded!
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sorry, im feeling v grouchy, early in the morning!

보고 싶어

2009-11-15T12:59:00.003+08:00

don't know whats wrong with my stomach. damn
keep LS-ing + poor digestion system! stupid!
its been like this since friday!! (3 times)
ytd was indigestion. and today LS again -.-"
i think i'll get dehydrated like mad..
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Miley Cyrus - I Miss You

new song that i came across... because i really miss you and this describe how much i feel for you

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im going crazy with the stupid projects!
there's so much work for me to do this week.
i wonder how im gg to manage... :(
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not much time for my work cos gg JCM later for practice
and summer breeze w the two couples.... *emo (why aren't you going? i feel like seeing u...)
tatas. gotta work :(
보고 싶어
heartxbr0kenz
15NOV09 1415

ACTORS

2009-11-15T03:11:00.008+08:00

what a dream, (impossible..) mayb its just too much thoughts of you in the day.
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happy birthday sk! good friends, thats what you said.
hope you had fun tonight! can turn into a total stranger over night
sorry e cake was too gross/ soggy for consumption. w no words of communication, AT ALL.
thanks for the ride back! :) what was that for? im really upset. i yearn for the past...
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hmm.. gotta reach sch at 10am for project meetup later! what are you thinking about?
thats insane. can you imagine going back to sch on sunday?! i really want to know.
this will b e very first time out of my whole poly life man.. you said u were, but u were not..
& i gotta wake up sup early later :( (r u refering to the torch u once carried has gone missing?)
. yes i am selfish. im still in dilemma. im a stupid asshole
goodnight.
i just wanna know your thoughts.. i miss you so badly....
heartxbr0kenz (truly)
15NOV09 0325
when i saw you, my deer went wild.. why did you hav to leave so early. feel that there's so much to say, yet... words are left unspoken. i do not know where to start either. i know you no longer care. so will i. gradually... and i (WILL) mean it..

start of nov. :)

2009-11-11T15:45:00.013+08:00

so much to say...
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the other day, we nearly broke up.. (know why this happened?)
all thanks to me.. the stupid girl. (cos i thought i'll be happier w u..)
I'm wrong, im foolish... (yet im wrong. cos i knw u dont care anymore, u washed ur hands off me)
I will be good. (so what's e point of giving up this rls bcoz of YOU?! i'v decided to get u off my mind.)
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08NOV09
anyway, i went for a haircut last weekend cos my hair is way too irritating.
feels like having bangs back, so yea... this is how it turned out to be..
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shud i reborn it? hmm :(
feel like but im broke T_T
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10NOV09
went for blood donation. i have to say i was priviledged to be served by so many ppl! lols~ know why..? cos i was the last to donate as xt have class (and i was waiting for her at comp lab)...
it turned out that she CANT donate (her veins are too small) , so i have to do it myself!
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look at how happy i was when i was donating. haas :)
no sense of nervousness or fear.. hahas.
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there's no school today. but there's class meetup which i nvr attend.
its about CCN day! its this friday and we're selling POPCORN & ITALIAN SODA..
so come down and support us at TP okay?! :)
i feel so bored at home now.. hmm
going JCM soon, for PCD dance rehearsal...
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i shall go prepare den. tatas~

is that pleasing enough?
heartxbr0kenz
11NOV09 1612
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ANYWAY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST MOM..
i love you~ :)

2009-11-02T01:28:00.004+08:00

happy belated halloween

halloween was shit... just like last year..
this year, didn't managed to get into rebel even tho we cut the queue.
i think the ppl that queued till all the way back was dumb lah
everyone was obviously cutting into the queue at the entrance..
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but something good about it was, everyone got to dress up differently.
only once a year!!! and we got to take photos with those cuties...

cool yea?
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i look like a giant standing next to them >.<
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the 3 scary pigs...
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A group photo on roy's birthday celebration

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and YAY! i finally got to meet edwina again!
edwin's younger sister... she's so sweet right? loves.
.please, do not be so cold to me.... im really upset abt it...
is there any reason for me to smile?
heartxbr0ken
02NOV09 0154am

2009-10-30T18:49:00.004+08:00

today's work was cancelled the very last minute which made me rather pissed. and the worst thing is, why do they have to lie about it? what benefit has they got from it sia? zzz stupid. and i got up early just to prepare everything eg. make-up.. :( emos.
.every lil things remind me of you.. how about you? do you even miss me? i really want to know...
yea, and that's why im able to update my blog now! got the time to come home slack a while after school.. did nothing productive in school today, while xt and kym did lots of thing. didnt bring my laptop to school cos of that stupid work larhs, last min cancelled which is so unfair to me :(
.how have u been, mr rabbid?
going to jw's birthday kbox celebration soon. JW, dont worry kay! we'll be there! :)
.what are you doing now, mr W?
The worst part of life is waiting. The best part of life is having someone worth waiting for
heartxbr0kenz
30OCT09 1900

insomia

2009-10-26T21:09:00.003+08:00

it could be due to this,

that i've been losing my sleep recently...
yea, insomiaa... a really bad one.
so much so that i cant stop myself from yawning non-stop in class.
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what is it that im thinking? how are you doing without me?
maybe i'm just wasting my time... i miss you, do you know?
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grouping out, projects out.
will be very very busy!! with lots of work to accomplish.
anyw, i need to get my boots :( haiz
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DARLING XIAOTONG~
heartxbr0kenz
26OCT09 2113

emo queen

2009-10-20T00:26:00.003+08:00

im super emo to the maxxxx!
school reopens later! and im DIFFERENT CLASS with ALL my classmates!
its like wtf?! i dunno what to say sia... really sad :(
.iguessedyou'vegottenoverit (: congrats!
heartxbr0kenz
19oct09 0027

就讓沉默代替所有回答

2009-10-15T00:49:00.002+08:00

my feet are breaking after long hours in heels. finally got to rest my feet.
the blister has turned into a hum at my last toe, fugly.
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today got to do my first assignment
at pulau brani naval base, just beside vivocity...
no one wants to accompany me to st james after my work.
im so sad. anway im tireddd... so just leave the time for resting.
need the good rest for school n toastmaster tmr. goodnite.
.就讓沉默代替所有回答
heartxbr0kenz
14OCT09 0053

2009-10-14T00:14:00.002+08:00

so busy busy, irritating.
goodnite.
i miss you so much, do you even know? i bet you dont.
heartxbr0kenz
13OCT09 0014

我知道 by BY2

2009-10-09T17:43:00.006+08:00

this is a very nice song...
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我知道 by BY2

从来没想过不能再和你牵手
委屈时候没有你陪着我心痛
一切都是我太过骄從以为你会懂
一直忘了说我有多感动`
我知道你还是爱着我
虽然分开的理由我们都以接受
你知道我会有多难过
所以即时到最后还微笑着要我加油
我知道你还放不下我
才会在离开时闭着眼没有回头
我们都知道彼此心中
其实这份爱没停过

从来没想过不能再和你牵手
委屈时候没有你陪着我心痛
一切都是我太过骄從以为你会懂
一直忘了说我有多感动`
我知道你还是爱着我
虽然分开的理由我们都以接受
你知道我会有多难过
所以即时到最后还微笑着要我加油
我知道你还放不下我
才会在离开时闭着眼没有回头
我们都知道彼此心中
其实这份爱没停过

曾经完整幸福的梦在脑海里头
我多希望你还在我左右
我知道你还是爱着我
虽然分开的理由我们都以接受
你知道我会有多难过
所以即时到最后还微笑着要我加油
我知道你还放不下我
答应你我会好好地过
不让这些眼泪白流
this song fully describe what i'd been thinking and going thru..what is it that i really want? sighh
heartxbr0kenz
09OCT09 1754

stacy lover house.

2009-10-09T00:15:00.005+08:00

doing data editing and keying at this hour.
im at stacy's house btw.
its really sweet of her to get popeye for me as dinner
and with the 5 ulcers in my mouth,
- 4 of them stuck at one area, i finished everything up!
tee hehehee :) yummm.. its really random lo!
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tired tired, exhausted.
may not have school tomorrow cos xt is still sick
who's willing to acc me e whole of tmr? sighh.
goodnight.
.ican'thelp/resistmyselffromupdatingaboutyourwellbeing
imtiredafterallthesenonsense.....
heartxbr0kenz
08OCT09 0201

is it really that hard to maintain? the answer is yes.

2009-10-07T22:21:00.008+08:00

everything is so hard to maintain and keep a balance, dont you ppl agree?
sighh.. im feeling rather down now.
just don't understand why the emo bug loves to stick to me.
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i don't know why ppl LOVES to pin-point others' mistake and yet they do the same too. whats the meaning of this? yes i know, because when you point at others, your four other fingers are pointing back at yourself yea? so PLEASE PLEASE, THINK before saying the others.. thanks!
take an example - msging and not replying. i shan't mention any further.
____
something i just ate. random.
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TODAY
.xt went home halfway again, today.
.the results of our experiment is going nowhere.
.i bit my lips while eating AGAIN. and it bleed profusely.
.tried to maintain a big smile on my face, as usual.
.sleep with a full stomach = indigestion.
.didn't go for my run as expected.
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cos i urged myself to go for a run after my early dinner today (even the rice is fully cooked),
didnt want to run with a full stomach so waited for 1 hour,
ended up in my comfy bed, sleeping till 9+pm.. how great!
.

i feel like going clubbing. anyone? :(
. i feel like drinking, i want to be drunk. im tearing now. why cant i just stop thinking about it?
hard to maintain
heartxbr0ken
07OCT09 2256

the very day where our communication line - has ended.

2009-10-06T22:45:00.004+08:00

blog for the sake of blogging.. (its actually because of you)
spent my whole morning cum evening with kym (ytd + today).
ytd was the very first time i left school so early since MP started.
left at 3+pm and headed to her sister's shops at chinatown.
i love one of the shoes there! gosh, that means im gonna spend money again!
had lots of finger food which cost me a bomb. more than 10 bucks on food!
back to hana academy for the 4th lesson i missed e last time!
i really enjoyed my time there! home sweet home at 4+pm.
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as for today, we made up for leaving that early! left at 6+pm
xt absent herself n stayed at home to recover from her flu.
anyway, we're like stucked, no progression at all! its just a waste of time!
the results were going high and low, up and down..
so much so that we dont even know how to explain it!
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school fees not paid again. my careperson even called me today
to ask if i still wanna continue with my studies.
its rather retarded lah. im in my coming 3.2 semester le eh!
dont continue study, den do what sia! how abt my diploma cert -.-"
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take care of yourself, recover from your fever soon...
since i cant know how u've been, i blog for you to know that im doing fine. move on ahead ba... jia you!
chain of irreversible events and it broke my heart, i lost you.
heartxbr0kenz
06OCTo9 2257

swayness to the maxico.

2009-10-05T00:19:00.006+08:00

as i was typing a few days back before my lappy went bonko!
i was saying I WAS SUPER SWAY TO THE MAX RECENTLY.
i just couldnt get it right what was happening to me now and then,
but sian.. what to do? this is life. you gotta face it!
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hmm, i fell down before boarding the bus. Lucky enough i didnt sprain my ankle but gotten myself a big bruise just on my small thigh. it was embarrassing though.. as nice as anything. big and obvious, like my third eye, going to be the peeping tom to those ladies who wears skirt/dresses.

this is so much better compared to the first day i got it. it recovered a lot le.
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spilled the whole chemicals consisting of hydrochloric ACID, ethanol, petroleum ether, diethyl ether etc.. to my whole body. it starts from my neck, just above chest area all the way down and seaped out from my shorts! how great can it be.. the itching, needle like pain got myself to scratch it. and thanks, got myself a new injury again! good grief other parts were fine. I wore two layers on that very day, and got my spag burnt once it got in contact with the chemical. can you imagine how strong the chemical reagents are?! everything on me must be put into the bin, way to go. YAY! wasted me dunno 60+++ dollars on my whole attire that day! even my bra were burnt!! and i went home without any support underneath -.-" sweats. LUCKY i stayed at my aunt's house the previous day, so i got to wear back what i was wearing the previous day....
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there's still a lot a lot of tiny lil problems, unlucky, misfortune for me here and there. i shan't talk about it anymore as i need my beau sleep! gotta go bathe before the bed got all stinked up! there's still school tmr. zzz sianz half. goodnite readers, if you are....
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i shall put everything to a stop, if that's how you want it to be.
heartxbr0kenz
05OCT09 0035

2009-09-09T16:37:00.000+08:00

coming to school is just a waste of time! zzzzzzzzzzzzz.... stupidd!!!!
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need to be in sch from 9 - 6 and like nvr do smth productive at all! .__."
come sch just to inject 0.01ml of sample into the machine.
isnt that dumb?! zzzzz
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09SEPT09 1639

major project on the run!

