| Monday, February 26, 2007 |
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HAHAHA!!! housewife of the day is blogging now, todae's entry will be long i think! must hang on arhs! here we go*~ weeee, hees.. why housewife leh?! oh? cos jess jess, today wash clothes-2 times, hang clothes, sweep floor and IRON for 4 and half hrs!!! gosh~ i think i fall in love with ironing le, keep ironing non stop!.. at first was like, "ah!" so many clothes. don feel like ironing leh. but still go ahead with it. IF NOT, my house will become rubbish bin liao! luckily todae everything went on fine, i din iron till got one big hole.. LOLS~ like the way i did that time when trying to iron my school skirt jus last yr, po yi de DA DA de dong* hahahaha!! also din burn my hand/fingers while ironing. good le! improvement!* well done XP whole day do house chores, quite scary hor?! hahaha.. now in advance stage liao, a bit more to certified housewife =X (i give myself de cert) joking lahs~ well well, cos there is no connectivity from home!!! sadded.. den i too bo liao le, so help out loh. mama asked me to change bedsheet(shit) and mop floor but i havent done it.. bad bad girl..* i m feeling sian liao. later wont be helping out with anymore house chores le, i think. ah!! actuali wanted to blog ytd de, 25febuary2007! due to the stupid connection, den cannot le. sobxx~ now using jie's lappy, leech ppl's net XP. ytd, was out the whole day with bomby.. oh? cos see vin off le, den so fast go home a bit sian hor? haha. we were too bo liao le, see where den sit down. if not, keep walking and walking. haha! lame de.. insufficient sleep also. haha! btw, sorry to show u my true crazy self arhs. don tio scared. haha. my first time see him laugh till so happy sia! [cos of the stupid toot head video] LOLS. the way he laugh WAS REALLY FUNNY LAH! XP cute>.< siaolang mahs! oh well. two events took place on this date. -my anniversary with him. [25022003-wher SARS broke out] well, i guess u oso don rmb this day.. no use pondering over e past.. but i do miss the times together, u.. sighh~ last year when we're still together, we also din celebrate.. now, not tog, still the same. nvm, used to it liao. -vin's departure to shanghai.. heyy, do u know im missing u already!! well, he has already settled down, safe and sound* thats good.. he tried calling me but i failed to pick up cos was pigging alr. SUPER DUPER TIRED ARHS~ din sleep the previous night mahs. so slept at 9 lorr. wanted to wake up at 4++ arnd 5am to try on the connection de, but din.. MOM lah, nvr pay the bills, no wonder cannot use. nvm i guess by tmr or when den can get back the connection liao. haha. yupp yupp! a bit sian hor? yupp~ well well. i was preoccupied by much thought while ironing~ think alot. who wont sia! i mean, cos u're so bored, sure will think de mah. den i listen to onli 8 songs, from the comp [BLAST e music]. haha kept repeating itself. since 12 noon till 7pm.. each song shud be more than 10 times le bah?! haha listen n listen. den have so so so much thoughts sia.. the unwanted and scary thoughts and some happy de.. like going to the beach! oh ya.. talk about beach! hahaha! so funny.. u knoe i was ironing my jeans, den both of my behind de pocket, got so much sand sia.. i swept the floor liao lorr. den dirtied again. so i went to take the bin, put down and contain the sand. aiming skill quite louya? gpt quite alot leh. haha. backside big de guan xi.. well well i have to get going le.. jie jie wan use liao. TAKE CARE ARHS.. sorry todae type so much crapz~ MISSYA PPL~ [will edit when i get the internet back!] LOVELOVE -heartxbr0ken 937pm 26feb07 |
| Sunday, February 25, 2007 |
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gorging food into my mouth now. real hungry. dont know is hungry or wad.. weijie, i will miss u de! u'll be flying off in less then 4 hrs.. and its reali sad to see u leaving me! i'll be alone again! gene will leave too.. everyone.. slowly, one by one.. is this a torture? i've cried enuff! really.. ENOUGH! well, vin i'll be there in less than 2 hr to see u off.. bon voyage alrights?! thanks for ur help, for being there for me.. everything.. thanks~ be missing u much! takkairey~ be praying for you.. God bless <3heartxbr0ken 443am 25feb07 |
| Saturday, February 24, 2007 |
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GEMINI 24feb07: The Bottom Line This is a great day to go off on your own and do something to relax. In Detail Your engine is all revved up, but there's really no place for you to go today. Current projects are moving forward nicely, and the people in your life are doing well. There will be no frantic phone calls or requests for your sage advice. So what to do with all this energy and time? Spend it on yourself! This is a great day to go off on your own and do whatever makes you feel connected to the world. If the weather permits, take a nice long walk -- and bring along some of your favorite music. heartxbr0ken 925pm 24feb07 |
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mom and dad, grandma(s)/grandpa(s), im sorry to let u all worried abt me.. im sorry, jess is a bad girl.. she lost her phone, she din inform u all wher she's going. she let u all worried, wait for her call, wait for her to reach home. made u cry.. jess is sad too. jess don like to go home.. she hates being home.. home is a sad place, she doesnt wan to stay here.. this is not where she belongs. when she got home - see mom drinking.. ask her wher's dad, why isnt she with him. ans: he went out to drink.. dad came back, drunk. slammed the door. slept with lights on. sobber~ hangover..? (mayb..) the whole room - e reeks of alcohol. jess helped to switch off the light at 5++ am.. jess is sad~ she is alone at home alwaes. is it wrong to go out and find friends? she is feeling so lonely, so down.. everytime.. but why, why couldnt u all understand her.. understand how she feels. mom n dad, i knoe u all are sad too. alwaes out, drinkin, gambling. is there no other choice? ya, mayb.. if not, boredom will jus kill.. i really don understand why u all have to go to the extend of doing that.. jess is tearing now.. she is sad~ heartxbr0ken 553pm 24feb07 |
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out to AMK TODAE! [my turn to travel]. ate the hokkien mee.. was nice but din really have the appetite for it. HAHA~ sorry dude! well well. went to arcade, played for a while den came home le. (took bus 88, it was real fast) yupp.! a short dae it is~ OH VIN~ WHO SAYS I NVR UPLOAD PICS DE!! I SHOW U LOH!!  there u go~ the attack of the sand monster!! [look n sounds familiar?] HAHAHA~ XP oops* im feeling quite down now.. really very sad.. dont know why.. sighh~ i guess i have depression! high chance. will die arh. haix. i just feel like cryin now! reali do.. anyone there for me?! why is this so..? why... sighh~ well, u all get a good rest k?! will miss u ppl~ LOTS OF LOVE heartxbr0ken 230am 24feb07 |
| Friday, February 23, 2007 |
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hahahhaa!!! guess wad's the time now? its earli earli in the morning... hahahaha!!! just got home not long =x yupp yupp! heyy guys, sorry cant offer u a nice cheesecake.. will make a nice one for u ppl somedae alrights?! btw thanks thanks thanks, a million thanks for ur time. for accompanying me.. and giving me the chance to get to know both of u more, before u all leave oso! hahahaha!! yeah~ well well, i had lots n lotsa fun!!! haha. although i was singing CRAPZ thruout (i knoe i sounded bad but.. hahahaha) but.. its reali nice to have u ppl arnd!! sighh~ its sad that u guys are leaving.. and i'll be left alone AGAIN!! sobber sobx~ ohh! and we made a very nice sandcastle? do i call it that?! lolx. with two eyes long nosey and a smiley face! just like snowman!!! hahaha. yupp!! don know who arhs, keep bullying me! wan find fault at me then throw me into the sea~ later medusa come out catch us then u knoe.. especially U!!! hahahahah =x who ask u.. so naughty! haiyo.. hahahha!!! =x oops okayy~ well well... overall, it was NICE! FUN! EXCITING! =DD. WE DIN MANAGE TO SEE THE SUNRISE TOGETHER!! sobber.. guess we wont have the time together like this again! will miss u ppl de~! T_T yeah i knoe u all just got home.. well, have so rest alrights?! insufficient rest = i caused de.. so sorry.. im a bad girl~ i will update the blog again soon!!! okayy? have to bathe now! STINKS LIKE SHIT~ HAHAHAHAHAHA!! OH! AND VIN, AUNTY JESS WILL BE SENDING U OFF!! RMB, I'LL BE SENDING U OFF!!! SEEYA SOON~ LOVELOVE~ heartxbr0ken 9:09am 23feb07 |