2009-09-06T15:25:00.009+08:00

miss me?
I've been really lazy to update my blog
i mean whats the use of updating?
no one is interested in my lifee...
oh well, nvm.. I'll updated only when i feel like it then.
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back to school for major project!
i think i will have to go back to sch everyday!
mon - fri :( it means no free time...
everyday I'll have to face chemicals and more chemical :(

yea, chemical that is....
and the 2 ladies will be evolving around me, my life for now. hahas.

i just hope that time MP will bring us together as one.
may our bond be strong enough. teamwork yea (:
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i just realized its like SEPTEMBER ALREADY!
and next week will be the important/BIG day.
im not prepared, not ready at all...
its been so long since i went back to JCM,
all those practices, i think i'd thrown it back to them...
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BORINGGG~
anyway, i dyed my hair yesterday!!!! hahas.
using the newly launched jap product that kym told me...
its on commercial now luh! so went to test it out!

its easy and the dye is evenly distributed...
its like washing your hair with the foam/bubbles on it..
its not very messy, easy to handle :) so yea, recommended! :)
darling dyed his hair ytd as well... hahas
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then we went for berlinda's 21st birthday..

and i saw stef and zhou jie.. my sister's ex-sec sch classmate. haas.
made darling lose $5.40 on texas poker ytd. so sorry :(
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BTW HAPPY BELATED TO AGNESS AND IRENEE :)
and ADVANCE TO BERLINDA. may all of you be happy happy always.
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tatas. i go watch the drama, fated to love you" le.. last episode!!! YAY
.the reason is your reason, it is to make you stop missing/ loving me. bear with it and it will be over soon..
don't keep everything to yourself.. or are you just afraid to share
heartxbr0kenz
06SEP09 1550
hope your gums are alright now :)

LIMON DINNER ON DINNING ETIQUETTE

2009-08-26T17:18:00.008+08:00

hello dearies.. im sorry for the wait..

anyway.. Dinner at Limon (24th Aug, monday) was an enjoyable night with the ladies, and not forgetting the guys of couse... Inclusive of nice food, desserts and free flow of wineee =D yes, red and white wine..
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you must be eager to know who's Ms and Mr Limon right! hahas. no scrolling down to cheat! hahas.. btw, its a 3 meal course.. introducing you to the first course, pumpkin soup and the second.. forgotten the name. its a very delicious, tender chicken. you should visit Limon to enjoy these irresistable food! =D

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HAHAHAA! and the strawberry dessert (on the first pic) as the 3rd course..
there's cocktail, wine etc =D

the ladies asked for more desserts =P so greedy of us yea. LOL~
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okayyy. time for friendsss~ all the pretty ladies (:

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1: the two pretty ladies seated beside me.. robyn, me and joycelyn..
2: netha nethaa... (:
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verone our class monitor and anna the pretty lady!
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carrine is super red like a lobster lo! so cute right.. and khaty the cat.. meow~
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thats verine and amira.. =D sweet yea?~
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jade, her new name =D, amanda the cute one and jaslin! same name as me!
thats why i cannot have my name as jesslin but JESS as my stage name :(
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FAYY!! hahas =D getting married soon oh! can i be your bridemaid? hahas.
and Li meng.. he's only 17 lo.. cannot see right?! hahas.
kent went to pao nu shen (went to jio girls =P) so didnt take pic with him =P
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1. my instructor/ manager.. angel (:
2. eva from razor tv. yea they were there to film us again.
3. and not forgetting kwang, from lightbox. the one who took help us with our port folio. there to take all the unglam dining etiquette.. hahas
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haaa~ yea yea.. and this is the time! crowning of the winner. our queen pilar! she's the 2nd runner up of Ms. Singapore... cool right.?! (: GORGEOUS LADY HERE~

and this is what she walks away with (:

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hehes. pilar is nice enough to want to treat us with the $1000 voucher she won! thats really sweet of you dear.. (:
the two guys, kent and li meng are the winner as well! so in total there's 3 winners... (: CONGRAGULATION to them!
spend it wisely ya =P hahas...
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yesterday spent my whole day at home facebooking, tagging everyone~ my comp is really stupid, CHUI AH~. it hangs every once i tag a photo. and it can hang a few times on that one photo. ):
then, met darling at downtown east. and we had JUST ASIA~ my cravings =P
he knows it and he was waiting outside for me...
i had beef and fried chicken wings set, and darling had spicy chicken with fried dumpling set..
each set comes with free flow of ice cream and drinks. yumm~ really worth it. =D
i havent upload the photos from my phone to tempt you guys, so hahas. its really nice, no doubt! =D chawanmushi at 1 buck per small cup. yummm~ BLOATED and worth it!
thanks darling for the treat. hehe =P
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you really care for me..
heartxbr0kenz
26Aug09 1811

there's a celebration for the Ms. and Mr. Limon tmr..
and i have to dress up, make up all over again... time consuming ):
wonder what i shud wear.. sianz~
i cant celebrate joel's birthday because
Jeffrey msged all of us saying all MUST attend..
im sorry joel. i'll get something for you okayy... ):

36th church anniversary

2009-08-24T00:14:00.011+08:00

wow! i finally got blogger working back to its normal state.
i downloaded mozilla all over again!
its a super waste of time esp when my comp is super laggy.
but just for BLOGGING, i shall do it.
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slept the whole evening/night. so i dont need to sleep now. yea, im an OWL!
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anyw as promised, i'll post up the photos.

hmmm, the standard of this place is not up to my expectation?
service is bad compared to the place i worked for, conrad hotel (5 STAR HOTEL)
anyw, we did enjoy the dinner. thanks mom, once again....
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sorry, i was busy getting food for mom and uncle that i forgotten to take picture of the food! so there's only 4 of them. 2 of which is desserts ):
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yes, these are my church friends, only took pic with a few of them! i miss them so much...

yuanli and sui hui. they nvr fail to make me feel welcome.. (:

evangeline! my closest friend in church! since young...

evan and zara. nice name eh? (: hehe.
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didnt stay at aunt's house becoz i went back with darling.
yea, camwhore camwhore. I want it, i love it (:

at the train station, city hall.. awaiting for the arrival of the carriage. lols~
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even when we got home...

thanks for co-operating darling LOL!!!
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pardon me (:

what a tiring evening...
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the prince and the princess?
will we be? we will be?
why am i always hurting the others?
heartxbr0kenz
23AUG09 0130
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tmr i will be having dinner at Limon, a 5 star restaurant.
There will be a Limon contest on models' dining ettiquette.
im sure i'll eat like a HORSE.
i confirm everyone will be putting up an act.
Miss & Mr. Limon will be given 1.7K hamper
& 1 year modelling contract w them
GOOD LUCK GIRLS! and guys..
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WHICH BLACK DRESS SHUD I WEAR?
CLASSIC, GLAMOUROUS, COOL? any ideas? ):
headache. faints~

RCCC, church 36th anniversary.

2009-08-22T23:49:00.003+08:00

at darling's place now.
FINALLY AND FINALLY blogger is not cocked up anymore.
i think e prob is w my laptop! its stupid, old liao can throw it away.
but who's gonna get a new one for me?
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i just realized the previous post doesn't have any photos..
stupid! when i viewed from home, still have de eh!
its okay, I'll update that entry when I'm back!
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anyway I'm just back from RCCC, raffles city convention centre.
went there to celebrate my church 36th anniversary!
i just love church so much! i wanna go backkkkk~
but what is the first step i take? when will it be then?
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mom invited darling over for the dinner as well.
she paid $150 EACH for everyone of us. thanks mom for ur generosity. hahas (:
took quite a lot of photos~! i will upload when I'm back home!
and i hope blogger will be working by then (:
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rest well peeps.
goodnight (:
heartxbr0kenz
22AUG09 2355
im sorry, once again.

we met up finally

2009-08-21T11:36:00.007+08:00

woo hoo! after such a long time, we finally met up! on a weekday some more!

tiff princess, me and stacy bestie!
we're missing out someone here oh! sunshine, jing ying was busy working, so didnt gt her out.
its supposed to be stacy and me but out of the blue, tiff called me to acc her for lunch.
so i suggst the three of us go tgether! YAY YAY!!
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and without fail.....

i camwhored in tiff's car.
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we went to sempang* bedok (dunno whats that called) to makann~
actually they were the one who were eating, while i EYE POWER. hahas.
i was havin lunch when tiff called, so didnt hv lunch w her.
afterwhich, we travelled all the way down to Plaza Sing's SPOTLIGHT to get princess's item. what i can say is, she's GAN ZHAI~ that goes the sme for stacy. they are really powDerful. haas.
am i not suppose to reveal?!
hmm, alright, went there to get some cloth and itm needed to make smth for her bf's birthday. (: if im the boyfriend, i'll be filled w LOVE~ =D
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look at bestie! hahas, you may think she's mad but she's not.
this was taken before we left for PS.. thanks to TIFF's GPS direction, we ended up gg to a DEAD END! tiff has to U turn, reverse. her car is too big that she knocked a DUSTBIN DOWN. LOL. and was stuck at tht position, couldnt move much. tht's where stacy came into the picture, picking up the bin and agitating the dog. HAHASS! look at her stupid movement .__."

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OHH! smth hilarious to mention. stacy was seated at the front seat. she ASKED smth stupid larh! made us laugh like mad. hahas. because there's some prob with tiff's GPS, it was jammed. stacy ask, "tiff, you PAUSED ur GPS AH?!" HAHAS, hello girl, GPS cannot be paused de ok? how abt a game over button there as well? haas. (:
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YUMMY YUMMY~ this was the most sinful food i'd eaten the whole of yesterday!

FRIED MARS BAR WITH ICECREAM!!! hahas. NO DOUBT, its damn yummilicious, recommended (:
however something bad abt this was the service .__." dumb guy.
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tiff had to rush to sch to clock out at 5:30pm. so they left me walking alone at PS at 5pm. ther's no point for me to go back w them n take a train to bugis at 6pm, hav JCM class at 7pm. so I'd rather stay..
it doesnt matter cos i WENT SHOPPING! hahas. I AM A HAPPY GIRL when it comes to shopping ^^

is this dress nice? (: i got it anyway.
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gg JCM later, for cat walk class.
i cant walk properly for goodness sake.
go look at www.razortv.com.sg, under the lifestyle category, and u'll see me walk like im gg to BEAT SOMEONE UP. Angel, our instructor kept askin me to smile, and walk properly. treat her as my BF. hahas. even tho i smiled, i still walk like im gg for a fight. i just hope that there's IMPROVEMENT, so i can walk proper during our show on 12 SEPTEMBER at LUNAR. interested in gg? i hav VIP passes. (:
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no doubt.
heartxbr0kenz
21AUG09 1225

2009-08-19T23:29:00.002+08:00

back from JCM! im so happy, i'v got my ABC to your DREAM JOB by Audrey Quek ^^
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is it the arrival of chinese 7th month - hungry ghost festival? i saw a number of ppl burning insence*, joss stick etc.. even now, there's ppl burning those notes under my block coz i stay on the 2nd storey... singapore is turning into a burning city* LOL~
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anyway, decision made. i am gg to JCM instead of toastmaster tmr. im sorry mommy.
you've paid the amount yet i still absent myself from there, last min notice some more. just hope that you understand i dont wish to miss out like you do!
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i do not know whether to go TRUE FITNESS (TF) tmr or not.
its recommended by stacy bestie! okay, there's this promotion period
where u will receive 7 days (consecutive) complimentary pass to TF when someone registers u in. For example, stacy got in because her friend registered her, and i am registered because she wrote my name in! so anyone of you interested in gg..??? there's a variety of fitness exercise programme for you to choose from... (eg. yoga, kickboxing, hiphop etc) and its FREEEEE!!!! TF is located at VIVOCITY, 3rd storey... do update me okay?! im finding someone to go with me, good things are meant to be shared ya (:
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my comp is too laggy!!! i cant upload any photo here, and blogger is mad!
so sorry peeps!
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exercise tmr, anyone?!
im going bonko, BOREDDD AT HOMEEEEE!!!
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PS: tq (:
sorry darling...
heartxbr0kenz
19AUG09 2351

2009-08-19T00:59:00.001+08:00

helped out in aunt's shop in the morning.
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left at 1+pm to go conrad for work.
3-11pm. 8 hours in total!
today is a whole day of work..
and im SATISFIED with myself (:
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im very tired. i will update tmr.
sorry ppls. rest well.
goodnite! (:
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heartxbr0kenz
19AUG09 0100
i am happy, because you care

2009-08-17T18:41:00.005+08:00

look at how messy it was before i even clear everything!!
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--->
before and after... hahas!
actually, my ultimate aim is to look for my contact lens .__."
forgotten wher i left it, after searching up and down the whole house for it..
i rmbed i left it in the store room!
so i WASTED ALL OF MY TIME PACKING MY THINGS. nearly fainted*
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there's no school today. came to aunt's shop to help out instead.
taught the children homework..
i think i can go die already, i cant even do P1 english. gosh!!
i got to bring joel to my aunt's place to PLAY now.
damn, i forgotten to bring my swimming costume and goggles today!
i brought it ytd luh. cant even swim )): unfair! tatas~
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heartxbr0kenz
17AUG09 1906
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BACK FROM 2nd mom's place.
i saw happy happy (the mini shih tzu)

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he's very mischeivous, keeps biting me non stop!!!
but he's super cute, loves to seek my attention.
awww, i will paisae one loh. lolololsss!!! =D
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this is happy =D hehes.

on my lap when i was on the massaging chair, relaxing...
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and this is the swimming pool i wanna dip in...!
hehess...
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i keeps eating non stop. someone stop me please? ):
heartxbr0kenz
17AUG09 2221
smth seems missing. are u busy? o.o

itsbreakingsoon

2009-08-17T01:51:00.013+08:00

BOO! (:
14 AUG 09
preparing to meet the girls at far east...
all gotten ready! time to go!
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15 AUG 09
yea, this is taken after work. SHAG FACE
pissed and C-up face!

yet tong tong can still smile till so happy. hahas.