| Thursday, February 22, 2007 |
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heyloos ppl! sorry. is alwaes talking abt my dae n life.. sian rights. haix but i don know wad else to sae le.. sadded.. yupp! last night i slp at 7+ 8+ den woke up at 1+ or 2+ come online cos i missed my phone. normally i will look at the time from my phone, check whether there's any msg [usually have de]. yupp! but now, no more.. sighh! sadded. i came online to check if that person is online. yepp~ but no.. chatted with vin. edwin and someone else. cnt rmb. STM liao lah. hahas. yupp! my hp, my memories.. although e phone is not as valuable.. but i contains all my memories.. my thoughts, feelings.. everything.. sighh! sad~ WHER ARE YOU MY PHONE~ sobx. yupp den slpt till 1+ in the afternoon. haha. *slping goddess* =x well, just now went to chalet.. went out at 6++ pm.. reached home at 11pm. ytd was a short dae for me.. yupp! now is a new day, a new beginning.. yupp! e dae quite boring though.. feel like thon-ing.. but vin cnt make it cos he's down with flu. poor thing. must take care k! he said tmr =D which will be later.. i'll be gg to marina for steamboat first.. don knoe can thon not. but will try. (mayb gene will be coming along) dunno~ he alwaes have something on de.. damn zai* well, den without my phone, no one will be able to contact me! wahahaha =x oops* so bad of me.. actuali now im alone at home lar. damn bored. den cnnt sms T_T will get my prepaid card later! DON CARE!! I DON CARE!!! SOBX!!! I WAN MY PHONE BACK.. i wan T_T (btw i cnt upload the pic of cheesecake le. its in my phone. sorry ppl T_T) heartxbr0ken 1258pm 22feb07 |
| Wednesday, February 21, 2007 |
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KNNBccB~ hong gan lah the TAXI DRIVER!!! CBK onli... kope ppl's phone den deny nvr take.. it's like, in less than 5 mins call to my phone after alighting, my phone is ALR OFF!!!! KNN!! STILL DRIVE OFF SO FAST SOME MORE!!! not U THEN WHO LAH! CBK.. ITS UR LUCK THAT I NVR CALL E POLICE COS MANY ASK ME TO!! HAIX!!! reali sad.. very very very sad... i don know wad to do.. my life, my burden my everything is killing me.. everything seems to be against me! i hate this type of feeling.. i feel like dying.. sighh! last night went to mr kevin's house.... TOO VEX.. my burden my everything, jus made me to the extent of drinking 6 glasses of vodka + coke.. (50%/50%) and i was drunk. do i sae that?! but i was wide awake. jus that i couldnt control my body.. its so heavy, im so weak, jus like a jelly.. [hangover?] haix.. i still happily go drink.. and i need so many ppl to carry me arnd the house.. BAd!! haix.. and my head jus feel like exploding anytime! WTF. FEEL REALI BAD LAH... puke 5 times in a row. how nice.. i still opened the door to let miss zinc help me flush. why am i so bad! GOSH. and i was crying n crying lah. SOBX! reali gave a bad impression to nic's four friends.. haixx... sadded.. when i was on my wae home which is at 2++ later on.. from eunos. cos i thon over at mr kevin's house mahs.. den after alighting nic n des, i feel like puking le.. the cab driver donknow how to drive lah! TOLD THEM NOT TO TAKE CAB LIAO STILL TAKE..ASS HOLES.. haix.. i asked the driver to drive faster cos i feel like vomiting le.. and reali, i cant bear with it. the taxi driver saw me struggling, so he stopped by the roadside for me to puke. and b4 i went down the cab. everything was in my mouth liao lah.. got down tio my bag n hand.. HE STILL KINDLY OFFER ME TISSUES den later plastic.. please lor, it is jus for me NOT TO dirty ur cab.. i shud have done it man..! let u have no passengers! ASS!!! KOPE MY PHONE SAE NOT U.. WAD KIND OF LOGIC.. EVEN 1 YR Old KID OSO KNOW LAH.. CBK!! WADEVEr lah.. I DON GIVE A DAMN ANYMORE.. NOW is like 3:13am.. i woke up cos i though of my phone.. normally its with me everywher i go! thats why i replied fast enff.. AND WAITED LONG ENUFF FOR PPL's REPLY! JUST SO SLOW.. went to bed straight after dinner.. not feeling v good now.. wan look at the time.. no phone, cnt see msg from u all.. reali very sad! KAM PUA DU LAN!! when ppl is sad or angry, they tend to be harsh on words. heartxbroken 319am 21feb07 [HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM. im sorry] im not a good girl. |