she's alwys the happy-go-lucky type of girl (: gee.

us together! hahas.snugged up face. BOO!

look at the amount of ppl waitin for transport back! aiyos~

thatz the reason why i got back so late!

the only one who stays at Pasir ris .__."

as for today, woke up at 12+pm. went to aunt's shop to help work as receptionist, register patients. if you're injured, sprain your ankle or anywhere... feel FREE to come and look for me at my aunt's shop. hahas! i will be the first to attend to you! =DD

small jayden is having fever, hope he gets well soon!

im tired after all the packing.

my back, waist is gonna break soon!

and i not even done yet lo. its still so MESSY! zz

i doubt i can go to sleep until it reach 4am!

i need to take a break. perphaps lying down, go to bed is the best remedy for now. someone be my cure?! haas. thought of the song - cure by jordin sparks. its really nice, you should listen to it. it in my playlist as well~

alright, good nite ppl. sorry for the late update! ):
i don even know if ther's sch latr ): sighh
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Anyway, belated happy birthday to HAROZ and JAKE (:
hope you guys will be happy happy always (:

dehydration. thirst mechanism activates. its killing me.

heartxbr0kenz

17AUG09 0235

thanks for the bottle, nab. im sorry to hurt you so deeply.

i feel so bad. sighh.

rant rant rant

2009-08-16T13:38:00.001+08:00

OKAY HERE TO RANT RANT RANT!
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ARghh! blogger and hotmail are failing me! stupid siol~
facebook's a bit retarded today as well. is it because of my net?!
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hmm, ytd's wedding wasnt that tough, just that i had to stand n serve e whole evening which makes it really tiring -.- and my partner sucks lah! she has got an attitude problem. LUCKILY, another guy is my partner as well! but he was always portioning food for 3 tables, picking up food, side plates and bowls which made him really BUSY! (he didn't even wanna look at that girl's face lah... it stinks~) AND the worst is I HAVE TO serve the 3 tables ALL ALONE! thanks to that ATTITUDE PROBLEM GIRL. i told her smth and she treated it as an insult to her .__." i was merely telling her to clear the whole thing n not the bowl alone, and she said, "DONT WORRY, i worked as a banquet for 3 years already". hello?! whats the big deal? like i care? you arent doing a proper job, so working for 3 years doesnt give u any knowledge?
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another thing that made me really pissed off ytd was the security guards. because in conrad hotel, almost all are from overseas, and mainly china. he thought he can bully us sia... speak english, like i dont know?! (think cos he treated me as a china girl as well). so i talked back really loudly in english till he got nth much to say (bo liaos ppl everywher), faggot :P (oops!, LOLS)
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i knocked off at 2am. 2:30am check out wait for cab till 3am. and got home at 4am! because because the route to my place is not convenient at all. they anyhow allocate 4 ppl to take the cab back. mine is at geylang then to bishan. followed by punggol and to my place.. so it took me 1 hr + to get home... stupid system .__."
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okay lah, i'll upload the photos tonight n update more. have to go aunt's shop to help out! its getting really late for me (as usual .__."). till then peeps.
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sorry arhs! i am like that. gettng used to it will be better for you peeps.
heartxbr0kenz.
16AUG09 1351

met the girls.

2009-08-15T01:37:00.005+08:00

hehes. met up the girls (amira and rebecca) at far east plaza at 6:30pm today!

yea, thats rebecca and amira. (got the photos from facebook! =D)

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i was late as usual .__." cos i couldnt find my other two pairs of contact lens!
its always like that, when u need it, you cant find it.. stupiddd arghh~
so i wore my expired lens out! i wonder how am i gonna survive at work tmr!
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anyways, its a short 3 hours of shopping and i spent $.$90~ lo!! im super broke b lo.. that is why i am going to work hard tmr to earn some pocket money LOL~
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yea, and this is my ladies... love loves~
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last minute came to darling's place...
so packed my stuff and off i went...
im feeling rather tiredd now, so goodnight ppls~
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i SUX to the max. YAY!
heartxbr0kenz
15AUG09 0153

makeup makes wonders!

2009-08-13T23:09:00.010+08:00

hello hello (:
WOW! i must say that make up really makes wonder! :P
it can really make someone look so different man!
even to a chui person without makeup! (like me...)
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anyw, went for photoshoot ytd, and this is how thick the makeup is..

but i like the overall makeup, cos its very natural and evenly spread out.
(however, it feels like its gonna crack anytime! lols. too thick already)
i must say that the makeup artist is really good luh!
how i wish i have that skill and all the necessary items.. hmmm~
(i just love to camwhore xD, bear with me...)
anyws, they said i resembles fiona xie, caren mok... lols o.o
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introducing you to the makeup artist, evelyn and my GFs.

1st: evelyn.. appreciate it! thank you (:
2nd: rebecca.. hehe, she's a super sweet lady!
3rd: fay, closest to her in JCM :P
other pics are with my friends, so will only upload when i got them ya!
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yea yea, smile for the camera ^o^

i was feeling bored, waiting for my turn to shoot, so went arnd camwhoring.
BUT BUT BUT, its really sad luh. my phone and my camera failed me.
wahahas, cos i didnt charge the batteries .__."
ended up taking photos using others' cameras n phone :P
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after the shoot, went to meet my ladies, mich and jy to st james..
nab and sze huan* tagged along.
while the rest --- jin, sk they all went to other places like butter fac n zirca...
a short night we had. home sweet home at 3am~
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yes, this is how SHAGG* i looked!
because i only had 5 hours of slp the previous night.
my eyebag was super heavy luh! take photo v ugly, esp in the shoot!
hopefully they can photoshop it away! LOLS~

tireddd.. slpt only at 4am.. and i had to go for a lab briefing at 9.
so i woke up early 7++am~
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to my surprise, the briefing ended in 10 MINS TIME! can you imagine i wasted my beauty sleep just to go for that stupid 10 minutes briefing .___." i would rather sleep at home man! lols~
the thing is i CANNOT, because i missed out the previous briefing alr, this is a makeup briefing for us... kym kym slept at 3am as well..
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went to com lab to look thru the proposal and listen to korean songs!
its really nice larhs, i'll share one song with you guys at the meantime!

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anyw, we saw edwin there.. he slept at 3am as well, and took cab w the others from chalet to school to sleep... lols~ lame de! cos its v far so he has to tag along w them.
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tong tong came for the debrief at 1pm because she went to yakult factory! (she slept at 3+ as well~ LOLS~) wahhh, i want to go loh.. dont you think its so cool?
had our lunch at BIZ PARK after de-briefing. its been a long time since the 3 of us sat down together to makan, chit chat together.. i like it (: can we do this more often?! =DD

look at the girls! waste food sia.. i finished my whole plate of rice loh. you can say im a piggy, i dont mind.. but haiyo! i hate ppl who waste food .__." oops :P
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i know i am damn bad to say this but we were laughing our ass off when we're walking back because we saw a guy with a super funny hairstyle. XT described it as, outside just had typhoon LOL~!!! its total unglam for us girls. we was laughing like a mad women, laugh till stomachache, stand straight back pain .__." CMI sia, old liaos.
a vague description about the guy's hair...
super frizzy hair, all his hair stands like he didnt comb it before getting off the bed. and it swayed to one side

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you must see then you will think its funny.
because we practically started laughing when we saw him.
and its super obvious, i think he knows it. poor him..
we're meanie girls =P
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came home and slpt till 8pm so i dont need to sleep tonight already. hahs.
i am a lazy pig!!! btw, sorry wx, lz and everyone for not turning up to give wx a surprise for his birthday yesterday! HAPPY BELATED WEN XIN~ dont be sad alrights!!!!
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alright, thats all for today! tatas~
PS: do help me click on the nuffnang advertisement at the sidebar ya =X tq~
thank you my friends
heartxbr0kenz
13AUG09 2358
~~im not worth, seriously.~~
~~give up will you. dont waste your time.~~

ask yourself, is it worth it?

2009-08-12T00:16:00.007+08:00

spent the whole morning till evening, that few hours to get two paragraph of comparison between IR and GC done. goshh.. when you do not have the mood to do some things, you can take the whole day to finish it up. FACEBOOK IS THAT ADDICTIVE EVEN WITHOUT PLAYING GAMES~ .__."
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after my research, went to century square, tamp 1, tamp mall and tamp interchange that stretch of outlets to look for the items i need for later's shoot. it is for my port folio, and i am feeling super nervous. I hope everything turns out fine .__." thank you darling for accompanying me, when i said you don't have to...
PS - to sunshine: its okay sunshine (: im alright to shop alone. dont hav to apologize.
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spent a total of $$70 today!!! i'm broke again. hahas. i need to work work work....
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or someone willing to support me? ni yao yang wo ma?~ hahas (:
is it worth it?
heartxbr0kenz
12AUG09 0024
ni lei le ma? i know you are...
when things get rough, just step back and take a look at the situation.
think it through, is everything worth it? im sorry.. sighh~

happy birthday len

2009-08-11T01:07:00.010+08:00

hello, my name is jesslin (:

i know i havent been blogging much about my life.
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haa. i came back from len's birthday celebration for half an hr alr,
yet i have not change, remove makeup or take my lens out. (its 110am now!)
ah haa, im a lazy piggy.. i know that, so just bear with me alright.
have been camwhoring since i reached home =P hahahaa!
i know i know, thats what girls always do when they're dressed up!
show you the photo soon okayy...
dont get a shock out of your life, WAHAHASS
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had fun at HOTEL RE! located near outram mrt station,
its a rather new hotel, so you might not have heard of it...
fun but i was in pain thruout e evening, my shoe is a lil too smalley for me,
and i REGRET not changing that day, even if i do not have time to do so!
i am in love with that heels yet do not know how and when i can bear w the pain till ):
when will be the next time i'll be wearing it...
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theme for the night: RETRO~
hahas. introducing you to my xiao gam gam (small orange) =x

cute ya (:
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hahaas, i have a super big nostril =X
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there was buffet, ktv, games, performances put up for len, lucky draws as usual.
buffet was nice (: variety of food, too much i must say...

i finished this whole plate =P.
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game was fun because its "BAI WAN DA GE XING"
have to continue singing the song when they stop the music,
so you must know what the lyrics well
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our MCs for the evening!
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kym preparing for the song! not anxious at all hor? hahs (:
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performance was great! (video file too big, i wont be uploading it here)

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singing song for bday boy (: len da ge. haas

old liao lo, 30 years old =P
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i realized i nvr fail to get prizes at events organized by HANA.
when i want prizes, i don't get them as well... (but got others, haa)
got to sing 1 and a half song before i left for home...
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ytd spent the whole night working at conrad hotel again.
arghh, yesterday was tough compared to tuesday.
because its wedding, and i was very busy.
never fail to serve, to stop walking and getting drinks, etc for the guests.
ESP MY TABLe, i had a tough time because the ppl were disturbing me lo .__."
lame de, they've got nothing better to do.
emo emo, kept v quiet thruout the setting up of the ballroom...
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I REALIZED I BOUGHT 5 PAIRS OF HEELS IN A MONTH. God Bless Me.
goodnite peeps~ tired tired.
i need to get ready for bed.

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will be rushing my research n buying my things tmr,
anyone available to accompany me go tamp? (:
heartxbr0kenz
11AUG09 0229
thank you for sending me back safely, always.

happy birthday

2009-08-10T03:53:00.004+08:00

i'm so tired after 8 hours of continuous work...
no fireworks or any sort of celebration for me.
in my mind, all i have is work and work.
making sure nothing gets in the way, everything goes smoothly.
to be frank, i wasnt in a very good mood.
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anyways it was SINGAPORE's BIRTHDAY. (09 AUG 09)
and not forgetting VINCENT BEAR's,
if you think i have not rmb.. you're wrong.
and damian's bday?~
. oh well, sorry for the late one, HAPPY BIRTHDAY....
heartxbr0kenz
10aug09 0357
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forgive me...
im sorry....