| Monday, February 19, 2007 |
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YOyoyoyoyo ppl~ i jus got home!! haha. jus had an UPSIZE MCCHICKEN meal~ hahahaha!! feeling reali full now loh. how to sleep sia. parents not back yet though! hahas.. okayy~ i've tried the cheesecake, shud be alrights lah. but hor very little cheese.. my brother tried it le then said it tasted like pocky but after u eat one, u'll get scared of it liao -.- yupp! haiyo.. jus now was reali bored lah. stayed at home thruout leh. some more is chu yi (first dae of CNY). pathetic crap~ hahaha! well well.. den was online the whole dae loh. was quite hostile to someone then quarrelled. sighh reali sad lah. all my thoughts.. my feelings.............. wadever~ HAHAHAHA ok.. nvm don care le.. i'll jus try my very besT!!! went to jing lian house at 12++am den they played ban luk loh. i nvr play.. nicholas won 30++ bucks leh. i wondered if i play, how much will i win/lose.. haha. humji mahs. not daring enuff~ go there real sian loh. sit there talk on the phone and listen to mp3 nia. LOLS~ lame shit.. wadever lah~ ok i think i shud go to bed le. if not parents come back will scold cos nvr tell them i gg out jus now. not my fault. mama nvr pick up the phone call de. i tried calling 4-5 times. den left her a msg. hahaha! hope they win loh! alrightss~ have a good yr ahead.. enjoy this new yr and get lots n lots of hong bao. takkaire peeps heartxbroken 434am 19feb07 |
| Sunday, February 18, 2007 |
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LOLS~ vincent, actuali i oso don know how to tag -.- where's my tagboard sia? LOLS hahaha lame shit. i very noob de. must help me! hahas. okayy, todae was a very sian dae.. or shud i sae ytd? oops* its like 640 am in the morning now lahs. haha. going to bed real soon. DAMN TIRED~ just done with hana kimi epi 13. yupp! and my cheesecake SUX!!!! very sad arhs.. failure T_T i think ppl eat sure tio diarrhoea. sadded HAHAHAHA~ sux like SHIT~ even when i showed mom. she was like mom: " wad's that" me: " cheesecake loh" mom: wher got cheesecake. hen xiang shen me sai (duno wad shit) haha! cos that was the second step mahs. 2/3 =x hahaha! okayy nvm. i'm reali disappointed lah! sobber* T_T heh~ well ppl i hoped the reunion dinner was nice! and GONG XI FA CAI!! [hong bao na lai] lolx. have a good year ahead ya! start the year with a loud BANG man!! heh, take care arhs.. hope u all get duo duo hong bao~ see ya soon den~ LOTS OF LOVE heartxbr0ken 648am 18feb07 |
| Saturday, February 17, 2007 |
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TMD~ kam pua du lan with my bro! SO FUCKED UP! really pissed off with him! DAMNIT! got home den see his stupid face. jus feel like giving him a TIGHT SLAP! arghh! todae i was feeling really down lah! haix.. shudnt have went out! if not everything would be fine.. how stupid of me to listen to them and made the wrong decision! @$$W%#^$%&$%&^%*%$&#%^$%#@$! wadever lah! haix! ARGH!!! todae.. they kept rushing me to get down to sentosa. by the time i reached, its arnd 330pm. i waited for arnd one hr becos they wanted to bathe. so if i bought a ticket n went in, its quite wasted. well, nvm. but i am ALONE! sitting there stoning, drinking my can of sprite ice.. just like a retard. most of the stuffs kept looking at me cos i was sitting there with my both legs up on the bench, right behind the ticketing counter (which is in front of the office?). sighh! so when they reached the bus transfer area to get back to harbourfront, i saw josh! irritating.. arghh! made me feel worst man. but i was feeling real bad. what has happened to me. why am i being such a bad girl.. i've changed so much. sorry. then WE went to vivo. jus when we reached, all the managers went off.. leaving the 7 of us behind, and sad to sae.. i am the onli female there AGAIN! (den later desmond will start his stupid scolding- nvr go thru his mind b4 speaking again). nvm, so we had lunch? at the foodcourt.. by the time we finished it was arnd 5++. so we went to the rooftop (josh went off alr) den gabriel started playing his guitar and it was reali nice lah but soft. how i wish i can play till as pro as him. well well, i don have the talent. and hakim n nic was there playing soccer -.- bo liao. des was slping LOLS.. they left us soon enuff and leaving me with nic n des. we went to the arcade with half of my pants wet(dont anyhow think), its becos i walked in the water thinkin that it wud be faster to reach EZONE. but not to my expectation, NICH was faster.. he din choose to walk with us cos he was wearing jeans. all i got back was wet pants -.- den I was FREEZING LAH! sighh! we waited for 4++ hrs for miss zinc n jam to come back. we were slacking arnd loh. its like WASTING SO MUCH OF MY PRECIOUS TIME. ASS.. i don want to go over to cineleisure for pool de! but desmond insisted that i go. if i don go, nic oso don go. den i'll feel bad. so i went. and to my expectation, my mom reali called me. scolded me.? sighh! haven earn money spend so much, den everydae come back so late.. that is the reason why i wanted to go home. to make my cheesecake, to rest.. to help out with some house chores.. haix.. and i wasnt feeling reali well thruout lah! i din play much cos i was not feelin well. i started off first, nic shot all the balls in le, me, not even one -.- how smart. i don know wad im playing oso. he pro mahs.. den desmond considered first time playing pool with all his heart. he manage to get it. glad for him. yupp. BUT I WAS saying the same thing thruout their game. and the same replies alwaes come back from des.. me: i want to go home! des: cannot! -.- this is wad happened.. for more than 5 times? hahas. lame shit.. i was so tired, and was worried that i cant catch the last train. den i looked reali glum lah! haiyos. WHEN I COME HOME STILL HAVE TO SEE THAT STUPID ASS FACE.. PARENTS KEPT RUSHING ME HOME. DU LAN LAH~ haix. nvm. get over with it man! jess u can do it, jiayou! -heartxbroken 115am 17feb07 |
| Friday, February 16, 2007 |
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heyy! hello. haharS~ im just done with the first part, to e completion of cheesecake! such a tiring day!! hahas. tmr gg sentosa with ppl under miss jam and with lion too! >.< yupp~ i don knoe whether to go notx. sighh~ dilema~ bad! well. todae went shopping with ting at bugis and she manage to get her CNY clothes.. both black -.- dorts~ hahas. while waiting for the rest to come, we went to the arcade and we sat there for like more than a hour. it was raining outside, and we had nowhere to go. lolx. there's this couple, got 2 BIG bags of one dollar coin. and kept playing the scoope sweet de.. LOLS~ wasted so much money on it loh.. den onli get so little. but in the end oso got a soft cushion of looney toons. as for me, i would rather use the money to spend it on the big packet of mentos!! LOLS~ they hor.. waste money onli.. haiyo, ppl rich mahs =X after that we went to somerset to meet SPECIAL BEAR~ e beary is always late! lolx =X haiyo!! must kick away e bad habit hor! (actuali i oso have the same bad habit as u) lols.. vin brought his friend (boss-melvin)? along.. he came just before the movie starts. haha yupp~ we watched GHOST RIDER~ ehh, as for the rating.. i don knoe how to rate and i don know whether it's nice not. cos mel said no.. hahas.. ehh, i think its not bad lah!! and to my expectation, there is reali a GHOST RIDER PART 2 coming up!! yeah~ im so smart XD hahas.. and the show is quite predictable lahs.. beary don wan to talk to me.. i oso don wan to talk to him.. =$$ sobx sobx~ ok lah.. don knoe wad to sae le.. sad. till then ppl! LOVE YA~ -heartxbroken 141am 16feb07 |
| Thursday, February 15, 2007 |