2009-08-08T01:45:00.005+08:00

you should NOT have encouraged me to join in the beginning if you think i will change. you were the one who give me hope, and the one who's stopping me, forbidding me, giving me stress.. i am not saying you aren't good, but whats the use of asking me to if you do not want me to in the first place? you know its my passion, my interests since young, but you're not doing anything about it.. support? is there...?
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all you say is the 5C that everyone is seeking! im here to TELL YOU! listen right here, ITS BECAUSE ITS MY PASSION THATS WHY I AM DOING THIS! i said i will climb up, its FOR THE SAKE OF MY FAMILY! if you have not understand, if you DO NOT WANT TO UNDERSTAND, IF YOU SAY I DID NOT SHARE WITH YOU! you said you don't know what to say...
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the first thing to ask yourself.. did you realise what im going through? if you said you're an observant person, why is it that even your girlfriend is suffering or going through the most tough period, you do not know.? WHY IS IT THAT...? its not that i don't want to share. ITS BECAUSE I AM AFRAID TO, I DO NOT DARE TO.. i know for sure you will come back saying me, and we will just end up quarreling again..
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maybe im in the wrong to be dreaming about all these... maybe its wrong to be doing this.. maybe the simplest thing is, i shouldnt have came to this world. its all my fault for having a dream. if you think you're right, and i am in the wrong. go ahead and tell me off.
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you said you'd understand.
what's the meaning of understand then?
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you are the one who is giving up on this relationship, you are the one who does not have trust in this relationship, if not would you say all those in your blog. saying that i would leave you for a better guy? if i am that kind of person in your eye, i would hve done that long ago. why wait till now. you arent giving us any security, but just giving up hope! why are you doing this to us now.. ~~why...?~~

2009-08-08T00:03:00.001+08:00

IM GOING CRAZY GOING INSANE SOON!!
DAMN LAH!!!!!! ZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
EVERYTHING IS AGAINST ME@@!!!!!
WHATS THE POINT OF LIVING THEN?@?@?!!@$#Q%$#^&
even the time, 12am. 0000
i really have nothing with me.. nothing.....
heartxbr0kenz
08aug09 0000

CATWALKING

2009-08-07T00:05:00.003+08:00

WOW! just came back from my class at JCM.
everyday reach home at 11pm++, will die.
no time to do my work, by the time im home, im very exhausted and tired...
i havent been slping well these days. just give me a day to recuperate k
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anyway my class is actually a 5 day course,
however i missed out one day ):
and there will not be any remedial given for ppl that are absent!!!
(thanks to work at conrad hotel LOLs~)
everyday is about catwalking and catwalking.
you may think its easy, BUT its NOT!
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to do a perfect catwalk, you need a billon of practices
even when going to a market .___." lols~
things to take note are peageant toe, criss crossing of legs, swaying of hands, TAI TOU ZOU REN (shoulder back, chest up, tummy in), half turn.
COORDINATION IS VERY VERY IMPORTANT, which made it really tough!
arghh~ now i know why i didnt win the talent search last year,
its cos i really sucks at it! LOLS~
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travelling here and there everyday is really a WASTE OF MONEY,
however for my future, i shall do it. i just topped up 10 bucks
2 days back and now im only left with $3 in my ezlink~
imagine if i take bus back instead of walking home from the MRT station?
gosh, this is really killing me!
i would like to thank darling helping me out first!
i'll be getting my pay tmr, so i will return u ya!!! hehe...
so many things i need to buy. ARGHHH~ money not enough ):
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oh well, just updating you about my day!
hope you enjoyed your stay. i will update more often.
wait for my entry ya (:
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i need to rush my report now! think i dont have to slp tonight.
tatas guys~ (: (: (:
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i seek your understanding... will you?
heartxbr0kenz
07AUG09 0016

work at conrad

2009-08-06T00:39:00.008+08:00

my wants! - from espirit (M)!
this is a damn nice blouse lah!
SGD50 eh T_T
no money to buy.
hopefully when my pay comes, its still available ):
but when is it gonna come?! sian half.
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TUESDAY, 04 AUG 2009
anyways, while no one is watching us, we camwhored!
its around 12++ midnight, when we're steaming the table skirt.
the uniform is kuku ya?! lols~
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the whole place is nicely set up for the event the next day.
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know what the manager called us?!
THE STEAMER GIRLS, GO STEAM.
and never stop steaming ya.... .__."
sounds a little wrong, if you're dirty enough, you will catch it LOL~

yea, us with the steamer. its really hot can!
the hot water kept dripping from the steamer,
burning our fingers/precious hands.
must be really careful when handling this! zzz...
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i was having a tough time squatting, kneeing there just to steam the skirt of the table and something nice happened lah.! because i was pulling the steamer the wrong way, SO SO SO, the whole metal pole/ the steamer just fall on me. LOOK AT THE PICTURE BELOW AND YOU WILL GET A BETTER IDEA OF WHAT I AM SAYING.

yes, the one in blue, the whole metal pole FELL and KNOCKED on my head.
damn painful larhs. i think i am having a BALUKU (blue black) now ): sobx.
and my good friend, liang xt, kept laughing non stop, and consoling me at the same time. you should look at her face. it was as red as an apple. i dont see anything funny, however i was laughing and whining at the same time! lols. lame.
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worked for 7 hours and i earned less than $50. working is tough eh?
i must learn to be more thrifty however there are alot of things for me to buy.
sian half. i need the $.$ i will and am going to earn alot in the future! HUMPH~
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i MAY look fierce, MAY look like i wanna kill/ eat you.
~~im actually not?~~ lols~
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IM FEELING DAMN FREAKING HUNGRY NOW LAH!
i go find food to makan, and try to do my report. sian half.
tatasss~
will you give me your support in times of need? ):
heartxbr0kenz
06AUG09 0114

STRESSSSSSSSSSSEd.

2009-08-05T16:15:00.003+08:00

OK! im here to rant RANT RANTTTT!!!!!!
am in school library alone, evolving around so many ppl.
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i am feeling super moody now.
have been waking up feeling really moody recently.
its not pms or anything. i just dont feel good.
whatever the reason is, i do not know.
all i know is that i dont feel good. i dont feel good thats all!
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IM REALLY STRESSED UP! about everything.
i just hope that... i can work my days away, just listening and following instructions given by the manager.. (FYI i am working as a banquet now)
i am darn broke! so no matter how tough the work can be, i will do it.
and why isnt my pay here, from my attachment.?!!! i cant wait zzzz
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supervisor just called to tell me he cant pass me my logbook back!
PLEASE LAH, the submission is on THIS FRIDAY, 07 AUG 09
and he said latest he will reach me is NEXT FRIDAY!!!!
how am i and what am i gonna tell my liason officer about it?!
so he will just fail me on the spot? i do not know. i do not want to know either.
i dont want, and i refuse to retain another semester just to serve my attachment.
its freaking disgusting..
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anyway, i will update soon, about my first day of work at conrad hotel yesterday.
maybe tonight?
sighh! ARGHH!
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stirred or shaken? idk

heartxbr0kenz
05AUG09 0422

2009-08-04T01:42:00.001+08:00

arghh. sorry.
facebook's failing me.
upload everything and they just told me upload failed.
3 times in a row. im giving up.
shall upload tmr then.
goodnight.
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0143am.

blog for the sake of blogging. zz

2009-08-04T00:43:00.007+08:00

current mood: moody.
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okay, uploaded all the pictures in Facebook already.
so if you want it, just get it from my FB okay? (:
because im feeling really lazy to tag everyone.
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anyway got home around 12 midnight. such a tiring day.
went school for MP meetup at 12+pm, followed by test at 2 and a MP talk at 4pm.
rushed down to bugis for JCM audition - 6pm.
yea, and my dream, my career is just starting, the beginning (:
sherry informed me about the course at 7pm, a last minute notice
since im there, might as well just stay for it ya..
and my day is gone just like that!! 24 hours is just not enough!
i need more time please. someone extend it for me?!
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hmm.. feel that days are passing really quickly.
just went to LZ's birthday celebration at coasta sand on 1st AUG
and now its like 4th AUG already....?
okay, just a brief one.
1) go there makan....
eat eat.. yum yumm~
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2) sing song for this lady

happy belated bday, girl...
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3) go crazy with everyone.
look at this couple. they became insane after the smashing cake game.

they were trying out indian dance LOL~.
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4) slack and catch up with BFFs.

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5) not forgetting to camwhore..

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6) last but not least, GAMBLE - ban luk.
a must everytime they meetup.
got this bad habit after CNY .__."

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this is biscuit, lz's new jack russel pupp~

she must be really happy, theo bought it for her bday (:
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and i shall end my post here.. tatas~ goodnite...
many things may seem easy, but its actually very tough when you wanna try it.
heartxbr0kenz
04AUG09 0108am~
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if you encourage me to do it.
you ought to give me your outmost support.
i seek your understanding...
.dont stop me from pursuing my dream.

faith by jordin sparks

2009-07-31T22:25:00.001+08:00

this is specially for my special BFF, sunshine (:
rmb, i'll be here for you...
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Hey there sad eyes
What's on your mind?
Don't look so down
Give it some time

You don't have to be so hard on yourself
I know the world can be a brutal place
Please don't let it steal your smile away

Cause when the sky's the darkest
You can see the stars
And when you fall the hardest
You find how strong you are

Close your eyes, rest awhile
It's been a long, long day
So come on baby, baby
Have a little faith

Let those tears fall
You gave it your all
That's all you can do, I'll be here for you
And there goes your cry, crushed on the ground
Sometimes it takes a wall to tumble down
For you to see who's gonna stick around

Cause when the skys the darkest
You can see the stars
Cause when you fall the hardest
You find how strong you are

Close your eyes, rest awhile
It's been a long, long, long, day
So come on baby, baby
Have a little faith

Sometimes it gets worst before it gets better
And it takes too much to be brave
Sometimes it feels it will hurt forever
But when all the lights begin to fade

Cause when the skys the darkest
You can see the stars
Cause when you fall the hardest
You find how strong you are

Close your eyes, and rest awhile
It's been a long, long day
So come on baby, baby
Come on baby, baby
Have a little faith

Have little faith,
Ooooh
Have a little faith
Have a little faith

fun-filled day! (:

2009-07-31T20:38:00.006+08:00

HELLO THERE! do you miss me? hahaa..
im sorry, i could only blog now!
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(PICTURES WILL ONLY BE UPLOADED AFTER I GOT MY USB CABLE and WHEN THE OTHERS HAV SEND ME OKAYYY! SORRY)
blame it on my card reader =P
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my schedule was so filled and packed yesterday!
after my major project meet up in school, rushed over to coach irene's brother on his maths! i just hope that he knows what i was telling him for that 1 and a half hour! because whenever i asked him if he understands what i'm teaching, he will give the IDK face to me.
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met jonathan and darrell at the bus stop just opposite irene house at 6+pm... took bus all the way from pasir ris to upper serangoon. Wondering why huh? BECAUSE BECAUSE, theodore asked me to go down. haha~ its not as simple as that. if you have not know, it was longzhen's birthday yesterday and we intended to give her a surprise! got the JACK RUSSELL (DAMN CUTE) that theo bought for LZ and travelled down to her place.
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i kept saying it was a mistake to go down because i spent $30+ in that pet shop! after the celebration, walked all the way home to find my bank book. it was 1130pm by that time, and luckily i managed to find it within 10 minutes so i have to walk 2-3 bus stops to darling's house. i was perspiring like mad can! HAHAHAa, its a good form of exercise, so its okay =P
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went school for a lame educational talk, on further studies. since i wasnt intending to further my studies, XT and I SNEAKED out after sitting in for 10minutes in the auditorium. went to my favourite canteen to MAKAN, my chicken chopp. i nearly got bloated to death! GREEDY ME! hahaaa..
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went tampines to shop and walk with xt till her date came =P hahaaa..
ANYWAY, I FINALLY GOT MY HAIR TRIMMED after like 9-10 months. thats like super long right! HAHAAA. actually, my ultimate intention is to save money larh! =P joking..

BEFORE on left, AFTER on right.
my hair became more volumed yea..
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alrights, there you have it.. my days are fulfilling thanks to all my friends and darlings. TQ (:
sorry mich for not gg to club tonight...
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ANYWAYYY. something amazing to share with you guys!
On August 7th 2009,
At 34 minutes and 56 seconds past 12.
The time will be:
12:23:56 07/08/09
123456789
this wont happen again for another thousand years!
isnt that just SOO COOL?! haha (:

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i'll never fail to lend you a listening ear or shoulder to cry on
heartxbr0kenz
31JULY09 2055
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a spastic face to end my post (:

birthday wishes

2009-07-30T01:01:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LONGZHEN!!!! (:
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and IN ADVANCE FOR MICH!
stay pretty pretty always k! (:
love you girls!
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anways, i've changed my playlist!
hope you like it (:
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i love my darling, and it will always be the way..
i will NEVER leave you, i promise.
30JULY09 0102

TON~

2009-07-29T22:56:00.004+08:00

hello hello...
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im blogging from darling's house now.
i will be staying here for 3 or 4 days because darling's parents won't be around.
darling has to go to work in the morning
so i am the only one available to bring baby for a walk in the morning.
FYI, if you do not know, my dog, shih tzu is named baby (:
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anywaysss, im feeling SOOOO much better now...
hehee. anyway the interview on tues was nothing.
it was just filling up the form and poof*!
you can start work anytime! will need booking of course!!
i need money money, so i must book to kill time off when im FREEEEEEE~
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the retarded thing was, i cant work immediately because
i didnt bring my bank book with me! i couldnt find it anywhere.
stupiddd...!!!
realized everytime you need something, then it will go missing.
when you dont need it, it will always be lying around.. hmm ):
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last night i spent the whole day at sunshine's house..
i wanted to accompany her, ended up i slept first.
and she had the movie marathon herself LOL~
i'm so sorry darling... =P hehee...
i hope you will feel better alright..
im sad to see you like that, it hurts you know...
kan le jiu xing tong ):
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oh well.. my usb cable is not with me and my card reader is failing me
so i cant upload the photos xt and me took on tuesday.
will upload when i found it ya. meanwhile, do wait for my post! (:
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goodnight peeps, i need to start on my research now...
so many things in hand, wish me luck man!!
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credits: Lenrek Ang
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no one is responsible for your happiness, only yourself
heartxbr0kenz
29JULY09 2330

DIARRHOEA with love.

2009-07-28T12:36:00.007+08:00

ARGH! yesterday was a torturous day for me to pass through!
Most probably is food poisoning from TIAN TIAN, everyday steamboat,
food that i'd consumed the day before - mentioned on my previous post.
woke up early 6+am to prepare for the RWS interview, but i TOTALLY MISSED IT!
my ONE AND ONLY chance ): no more briefing after that...
im just SUAY SUAY SUAY. darn unlucky! and im really upset about it!
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spend my whole day in bed having cold sweat, perspiring like madd....!
pressing down all the EXCRUCIATING PAIN that keeps coming back to me ):
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the worst thing is, i have to go to school in that super bad state.
however, i managed to get through it..
sorry jy sunshine for not meeting you at tamp..
reached home at 6+pm and guess what?!
i slept from 7PM till 11+am just now.
a total of 16 hourss +++ LOLS. TOTAL PIG-NESS (: (oinks~)
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anywayys, i am going out with tong tong soon.
she's gonna bring me to her hotel restaurant for interview as a waitress
i WANT my service crew position in sentosa BADLY! ):
but there is no point complaining since its fate that i miss the interview!
and of course, FOR THE SAKE OF MONEY!! - darn broke now.
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meanwhile, i shall get myself prepare for my MAJOR PROJECT that is up now.
guess everyone started immediately after the briefing yesterday!
all the best ppl!
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Credits: Teh Han Lin (:
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and dont forget to come visit me at my blog ya..
i'll try to update ASAP.
thank you for the tender loving care (:
heartxbr0kenz
28JULY09 1256PM

AVA, WAN SHUI~

2009-07-27T00:20:00.008+08:00

there wont be attachment later because i'd became an intern and have completed my student internship programme! that doesnt mean i don't have to sleep early. my sleep must be sufficient to keep me awake for the interview at redhill, 9am later and not forgetting my project TESTT! meaning i'm gonna fail for sure because i didn't contribute much to this project package no. 2. im feeling really panicky now because i havent printed out my highest educational certificate qualification and doesn't have two passport size photo of myself. im real dead ): badd badd impression to the staff there.
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anyway, i left AVA on friday, feeling touched and appreciated.

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all of them chipped in MOOLAHS to buy Liyun and me k. swiss watch! although ours are of the same design but we've got different coloured watches! its a really pretty piece.
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Chevonne hand-made chocolate chip cookies made my heart melts and not forgetting my stern supervisor's expensive ball point pen from takaa... last but not least, the japanese dinner, from ATASHI? at paragon.. that my branch ppl had treated me before i left. (its really YUMMY, you shouldnt miss that out. hmm, its rather expensive though....) i am really happy that they care.. but i thought its a waste of $.$ hmmm~ but they kept telling me, if ppl give you something, just keep it and say thank you. dont push it back (because thats what i tend to do, hmmm)
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after dinner, went to walk around ion, the newly opened mall at orchard located beside wisma atria. oh gosh, the mall is really huge, so confusing that chevonne and me got lost a few times. many things are branded, so go to the area only if you can affort! if not it will only makes you yearn for it, its a terrible feeling of wanting but not able to get it due to the limitations we hav ): whereas another area looks just like VIVO city. hahaaa. that's the place where i still can fork out a little money on my desires! they have this super big SEPHORA there, and i just love every minute of my time in there, its a great place for LADIES to shop at. i confirm you will never regret walking in there! haha!
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today went aunt's shop to help out in the afternoon, busy day as usual. taught the kids their homework before heading to bugis to celebrate my dearest doreen cousin's birthday. had TIAN TIAN, every steamboat as our meal... darling said the food there is dirty but we still stuff the food down our throat! one thing bad about this place is the service! one word: LOUSY. aiyoh! we shouldnt be expecting much any way.
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after which, went to iluma, another newly open mall, which is located beside bugis street with felicia, doreen and nicholas to look at the clothes there! they're on SALES, yes SALES if you have not seen clearly! i bought 6 tops at one go ALTHOUGH IM DARN BROKE LAH.! hahaaa. we messed up the clothes there, and it turned out to be like a mountain. sorry uh! when ladies shop, they TURNED into "OBASAN", like an auntie in the market. LOL~
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my boss said the same thing again, "WAH, STUDENT, YOU ARE SUPER SLACK EH!", on the very last day of work, cos this is what i did.. LOL!
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heartxbr0kenz
27JULY09 0109am.

2009-07-25T23:07:00.002+08:00

I'm feeling kinda EMO now.
I don't know what's wrong with me...
hmmm~ maybe its the song.

2308

CROOKED! zz

2009-07-25T21:50:00.005+08:00

AHHHHhhhh~ help me!

MY EYE BROW IS CROOKED~!!
zzz, all thanks to my itchy hands ):
lolss...

2151

farewell

2009-07-24T15:44:00.002+08:00

hahaa. realise every now and then, you see me blog is when i am FREE~ during my working time. Boss isnt around so i have no one to eye on me. Anyway its the last day of my attachment here, so dont see a need for me to accomplish anything at this moment of time! I dont think i will be blogging like that anymore cos Cos COS COS COs im going back to that stupid school. LOLs.
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ytd after work chiong-ed to get the contact lenses from my supplier for michelle da jie (its like FINALLY). then to ehub to get the ingredients that i was missing! RUSH RUSH RUSH, and finally got the two layers done. Went clubbing at Dbl O (Obar). alot of malays on thursday, hmmm... home-d and continue the last layer of my cheesecake. (: slept at 4+am.
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I'm feeling...
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HAPPY
the cheesecake that i made for my colleagues is worth the effort because they finished the whole tray of it.
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SAD
im leaving this place, going back to school ):
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SIAN
I've got nothing to do NOW
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TIRED
slept for less than 2 hours last night before coming to work.
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will be heading to paragon after this for a treat from my colleagues. Yeah, a farewell dinner.
cant wait because my FAVOURITE japanese food will be served in less than 5 hours time. tee hee hee....
bye bye.. (: lols
24JULY09 1556

2009-07-23T15:31:00.010+08:00

there's this saying ~~from someone~~ ~~special~~
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nothing is confirmed unless you confirm it

with your heart. ?
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this statement keeps lingering in my mind.
may be...

how true is this saying?

just think about it.

sweetie husky pie

2009-07-23T15:21:00.003+08:00

im getting bored in the office.
rotting soon! its my last 2nd day of my attachment - work!
i'll be freed after tmr, but i know i will get bored staying at home.
i hate school.. i dont wanna go back to that school! zzz~
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anyway, something memorable happened right outside the office today!
this husky came by, and stick to us like a glue.
but im sad to say, it has been caught by the dog-catcher of AVA. ):
sobx, i miss this pretty little husky. he's a good boy.
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its badly injured ))):
update more about it when i feel like it.

i took tons of pic of it..
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oh well, we'll just hope for the best for this sweetie pie.
23HULY09 1530

RUN LIKE THE WIND

2009-07-21T23:47:00.005+08:00

okay, before the clock strike 12 midnight, i better type this out fast and head to my bed.
if not tmr darling will say me, cos he told me to rest before 12am! LOLS!
everyone wants me to rest early, so i shall abide by my words yea =P hahas.
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anyway, i dont know what i was up to today!
i just feel like running, and thats it. the feeling came back to me.
i hope i can keep this with me in order to have my aim accomplished!
which is to lose weighttt!!! CUT DOWN THAT FATS MAN. goshh.
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went running with mich and jw. hahas.
2 hours out in the field, anyway its a good start.
we will continue to jia you ya?
(forgotten to take pic together ): sianz)
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made last week's leftover batch of cookies at work today.
ARGh, the butter cookie is a failure lahh.!!
made me so heart pain ): sobxxx....
however, a happy note is my vanilla cookie is still as good as last week's ones.
although the appearance = cannot make it, but its the taste that matters ya?
just close your eyes and gorge everything down.. hahas!
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i've been EATING NON STOP ever since i came back from GENTING!
i need to monitor my food intake man!
but but, the thing is i have no self-control at all,
especially when the food is placed in front of me. luring me ):
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i will try my besttt best besttt.
just STOP ME when i start to gorge unhealthy food or eating in excess okay. (:
good night peeps.

PS: FEET PAIN T_T
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credits: JEFF - kingfishers
on this note, i leave you.
what else can i do?
heartxbr0kenz
22JULY09 0002

dont leave me?

2009-07-20T21:09:00.010+08:00

before i start, please help me click on the ad at the sidebar! thank you =D

saturday was a fun-filled/ fun-loving day.

its been a long time since i last went for TFCD photoshoot.
brought 3 darlings along with me, namely, sunshine jy, cherry mk and LZ
had yummi-licious bento set meal thanks to MING our chef!
he is always there to look out for me (just like a dad), thank you MING bro! (:
hehehee~
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if you have not been to Orchid country club - KITAGAWA* JAP RESTAURANT,
i think its good not to miss out the food there ya (: WEeeee~
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this is the appetizer, made from tuna and the bento set

are you getting hungry? hahaas.
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YUMMY, cant stop yourself from salivating right?! hmmm...

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and my THREE pretty ladies (: all ready to tuck in!

tiff princess came late. and she insist she dont want to shoot.

stubborn girl... hmmm~

after which, we went to taka to support mk's friend, hafiz if im not wrong.

he sang a total of 5 songs in a row. nice try dude. lz left by then.

and then travelled down to Elliot's house to celebrate his birthday!

nab's man, sk's friend. (: together, all of us went.

his house is damn cool can! i want a house like his when i have a family in the future!

tiff and mk left first while the 4 of us went to shaw ktv again.

enjoyed singing / relaxation for 3 hrs before heading home!

anyway, just one photo for now. (:

credits : Stitche Rontino (:
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thank you alpha.
PS: i DONT WANT you to leave me, susan ): sighh~
i know im gonna miss you so much, the days without you ): sighh~
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what can i do to make u stay? ):

20 JULY 09 2213

u're missing it!

2009-07-17T22:20:00.000+08:00

PRECISELY! Because you do not know how to show the basic care and concern.
headache. nights.
.2221.

ERIC FENG >.<

2009-07-17T09:51:00.004+08:00

I am so glad, and so honoured to have Eric Feng, the marvelous one of the top 25 young enterpreneurs of Asia to vote me as the best speaker of the night yesterday evening. THATS REALLY SHOCKING, i couldnt believed it! Got him to sign on my book " THE FAQ BOOK ON PUBLIC SPEAKING" because he is the author! He can really express and relate well, and have a good grasp of the audience. I really admire him, i meant the way he bring himself out (: LOL. hehee... although i was very nervous, but im glad it went smoothly for me.
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one stress factor down! (:

heartxbr0kenz
17JULY09 1000AM

pissed

2009-07-16T08:40:00.005+08:00

I FEEL SO FREAKING STRESSS!
SO STRESS THAT IM AT THE VERGE OF BREAKING DOWN MENTALLY!
ZZZZZZZZZ

16JULY2009 0845AM!

maggi mee...

2009-07-15T11:37:00.006+08:00

hmm.. i don't think i will be going for lunch later.
because i had my breakfast an hour ago.
breakfast specially made by YUXUAN!
(while our supervisors are at the meeting =P shhh~)
thank you to my "AVA partner" (: lols...
although its a lil bland but but.. its still very nice okay.
im honoured and touched! hahahaa =P
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there's cuttlefish balls, xiao bai cai and egg...
the vege was the first to be put in, thats why it looks so unappetizing.
it should put in last =P
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so in return, i made honey drink for him (:

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yuppyy. i just enjoy the thought/moment of slacking at work...

Yes. I don’t deny I’m a HUGE EMORMOUS GIGANTIC 24/7 slacker.

(14July09)
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heartxbr0kenx

15JUL09 11.56AM~

rotting at work...

2009-07-13T14:30:00.004+08:00

miss me? (:
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oh well. life is as usual. taking each step at a time...
im overwhelmed with thoughts everytime im left alone.
it loves to run wild wildd..
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Anyway anyway, mom (aunt) registered me for toastmaster!
this thursday, I will b given a world of my own for that few minutes to share what I'd preparedd..
I wonder how everything will go. Hopefully I wont be so anxious that I keep stammering. It will be darn embarrassing! But think I will most probably be.. Because its my first meeting with them, and of course sharing my introductory speech. I just hope this utmost support will keep me going (: I want to be confident of myself.
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Anyone interested to join me?
It’s a lifelong skill you'll be gaining.
Do give it some consideration alrights?!
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Btw btw, I'd gain much from my beauty make-up class! Its great! im now a graduate (:
But my financial isnt that good at this point of time! So yea, I won't be getting any product from hana/ or would I rather say from amway? hahas..
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ytd was my first time putting on what I'd learn into my everyday life.. It takes me quite a while, but im glad because I got appraisal and compliments that my make up is nice. wahahas! Aunt even wanted to go learn okayyy... and she said that I should do that everyday. Haha. Hmm, I am a very lazy person, so I told my aunt I wont be. I need that extra 5 or 10 minutes of sleep THAN waking up just to be beautiful. (Maybe I need a change? =P ). For those who know me well enough, will know that SLEEP and PLAY is the most important to me!
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feeling bored at work )):
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heartxbr0kenz
13JULY09 1500

2009-06-22T02:30:00.001+08:00

brownie is no longer around.
i miss him so much! sighh~

2009-06-22T01:47:00.003+08:00

i'll be on my way to genting in a few hours time. a family trip with my aunt
cousin dawn ask me not to sleep, and she's soundly asleep at this time. LOL!
think i shall taunt here.. siann!
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there's so much to update but dont know how to pen it all down.
its gonna be a super long post by then. oh well!
please bless my trip alright! love love~
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alright, dont miss me peeps.
be back on wednesday night (:

heartxbr0kenz
22JUNE09 0153

2009-06-10T00:09:00.002+08:00

im hurt. are you? hmm...

i wonder...
10JUNE09 0010

2009-06-09T10:19:00.001+08:00

three's a crowd.

o9/o6/o9b 1023

2009-06-07T20:35:00.004+08:00

but im here to say...
no matter what we've been through.
whatever that may happen.
my heart is always, and will always be with you.

thank you for being that KIND of person in your eyes.
now i FULLY understand (:

heartxbr0kenz
07JUNE09 0837

stop being a piece of nail

2009-06-06T15:51:00.005+08:00

ahhhh! i totally forgotten about the project meetup this morning! my memory is failing me! sianz~! i really need to get started with everything man. have been slacking so muchh..... SO SORRY PPL! please forgive me ):
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went all the way to EHUB just to get my lovely cupwalker. =DD my craving for that never cease man! =X the weather nearly got me heat stroke even though the distance is less than 1 bus stop away from my place.. was complaining about the intense heat, and told darling how i wish i am at NORTH POLE now, be the ESKIMO there, fishing (:. THEN THEN.. this is what i got~
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ah hahaaa. cute eskimo right. (:
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im missing brownie now, have to go over to aunt's house.. but, ARGHH! the thought of having to help out in the shop, registering all the patients just sucks!
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most prob, will be going out with the kuku group before heading to my 2nd home.
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ANYWAYSSS~
happy birthday to ALICIA!!!
may you be happy happy always and forever.! (: (:
stop being a piece of nail
heartxbr0kenz
06JUNE09 1619

the never ending love that thee had poured onto me

2009-06-04T09:22:00.017+08:00

hello hello peeps (:

photos uploaded will the ones on my birthday celebration.

okay, i thought it will be a much easier way to collage everything together,

instead of uploading one at a time which is really time consuming (:
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BTW BTW PLEASE HELP ME CLICK ON THE NUFFNANG ADVERTISMENT ON THE RIGHT HAND COLUMN. THANK YOU SO MUCH =x hehee...