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I AM VERY SAD, CONFUSe, VEX now!!! why does he has to do this to me everytime! when im alr happy with my life, he just wants to take control or change it.. when i mourn n yearns for ur love, why din u come for me..? but when im trying my best to recover, u wan to step into my life again! i am very very sad.. i don knoe what u want! i really dont.. excuses from you is all i know.. wad else can u give to me? i really want to know.. i am sitting here, crying pathetically. do u even knoe? u don give a damn, u don care about me. wad do u reali wan from me..? i cant give u the answer now cos i am in great pain. i am lost.. where shud i head to..? i am reali lost.. crying is not much of use.. just here to tell u that i reali wants to get back to u.. but due to the amount of pain u gave me, its reali hard for me to trust u with my life once again.. tell me wad am i suppose to do~ please, someone help me! get me out of this terrible and dark world.. i cant take it anymore! i just feel like dying.. why does he has to torture me in this way?!! I JUST HATE IT!! I HATE MY LIFE!! I just.. cant help it.. i hate it.. sighh! hais.. i cannot control my tears from falling, i jus cant.. im reali very sorry.. this is all i get from you before u left me.. without a word, without a call for the entire week.. but just a stupid blog to show how u felt.. u made me teared for more than 6 hrs after reading this, how much do u expect from me again?! TELL ME, i reali wan to know! I finally got an answer from my confused feelings. I do like her alot after all. However this is as far as we 2 goes. I don wanna hurt her again any more =( Every good things have to come to an end after all. If u happen to read my blog , i wanna tell u tat lets jus keep everything behind us. Keep those swit memories. Let time wash away all pains i gave u. So sorrie. I bet we will be the best frens in e future if u wan to =] Maybe staying single will be best O_O Anyway i m so gald tat i still got all my frens n family. I perfectly fine wif wat i have now. Life still has to move on afterall. pls DO NOT ever step into my life AGAIN! GET UR BULLSHIT OUT OF SIGHT, JUST GET LOST! i'll try my best to be strong, i un-welcome u to my life. pls don push me anymore, show me that u are worthy of my love -heartxbr0ken;lost. [headache] 359am 15feb07 |
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Harlow PEePS~ how's Valentine day? well, i hope u all did enjoyed urself >.< as for me - yesh i did!!! hahaha.. but earlier i was really pissed with my brother! onli listen to jie jie's instruction. no matter how hard i try, its not use.. even to the top of my lungs.. well well, nvm.. [forgive n forget -.-] YES, once again, i jus got home 16 mins before! its 146am now.. haha! havent bathe but brush teeth, and wash face liao.. lazy to bathe LOLS~ smelly* faints* heh. guessed who i went out with today?! o.O its ying ying n mei kwan!! hahas. we went to town and there's alot of ppl selling the roses, balloons and cute teddies. COS its VALENTINE DAY!! (earn some profit mahs =X) haha! but.. no one approached us, cos we are all girls.. hahas. unless we o.O (you know..) yupp! actuali have been thinking of taking the opportunity to sell the cheesecake! sure earn big bucks, but din go ahead with the plans. hahas, jus sae sae onli mahs~! there's lots of couples on the street loh!! have alwaes been gg to town, just recently.. sianx diao.. haha! will be gg there again tmr, i guess?!! yeah~ for movie movie and MORE movie with the special-bear!! hahas. after that, i went to meet the dishbaBOMB*~ lols.. ehh. i was damn paisae lah! haiyo. but i REALLY ENJOYED myself!! hahas.. cos we met jas n yy at the merlion there mahs! they wanted to take pic.. but with this stupid and ugly hair of mine~ sobx sobx~ in the end they oso give up, LOLS. cos i didnt want to (except 1 or 2?, delete please..) haha~ guess onli gene knows the answer why =D. i was reali =$$ and demoralising >.< hahaha!! nvm larh.. next time when my hair grows longer k! anytime for u all!! hahas.. well well, i hoped u all had a great great great day too!!! first time i received flower from guy!! thanks! i reali like it alot!! hahas. but its dying -pathetic (ur fault XD) haha!! sorry to make u eat so little.. btw, must take care okayy?! rmb, ur YELLOW TABLET~! see expiry date first hor!! sorry to make u reached home so late and get worried abt me cos of my parents! sorry!!! im fine =D alrights~ i think i shud be gg to bathe soon!! SO TIRED. btw, vin.. THANKS for staying up and helped me with my JAE till 4++am ~ =DD i owe u one..!! LOVEYAPEEPS~ -heartxbr0ken 219am 15feb07 |