29MAY09

heh heh.. during work where all the sweetie pies celebrated my birthday!
im really happy can! thankss peeps. love you guys!
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liyun and darling specially made food for my lunch time.
really honoured bcos liyun personally made the sandwiches!
furthermore, its her first time making, for friend okay!
while darling came all the way from home early in the morn
to pass me my lunchbox (: thanks loves!
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thats me. HAA~ its all written on my face..
no other words, but GRATITUDE.
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and not forgetting those who had dinner with me at popeye, T3 (:
CLICK ON IMAGE TO ENLARGE!

APPRECIATED!
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YAY! my all time favourite - loveliest sweetheart!
never will we be apart man! stay on like this 4eva yea (:

chuah chuah, cy-cy, and tiff tiff~
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30MAY09
while waiting for gam gam... (:

darling, darling...
thanks for accompanying me just to make me all SMILEY =)
even thou you have only 2 hours of restt..
and putting so much effort in planning, for this very day of mine...
ETERNITY
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tiffy, i took your title that day "i am the princess of the day"~ LOL!
thanks sweet (: love love~
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AHH~ wheres the group photo?!!
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anyways, these were the people who came all the way down.
sorry to make you ppl come down all the way and thanks for the effort (:
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YUMMILICIOUS! want some? go to SHODUKO then.. (:
its located at heeren. think there's another outlet at citylink!
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darling chuah chuah...
taken outside velvet underground and at shaw's partyworld
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and the song keeps coming to me...
you are my sunshine, my ~ sunshinee..
you made me happy, when times are grey.
thank you everyone for being there when i needed someone....
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31st MAY
went shop to help out as usual.. was late that day, sorry mom.
you couldnt study cos of my "no sense of punctuality"
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mom wanted to bring me out for dinner
but there's so much beehoon left in the shop..
didnt want to waste it so we *SUP KA LIAO*
and headed to sgoon garden's babyface dessert shop~
the one i mentioned a few post back. (:
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my DIDIs. sean, joel and jayden. love those mischeivous monkies =x
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not forgetting to post up the dessert that makes you salivate XD
i had my black glutinous + mango. not baddd (:
thankss mom! i feel so BLESSED to have all of you around me!
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all that i'd received.

with those never ending gratitudes. i love all of you,
thank you for making my day so wonderful (:
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muacks, kisses out to you =x wahahahaaaa~
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.its beyond description.
the never ending love that thee had poured onto me
thank Lord for the strongly binded friends i have.
i wish i wish i wish wish wish....
heartxbr0kenz
04JUNE09 1029

burthday celebration

2009-05-31T22:31:00.004+08:00

HELLO HELLO PPL! im really happy, even up till now!
many hav been sending greetings, wishes etc to me..
not forgetting those who celebrated my BIG BIG "TWO-ZERO" DAY with me.
and also the non stop coming surprises from all of you!
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i love you my dearest darling(s). (:
i'll get the pics all uploaded soon okay.
think it will take me ages to get it up cos its super uber big file.
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29th mayy.
after work went to bugis to shop for a while
before heading to T3 for popeye bcos bestie is working there...
hmm, just when i was about to leave for the mrt,
nabil called to say he'll pick me up since he was somewhere close.
waited an hr ++ for him (till i dulan, super no mood) =x
all of us - no sense of direction.
he spent $10 on ERP and carparks, cos he couldnt get to bugis
after turning round and round at nicole highway. lols.
anyw, congrats for getting ur licence on that very day...
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30th mayy.
nab gave me a surprise. opened his boot and saaw many balloons floating!
lols, its really prettaye loh.
thanks thanks for all the effort n everything put in, so very much(:
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went for hana academy's event at capital tower. its "lecture time"
darling and me felt damn bored ar, sorry. didnt know its thatt..
hmm, so spent the whole 3 hours listening to ppl's speech.
sorry beii, i know you're super tired (2hrs of rest), ):
you still made e effort to attend a boring lecturee,
its actually speech giving ceremony
you're really sweet to me... sorry.
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after which, went for shokudu for dinner at heeren.
darling kept me in the dark for damn long lo.
he invited all my friends along since like dunno how long ago
to celebrate my bday with me.. just even before i told him i wont
be celebrating with my sec school mates this year.
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1. darling asked me to take picture of the lantern (i thot its for his proj use) to distract me, away from the waitress. cos he doesnt wan me to know he reserved 12 seats!
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2. the reserved tag was on the middle of a stretch of tables. i said how come its all the way there when we're seated at the corner, he said the waitress put wrongly. he didnt bring it back and i didnt notice anything unusual, just find it weird. cos behind the tag it actually wrote its for 12 pax.
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3. darling told me he was on the phone with nelson, he's actually directing tiffany the way there...(its actually with tiffany)
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4. darling said he wanna go toilet, stomachache (i actually believed him). we didnt even started eating the cheesecake we bought and we left off, so i walked arnd heeren without finding anything weird. they're actually preparing the cakes, dont let me know...!
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so much special thanks darling for all the non stop coming surprises and everything you'd planned. and tiffany too!
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sorry ppl for u to make all your way down just for dinner man.
thanks for everything! i felt really elated! really happy...
special thanks to beii so so very much... heee!
pictures will be uploaded ASAP.
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jy came after her exam, sk and nab came down to get us over to 987 RSVP at velvet underground. free passes gotten by me!! ^^ hehee. but but, we couldnt get in cos the entry timing is only up till 10pm. were 15-30 mins latee.. rather disappointed at that time cos thought it would be fun... luckily DJ daniel ong got us in. thankss so much man! (: its really nice of you. went in for 15 mins, for the juice .__." and then zao liao cos the music really sucks to the max, and there's like nothing to do?.. hmm...
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went shaw house party world, and we slacked, nua-ed there till 3+ before heading back. and yea, home sweetest homee.......
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PS: sorry beii, i know i'd disappoint you over and over again. i give you my word, i will try my best to do a good job as your loveliest dear. please bear with me for a little while.. i'll tryy...
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oh well, my phone is not working at the moment.
didnt bring my charger back from the office,
which is quite a hassle for me now.
i have no alarm clock to wake me, inconvenience etc.
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gotta go sleep now. really tired. goodnite ppl!s
heartxbr0kenz
01JUNE09 0000

MK BDAY CELEBRATION PART II

2009-05-28T23:46:00.008+08:00

hohoo~ im uploading the photos
we took during tiffy princessy birthday onto facebook.
its like finally i get the chance to do it. but its rather late now .__."
there's so much so much to upload. so much things left undone..
just have no idea where to start from...
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MK BDAY CELEBRATION PART II
sorry peeps. i havent finished uploading all the pictures!
and yea, you are right.. its the foody we ate. as tempting as ever (:
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the appetizers (: salad, steak tofu and spring roll.
feel hungry now? cos i am..
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the main course. i ordered the firstt.. dory fish with oolong sauce.
weird eh, and the combination doesnt suit at all!
doesnt taste as good as what me and sunshine expect. hmmm...]
the rest were yummyy. except for ourss .__."
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hehe. yes my ladies.. (:
and forever we shall stay this way.
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both of us trying to act cute. wahahaas.
tomatoes is good for healthy and smooth skin.
try eating more of those yea (:
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camwhoring away after stuffing all the food down our throat.
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that princess after we alighted from her car..
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look at my cool hair. is it nice?
i know its very messy. ):
but butt.. i like it =D

the front vieww...

took me around 5-10 mins to get this hair done.

its very simple. all you have to do is twist and twist the hair

in the same direction non stop yea (:

if you wana learn, can ask from me. if not i'll paste you the tutorial online

cheerioss~

next day, darling told me there's IT fair on the very last day.

we cabbed down after his gym, and of course after my piggy nap (:

after a short walk, came to a conclusion to buy this.

oh well, the promoter wrote the receipt without our consent so there it goes.

fated to be mine. not as good but anywayy...

as long as it can be fully utilized by me (: thats good enough!

however, deep within, i wanted my F200 )):

oh well, that's when i got enough money yea.

to end this post, i'll show you a cute picc (:

thats my bestie! with the lady gaga's ribbon.
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tadah! my effort/ bestie is so sweet, adorable.

dinner with my darlings tmr. + sk and nab.

darling couldnt make it, got test and projs to rush thru.

jia you okayy. goodnite friendss..
is this how i wanted it to be?

heartxbr0kenz

29MAY09 0056

bad car night

2009-05-27T14:10:00.011+08:00

yoyoz. im feeling really SIAN right now.
next week my supervisor wont be around
for the whole week cos he's gg overseas.
oh well, and i'll be bored to death soon enough.
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22nd MAY
met vince bear, bomby for dinner, to have an advance bday dinner?
hahaa. its been a long time since we last met,
so its a good time to catch up with each other.
edwin came with us too! good good (:
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yummy japanese food (my all time fav). my 2nd jap meal that day.

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caught Night in the museum 2 cos no other movie showing at that timing,
and all of us couldnt make up our minds.
so bought the tickets after much hesistation.
wanted to watch it with darling de,
so sorry darling. oh well..
.

btw, all thumbs up for it. super worth it ya..
its a MUST CATCH okayy.
i give it 5/5 STARS! (:
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23rd may.
went to school for SIP briefing early next morning (waste my time -.-)
and had project package 1 test...
i was really stupid, didnt bring any reference with me.
cos its open book! went to photocopy, but didnt zap the info needed.
haaaa, just plain stupid. launched of project package 2 = die
.
hurried home and got changed before tiff drop by to pick me up
for mk's birthday celebration at holland V, essential Obrew.
theme - elegance (: thus everyone came smartly dressed.
waited quite a while before everyone arrives ^^
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a room for ourselves (:

1. look at yijun the waiter, pouring drink for me. hahaaa,
jonathon the boss, instructing him how to do it rightly...
sunshine + me = satisfied customer (: (: hehe.
2. ah zhen and me stuffing down the remaining salad.
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that's marie and mk (the bday girl..)
sorry ah i spoiler =x HAHAHAAaa~
btw mk, lao liao hor! 21st birthday leh!! (:
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played with helium before leaving the place.
its kinda cool because when u suck in the helium,
you'll sound like a cartoon character talking.
we had fun larh. damn funny lohh.
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my ladies (:
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and not forgetting a group photo.
I JUST LOVE MY FRIENDS! heee...
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bestie left with sunshine. while i left with princess girl.
tiffy princess car didnt even respond lah. its like dead.
yea, and the battery is dead - to be right.
BECAUSE BECAUSE this forgetful girl FORGOT to switch off her headlights!
.___." a lot of commotions at that point of time.
called jy darling for help, luckily sk got car,
drove to nearest petrol station to get cable to jumpstart the car...
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came back and realised mk got her car banged.
and another guy car's side dropped off cos they mount the curb?
it all happened at the same place man. as though that area its cursed.
scaryyy..... hmmm.
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so princess drove all of us back.

went over to her place to get some eye solution b4 headin home.

ended up staying over at her place

to accompany the *emotionally traumatize her LOL~

spent the whole time fixing the 950 puzzle.

its only less than half tht i'd done but thats really a great kickstart man.

darling came over after his movie and we stayed till 4am..

how much we've completed. much much credits to me hor?

hahaa.. this is only half of it, the other half is coloured.

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i'll update soon okay. (:
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no planning, no nothingg.....

heartxbr0kenz
27MAY09 1508

MAY

2009-05-22T13:00:00.018+08:00

CAUTION, LONG & BORING POST.

hope these overdue-d pictures r not lagging ur comp! =D

APRIL 29.

yeah, phuture as usual.

darling sunshine and me (: loves*
camwhoring in the zouk's washroom!
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ladies (: and the people..
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APRIL 30th
met up with my darling bestie for dinner and to get tiff's prezzie (:
ended up staying over her place (quite expected cos its always the case)
.
MAY 1ST.
over to her grandma place early in the morning before flying over to tiff's place.

bestie and me! love love*

i am actually pointing at her and didnt realise she's doing the same.

hahaaa =x

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and yea, we're both pointing at lil cutie cousin of bestie (:

haha, they are so adorable =x

trained over to tiffy princess house (:

HAPPY HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!
haaa, been so long already yea.

this is the ultimate aim. PO PIA DAY =P

ahhh~ my own made po pia.. yummy* wanna try some? haaas.

yea and the birthday girl trying to stuff the poh pia down her throat.

i know you were feeling full but you have no choice man. (:

yyea yea, all take turns to hav a snapshot with the princess.
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played one round of mahjong. and this is the first time i learnt

everything about mahjong. normally i will onli pong and chi* - eat

without knowing all the rules. the FENG* or how much u hav to give etc.

finally got a clique shot AFTER SO LONG ):

all were too busy with their own lives.

but im glad we still make the effort to get together.

love and hugs to all of you.. muacks hehe...

decided to have supper. managed to force bao beii out of bed to join us

all the girls with their bf except bestie, cos johnson went malaysia.

its a memorable time, i must say. even though a short one (:
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we bought darling tiffy princess two small cakes.

you're finally 20 hor! hit the big big two. its gonna be my turn soon ):

i dont wanttt!!!!! hahaa.. anyway, i hope you did enjoyed yourself.

but i guessed its not the case. we'll give you a big one next year okay baby? (:

MAY 02

and finally weekends arrived!

if not you wouldnt have seen brownie (:

haa, see how big he grows already.

its like 2-3 weeks since my last posted pic of this mischeivous boy...

brownie, please dont attack me P.P
i surrender =x

woke up rather early on sunday so tagged along for breakfast with mom

and two youngest brother. joel and jayden (:
look at this cheeky boy. he has to stretch ALL THE WAY in order to stand firm.

HAHA joel, grow longer please... (:

in between. i do not rmb what happened. so yea, lets jump to MAY 08.

in the office, where ppl celebrated deborah's and catherine birthday.

cat's bd was the day before ytd? hmm.. haha den what about mine? =x

thats a yummilicious and nice cake i must say. (:

MAY 09

the kukus met up for movie (:

sunny, sk, nab and me were in specs. we're the toot group.

wahahaaa.. really cool man..

timezoned before catching XMEN. wolverine.

its a nice show. its a must catch? hahahaa..
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MAY 10

went out to hav lunch and walk around tamp 1

to celebrate darling advance birthday.

while waitin for seats at sushi teh.. (:

muackss.

ah ha, i look so round and short compared to darling.

hmm.. darling, you dont know how to take pic lor =x

WAHAHAHAaaa...

of course, not forgetting about the yummilicious foody.

i tell you ah. sushi teh is the best out of so many okayy! hahahaaa...

i just love japanese food, so so so extremely much (:

went back to have a rest before going out with darling's family

for mother's day dinner at jumbo. (ECP).

the food is good but both of us didnt eat

much due to sushi teh -.- LOL~ was too full ah...

look at that creepy lobster. its still moving okayy.. so scaryy..

we didnt want to eat it like that so we get the people to cook it.

there's crab, scallop, sharkfin etc etc...

afterwhich we went to the lagoon where ppl plays wakeboarding?

to enjoy the scenery, the night breeze (: nice...

yeah, its their family get together.. while i sit down and listen to them talk

MAY 11.

took leave to celebrate darling's birthday but didnt cos he has got school

so i left for aunt's place.. helped out in shop and then, mothers' day

celebration dinner again... awww, i always get to eat good food.

i feel so blessed =P

hungryy? hahahaa, this is at peng's restaurant. the food really

makes you salivate man! hahaaa. two thumbs up!

its near serangoon (: dont know where is it oso.. quite ulu? hahaa.

tagged along mom2 to her place to see HAPPY!

yea, a new family member of theirs... mini shih tzu...

damn cute right.. ahh! its so tinyy.. its only 3 months old!

i just love doggy. so does my family (:

MAY 15

yes yes, its sunshine darling again.

and this time we hav dinner with michie, jer, jin and co (:
STEAMBOAT (: haaa... they left for their movie while i left for home

with sunny cos she got work the next dayy...

MAY16

yea, so i'd made the right choice to get home early cos my supervisor

called me at 9am in the morning to get me back to headquarter to help out

with the letters about h1n1... luckily i managed to have 6 hours of sleep man!

if not i think i would hav been dead. WAHAHAAaaa~ so worked till 5pm

and yupp yupp. to second home again.

MAY 17

baby face at serangoon garden.

the dessert is *yi ji pang* all thumbs up.

cheap and affordable. you ppl shud try it..

there's a huge variety for you to choose from (:

i had durian creme with flesh + pearl. yupp, im the special one.

cos i was the first customer to order it with pearls as topping.

hahahaaa. honoured! im special =x how about you? thats one of my handmade tee.

and dawny with her soursop (:

MAY 20 which is like two days back.

haa. my first time getting out of AVA for lunch man.

and also my first time to NTU =P

i am finally FREED from my workplace! hahaaa.

out of the canteen with horrible food =x just j/k

yea, my japanese food.. happy happyy..

i know its kinda retarded to take a pic like this.

i wanted to take a photo with the whole range of stalls de lor

but its really embarrassing when there's so many ppl passing by.

this is enough to make me happy (: (: (:

my beef set and ly's salmon set (:

ALL THUMBS UP! (:

cheap and affordable.

but this watermelon juice is not. $1.70

hahahaaaa... it quench my thirst anyway.

so its not a prob to me =x

PEACE SIGN* PEACE PEACE (:

okayyy byess ppl. i still got to work.

spent the whole time updating.. chaozzz...

enjoy the weekend (: lovesss.

yess, i am blessed (:

heartxbr0kenz

22MAY09 1548

2009-05-18T13:01:00.003+08:00

im plain bored.. haa.
waiting for my takeaway lunch to be back..
hungryyy* restless* dying*... ):
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i totally have no time to update man.
thats why im doing it during office lunch hr..
i got so much to write.
all those pictures stored in my notebook r gonna rot soon.
I NEED TIME TO UPDATE!!! 24hrs' just nt enuff man.
only have 4-6 hours to sleep EVERY SINGLE DAY!!!!!
even if my proj has ended.
.

i miss her, and those times w sisters..... (:
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cant wait for arrival of saturday!
meeting the usuals. MISS THEM SO MUCH MAN )':
work sucks.
heartxbr0kenz
18MAY09 1323

head of department!

2009-05-14T13:16:00.003+08:00

ELLO! im having my break now =x
just had aixin fried rice from dar and maggi mee, shared with liyun.
when deborah comes back we'll be having either chicken rice
or wanton mee cos she packet for us (: hehee..
yea, like what you people are thinking...
our stomach are like a bottomless pit! hahaaa
.
anyway, im FREE to do whatever i can now!
wonder why is that so.........?
WAHAHAHA! its becauseee cos coss
IM THE HEAD OF MY DEPARTMENT NOW! (for just this moment)
heh.. all the people from my department are
either in a meeting, on course, or on leave.
so im the only one left in my branch. yes, the fisheries branch.
.
and now im going to my dreamland.
too sian already. nothing to do ):
.
someone ask me out? siannnzzz~
why is that so? hmm....
heartxbr0kenz
14MAY09 1331

2009-05-12T23:43:00.004+08:00

Hmmm, im just done with posting my reflection about my proj on blogger.
makes me feel like blogging now.
.
okay, honestly ppl.. you've missed out alot.
i think i need to fill my blog with 4-5 entries in order to summarized
what i've been through for the past few days, weeks?!
i cant even remember...
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okay, finally package 1 of my project is coming to an end.
and there goes my free time.
but aww, package 2 is coming!
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anyway, happy mothers' day to all moms out there.
i know its kinda late. but still... hahaa...
.
and not forgetting,
happy belated birthday to my one and only honey,
darling - dave chen qing hao..
you're finally 20 years old! just hit the BIG FAT TWO man.
im sorry for upsetting you again and again.
please forgive me (:
.

iloveyou.
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alright. take care peeps. wait for my updatE!
heartxbr0kenz
12MAY09 2348

2009-05-06T11:59:00.003+08:00

its been a long time since i felt so hurt.
everything is just tumbling down now.
all at one go..
GREAT.

1206pm

bad bad day...

2009-04-27T22:17:00.003+08:00

OHH! first day of the week - work and more work.
luckily this friday's labour day! yayy..
my last holiday during my attachment ):
hmmm, ll b celebrating tiffy's princess and jayden bro's bday..
call tiff to cfm but she nvr answer.
wonder what she's doing now. hmmm...
.
today's a SUPER DUPER SIAN DAY.
eat, sleep and slack durin work.
wasnt feelin good cos yea. you know i know...
everything almost came to an end until
we know hw much we cherish this friendship.
i thought im gonna lose a close friendd.. ):
and im lucky i didnt...
.
walkedd home alone today.
felt like running just to destress..
so yea. ran from home to pasir ris park, and then to atlantis park.
i perspired like madd.. hmmm~
just like i got drenched, from heavy pour..
I FEEL SO MUCH BETTER AFTER THAT..
i feel good, taneh taneh taneh neh =x HAHAAA~
.
okayy, gotta rest. sorry for these craps =x
nightss ppl (:
.

on this note, i leave you (:
.
i smile, for those who care for me...
heartxbr0kenz
27APR09 2245

SUMMER FANTASIA ROCKS (*:

2009-04-26T23:42:00.009+08:00

HEY HEY. miss me? hahaa..
sorry for the late updates again!
got to rush thru as its 1235am now!
i need sleep!
-

thanks liyun darling for being such a nice friend of mine.
always waiting for me in the morning and travelling back tog!
.

lol, these are all the fun we had during our break!
there's more unglam pics that are nt shown! haaa.
think u'll laugh ur teeth off when u see more of those.
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the last pic is the feeding of coils* (koi)
hahahaa.. its damn embarrassing.
i forgot the spelling and i spelled coil* to nab LOL~
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i'd been really happy the past week.
darling has been sending me AIXING* food every earli morning - 5am
he has to walk 2-3 busstops distance eh! .___."
and its 3/5 days he sent e food over! gosh. thats super sweet yea.
its a suprise he did it the second & third time.. touched*
but i felt super bad cos he has to wake up early just to send me food!
dar dar, dont have to ya. i can eat other food de (:
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gosh, looking at these food makes me hungry now.

personally cooked dishes (:
with the help of his mom too!
thankss, love love...
.

and this is frm nabil.
thanks for waking up damn early at 4+ to prepare breakfast for me.
i appreciate so much! but dont do it the next time ya.

HOO~ thats my boss playin with water jet.

so old liao still wanna play like a kid. HAHAHA!

cute sia. he's trying to make rainbow (:
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made by puffer machine.

heart shaped mussels puff koropok! (:
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24th april - friday

went to look for jy sunshine after work.

had dinner together! mich and jer came along too.

walked around bugis while waiting for the guys to come

to celebrate wl's ord. (:

jy, me, mich and jer.

im surrounded these 3 beauties. HAHAHA~

went alps cafe, had my icy mango before leaving for home.

its nothing much tho. thought it would be fun.. but turned out to be o.o?

hahaa. anyway its good to catch up with girls.

25 APRIL - saturday

went to tampines to get my new lenses.

encore* new brand. first time using it..

hmmm, then went C. sq to put on a lil make up

before travelling to tiong bahru (hana academy) to view competition.

and after taking some time doing that, a last min notice

wanting me to be the model for the contestant

taking part in makeup competition again.

SUMMER FANTASIA went smoothly.

didnt know have to catwalk with my contestant,

it was damn hilarious. we came up with many actions,

and finally sticked to the last one. so yea...

i was being lucky as a model.

cos i got first prized as a model! hahahaa..

thanks to hana academy and lynette for making up for me

ad her skills obtained only from one crashed course lesson. LOL~
.
the pictures are with kym

yea, thats me with the big big giantic prize.

wanna know whats in there? haahahaa... u'll find out soon (:
.

steamboat at selegee after event ended.

i only realised where i were after i left that steamboat place.

its the place wher i were, the previous day loh!

near alps cafe. opposite is directly parklane. hahhaa,

when i came out, that's e place wher we were looking for sk's phone,

yea, its the bushh... -.-"

cos he threw it away when he was agitated. madd!

too much money already..

nab was at cityhall and he waited for me since im one stop away.

travelled back together. thanks!

and yea, darling came to pick me up from the station. thks darling (:

so we took bus and walk back together! lovesss..

hehe. camwhored befor the makeups* gone.

first time i see myself like that. HAHAHA!

like eh.. dont look like me?

thats darling and me. both in hairband. cute yea (: hehe.

and last but not least. this is my prezzi (:

its artistry's makeup bagg! i love the colour!

i am a happy, blessed girl (: or is it just for now? hmmm..

heartxbr0kenz

27APR09 0106

woo hoo

2009-04-15T20:24:00.013+08:00

This post will be filled with more photos than words.
cos e previous entry is abt this (:
gonna be long so hang on yea...
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10 APR - Friday
shoppin w SUNSHINE & sk lyk what i said in e earlier post (::
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my deary sunny.

sk wont smile even if e both of us showed our wide set of teeths out.

so we frown with him in e 2nd pic.

sunny curious abt her mirror image LOL~

sk n jy. mich n jy.

in phuture, mich and me
we didnt had a grp shot ): sobx
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lychee martini looks cool yea.
.

11 APR 09 -saturday

F1 cap - ferrari which cost a bomb.

on my way to kovan. in regina mom's car (:

the kids were having fun (:

that brownie with his injured foot.

sorry ah, a lil sensored*

look at e mould growth! its damn gross can.

12 APR 09 - sunday

both my bro, joel and jayden. mischievous kids.
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easter service at shangri-la hotel

nice nice (: i love the environment.
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this rabbit made me think of someone w rabbit tooth. haas.

my dinner! at uncle's shop. yumm (: really nice..
esp. their chilli.

met up with wz after dinner to fetch darling back.
.

yea, from budget terminal. =x

ahmad was ther too! since dar havnt had dinner, went popeye to eat.

dar bought me this cute lil pig wit seashell as its leg.
reflection of e 3 of us. heee.

13 Apr 09 - monday

yea, its workday again.

the slpy log fell on e escalat0r injured herself

n broke almost e whole tray of pathetic eggs (8/10)

she brought for our lunch time. lol. ly ah, u clumsy girl =x

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KOROPOK MAKING~ (:

cool yea? look at the difference from the 3rd pic.

the one with the white patch are uncooked. not set yet,

thus unable to expand when fry. haha (:
.

hello, im prof. ong =x LOL~

met up with dar for dinner (: hk's cafe. yum

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triple ice __?

hha its nicee.. but kind of too cold for me =x
.

dar said e coffee is nice. bought it for *mom.

the rest are for me. haha. surprising for him to buy these type of things for me =x
.

thats ly w her prize. confession of e shoppaholic mirror (:

its due to online quizzes she joined. cool yea. its nice.
.

ah ha, traffic light fruits invented by ly.

red is mr. w n green is me =D
.

making of mussel's paste for makin of koropok today.

monday was prawn koropok.

wonder if it'll be nice. will only get the end pdt tmr (:

hee, hopefully its good! cos its my effort. haaa.
.

this is mussels made by my supervisor.

looks good yea. but didnt eat it.

dont wanna squeeze w e rest.

& too ps to hav it lol~
.

hehe, from mr bil.

dog food for the lil dog on e keyboard =x

is that all im asking for?

heartxbr0kenz

15APR09 2254

2009-04-14T00:02:00.004+08:00

AHHH! HEADACHE HEADACHE.
project is shit!
time of the month is worst.
not enough sleep is killing me
things not getting solved over a givn period of time is just ridiculous
time is just so insufficient. i need 48 hrs a day!

things are not going on fine for me.
not at all.
im really unhappy.

14APR09 0003

shopping time! (:

2009-04-11T22:11:00.003+08:00

went shopping with sunshine and sk ytd afternoon.
its kinda weird cos im the lightbulb.
at the same time, sk feels left out cos he was shopping with two girls.
jy is the best loh. gets well with everyone. HAHA!
.
.
hmm, got myself a jeans from forever 21 worth SGD50! its nice (:
im rather broke but i need this for work. only have 3 jeans in total.
jy n i got 2 tops from different outlets of max and more.
they're having a promotion - one for SGD 19.90 and the 2nd piece for SGD10.
you should go and take a look (:
.
.
after shopping, went to phuture.
mich and jerline came along with us...
its been awhile since i went phuture on friday!
rmb-ed e last time was with F1 girls.
.
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sorry my dear kids (a8a2) for not attending the BBQ.
i felt really bad. esp for edwin who's there alone with our kids.
hmmm... didnt enjoy myself at phuture anyway cos its damn crowded
and we're not talking about the normal crowds.
its filled with all the living mummies (guys)
they stick to you like a leech.
because ppl were squeezing everywhere so didnt dance for long.
totally dampens my mood man! so went out to take some deep breath.
felt so much better after that(:
.
.
hmm, sorry girls and guys if i shocked you.
i dont always pms de. its like my first time in front of u guys. my apology.
its just a waste of money T_T ladies nite is better HAHA!
but i dont think i can make it cos im on attachment now.
.
.
now im at my second home.
mom bought me advance birthday presents. hehe =D
im so happy ah. the 3/4 jeans = SGD59 and hoodie = SGD39.90
its under promo too! 30% off. im in love with it! woo hoo... (:
.
.
brownie got into a car accident! its the second time this week?
gosh. he just love to run out from the tiny hole..
its our fault too cos we left him alone at home.
but what can we do. all are working and studying..
sorry brownie ): he's limping now. left back leg is hurt!
got ran over by a car!
.
.
i'll upload the pic when i get home yea.
tmr morning = shangri la hotel for easter celebration.
i totally forgotten about it. mom didnt remind me ah!
no clothes to wear. gosh...
.
.
in an hr time, its sunday.
its time for celebration (:

will everything go smoothly?
heartxbr0kenz
11APR09 2238

my days w attachment is diff

2009-04-10T11:54:00.012+08:00

yoz.. im sorry for the late updates!
by the time im back home, its already 8pm
and i have to go to bed by 11pm to get 6 hrs of slp which is insufficient for me!
i wonder how am i gonna pass this 4 months with these kinda schedule.
mundane, boring, NO LIFE...
.
3rd APR
went to my 2nd home last friday night.
saturday supposed to go back early cos meeting dar..
ended up joining siblings and mom to west coast park.
saw two accidents on the way there..
.
after our enjoyments. building sandcastle, flying fox and playground.
went to have MAC as usual.
.

there's lots of food, and the kids cant finish.
so mom and i have to stuff all the food down our throat!
gosh, so fattening T_T
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5th April - sunday
didnt go to church on that day cos have to send darling off to airport
he went to hainan for his hainan chicken rice LOL~
ah ha, joking.. he went there for his SIG, another club thing...
.

alright, after so much arguements, we are fine.
hopefully...
.

this was the no. of students going

after his departure, went off w ahmad who came to send e guys off as well.

had a nice chat with him during my journey to xt house

to get my notes..

ah tong ah, ah tong...
.

camwhored as usual. the middle pic is retarded yea. haha! i tout it was cool.

.
xt left for work and i went to find sunshine.

yea, we're doing smething to our hair!
.

TADAHHH~

a colour change. we picked the same colour man! cool.. sisters forever (:
.

afterwhich we went for dinner with sk and nab to dte for subway!

and then, kbox.. sang till 1am. i was dead tired, cos the previous day

only had 5 hrs of slp. and i woke up at 5am that day for first day SIP.

4 hours of sleep made me fell aslp many times during the talk conducted

by other company. GOSH! its super unglam can! and i felt super bad abt it... ):

13 APR

dinner, met up with nab b4 he left for shanghai..

went jurong point. FARRR~

(anyway its not faraway from my workplace but home. sob)

had fish and co.

i thought it was a total waste of money..

sorry to say that but the food is not to my liking.

i never like fish and co! since the first time i went.

i'll nvr patronise that place again unless im not given a choice to..

to me, the only edible food tt i ordered is the soup.

coincidentally, ying sui and shiyun was there! just table behind me.

gosh, i dont dare to say hi to them lah!

so i changed seat with nab. LOL~ sorry ah!

homed and had arnd 5 hrs of slp again!

hmm, its really inconvenient cos im posted to AVA.

super far away and the place is super ULU!

sorry ah, cos lim chu kang is like that de.. AHHH~

no nearby coffeeshop or anything.

only one canteen, the place where alot of ppl condemn.

dirty food, not nice and everything.

so 4 months of maggi is awaiting to get into my tummy for digestion!

yea, so liyun (middle) and me went to jurong point (XL FAIRPRICE) to get our food.

yih rin met up with us after that and we journied back together!
didnt go dinner w them cos i asked maid to cook mine.

went home and thre's no more rice! dotss..

sister wanted to go ehub fairprice to get some snacks to munch on during office hrs.

so i went w her. and got myself more foods! again...

bought mee sua for dinner. walk bck and eat at the sme time.

think ppl will see me as a hungry ghost HAHA~ like i havent eaten for days.

pls loh, the time interval is v long eh.

530am breakfast, 1230 lunch, 9pm dinner.

all the time interval is arnd 7hrs or more! i nearly starved!

WOWWW~ nice yea. but unhealthy food ):

yun-er v cute rght? (: with her big ikan bilis =D
.

mine!

yun-er's ones. her life is only filled w white n pink~

mei she chai de ren shen LOL~
.

new packaging. nice colour comb (:

my supervisor bought us mac ytd! wow~ cool.

haha.liyun was saying he can read my mind

cos the day b4 i said i wanted to eat macdonald's nugget.

but i didnt eat. so paisae loh. so priscilla (a SP student) took it..
.

liyun stalked me without me knowing! lol...
.

thanks for these... ):

NOT FORGETTING, HAPPYBIRTHDAY TO MYBESTIE.

I LOVE YOU STACY LMY! so glad to see you ytd (:

thanks for everything ppl...

heartxbr0kenz

10APR09 1406

attachment

2009-04-07T22:40:00.003+08:00

OOH OHH! hello peeps.
im really sorry to update only now.
actually i should be asleep by now, but just take some time to update..
.
im having my attachment now & i hav to wake at 5am every morning.
so early is because i was posted to jurong east.
hv to be thre at 715am... leave hm by 6am.
Gosh, thats really tiring.
i fell asleep alot of times during my attachment.
tink more than 6 times for these 2 days..
.
hmm, i'll update u ppl abt my doing real soon yea (:
at the meantime... dont miss me. hehee...
.
5 more dayss...
sunday to come. a new dayy...
heartxbr0kenz
07APR09 2247

just so tough

2009-04-01T08:13:00.003+08:00

it has never been an easy road.
just so tough for me...
what are the both of us actually yearning for?
heartxbr0kenz
0816

steamboat today!

2009-03-31T23:39:00.010+08:00

super market for groceries with granny ytd.
nearly broke my hand cos its super heavy! brought all these to the car and speed to bubble tea shop.
when i came back, granny's no longer around.
i tout she left without me ):
she came back for me after my long wait.
-
home-d and played with bros n brownie.

i stacked the bricks till this high! wahaha~ xD

.long bus ride bck home and saw my mail! finally it came without missing.
needless to say.. cos its registered postage!
if it were to be nrmal postage, i wouldnt hav reach me by now.
i encountered two missing cases. must be the postman who took it away happily.
-
back to school today for SIP briefing.
nothing to b special about..
i was posted to AVA, 730am sharp at jurong east every mon-fri.
i think i'll die having to pull myself out of bed ):

tong and kym

thanks kx for the mochi (:
.

mac lunch during break.
.

my beloved girls. x3 them so much!
.

jy and co for dinner as usual.

this time we went for steamboat!

hmm, look at how big those are...

last but not least, thanks sk for sending all of us!

dont be upset alright? everything will be fine (:

and thank nab so much
.

this makes me feel so much appreciated.

so heart warming. tq
go on and lead your life...w/o me

chaoz, nights peep.

01APR09 0041

sort my feelings please.

2009-03-31T01:09:00.010+08:00

i feel bad. i feel badd. i feeell so baddd ):
i hate this kind of feeling.. zzz
im tearin....
.
im not in my bed at this hour
as usual, cant get to sleep. there's school later..
gotta wake at 7am. sighh~
there's so much thoughts.. so much to comprehend..
i'll be like an acrobatics* like what nab says if im on my bed.
oh well.. what to do? all these thoughts are... haunting me.
.
i miss you sunshine... )': sighh~
goodnight peeps...
i need some time alone.
its my need, at least for now.
because you couldnt care more....
heartxbr0kenz
31MAR09 0205

just her

Tomorrow; A better day.

Just needed some time alone.....

RIVELIFE

Salvaging my blog.

emotion fluctuations

Relief the pain

Gratitude.

Granny, please wake up for us!

before it's too late

blueeee

Throw Face Diary

mayb im too caught up on you...

EVENTFUL GRAD.

busy schedule bahh~

hatred. - to school

grouchy morning

보고 싶어

Miley Cyrus - I Miss You

ACTORS

start of nov. :)

insomia

emo queen

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我知道 by BY2

stacy lover house.

is it really that hard to maintain? the answer is yes.

the very day where our communication line - has ended.

swayness to the maxico.

major project on the run!

LIMON DINNER ON DINNING ETIQUETTE

36th church anniversary

RCCC, church 36th anniversary.

we met up finally

itsbreakingsoon

rant rant rant

met the girls.

makeup makes wonders!

ask yourself, is it worth it?

happy birthday len

happy birthday

CATWALKING

work at conrad

STRESSSSSSSSSSSEd.

blog for the sake of blogging. zz

faith by jordin sparks

fun-filled day! (:

birthday wishes

TON~

DIARRHOEA with love.

AVA, WAN SHUI~

CROOKED! zz

farewell

sweetie husky pie

RUN LIKE THE WIND

dont leave me?

u're missing it!

ERIC FENG >.<

pissed

maggi mee...

rotting at work...

stop being a piece of nail

the never ending love that thee had poured onto me

burthday celebration

MK BDAY CELEBRATION PART II

bad car night

MAY

head of department!

bad bad day...

SUMMER FANTASIA ROCKS (*:

woo hoo

shopping time! (:

my days w attachment is diff

attachment

just so tough

steamboat today!

sort my feelings please.

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