| Tuesday, February 13, 2007 |
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HELLO~! hahahaha!! today went cycling at pasir ris park!! and get to knoe jasmine le. yupp yupp!! went with yy, jas n gene at arnd 4++pm =D hehs. after everything we went to TM, CS to shop shop. cos was looking for the belt that jasmine wants!! FINALLY, SHE GOT IT!! hahas. she was so happy loh =D glad for her.. well well, i guessed i had a great day.. just that i was a bit quiet. [isolation] lol. =X really hor, i cannot stand my hair and the nerdy look!!! GOSH~ SO UGLY~ UGLY ME! SOBX sobx (cos im with that stupid spec). dont knoe who hor! keep taking pics of me. idiot de XD SO UGLY LOH! still take, later ur eyes rot den u knoe =X hahaha! DEN!!! followed by, going to white sand NTUC to buy some groceries! hahas. was there for arnd a hour i guess. hahas, alone leh!! den i din manage to get GALETIN n the BEATER? hahas! told u wanted to make cheesecake de mahs! miss out one thing den cannot make liao! some more don have the recipe~! how how?! sobx sobx. CRY* heh~ oh well, tmr is VALENTINE DAY!! rmb to enjoy yourself alrights?! have fun ppl!! love ya >.< muacks~! catch ya ppl arnd -heartxbroken 1144pm 13feb07 |
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HEYLOO peeps~ hahaha!! how are you guys feeling now?! o.O heh, i just got home, arnd 12 am. haha.. was out the whole dae so din have e time to upload pics of the cheesecake! sorwie~ will do it ASAP alrightss? this afternoon went to do hair treatment and cut!!! goshy gosh~ I HATE MY HAIR~!* sobx. poor me with this shortty fringe, looks reali weird loh!! T_T i wan to cryy.. don laugh at me when u see me ya?! den i went to look for e vin[specialist] n gene [bear] for dinner!! yeah~ went to ajisen or wadever -.- ate e shui bian [spicy ramen] hahahaha! yupp! not tt bad~ how smart of e special-bear n me, to take a long walk from PS to taka n back to cathay which is jus beside PS for BEN N JERRY~ yummy* =D yupp! they oso helped me with my choices.. yeah, e more e merrier mahs!! =D yeah~ i had lots of fun todae! thanks guys! hahas but this stupid hair spoils my mood T.T take care ppl. till then! =] heartxbroken 1225am 13feb07 |
| Monday, February 12, 2007 |
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now the time is 12:47 am and i jus got home not long ago.. im feeling reali sad! arghh! angry, came online and started arguing with gene! sianzz.. dont wan to quarrel with him! idiotic~ sighh~ but i want to keep a distant from him! cos ther's lots of misunderstanding.. well nvm the cheesecake todae was alrights! but i din manage to taste it! hmm, mayb tmr loh. cos i'll be going to century square with ying to *snip snip* there my hair goes~ onto the floor. hahas well jus done with talking.. was chatting with niwde =X hahas. im feelin better i guessed. was crying b4 that.. not feelin well bahs~ ok ok.. i'll upload e pics of e cheesecake later of e dae! nites peeps~ rest well >.< gg to gunbound now =D -heartxbroken 130am 12feb07 |
| Sunday, February 11, 2007 |
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AAaahhhh~ im going crazy already larhs!!! arghh~ really don know where to go T.T sobx~ all the courses, either it doesnt suit me.. if not, i don like it!! there's left with a few choices only!! how to fill up all the 12 sia~ sighh~ some more, i cant get into the course i like [din manage to hit the Minimum Entry Requirements].. T_T i want to cry... sighhh~ have to submit by tuesdae leh.. in less than 48 hrs i guess.. ahhhhhhh!!!!!!! im so dead *bish_ thuds* down i am, on the floor.. im jus being lame here~ well well~ here i am again! slacking at home.. dont know whether to go to the reunion dinner over at my aunt's place later nots! sianx.. stay at home and chat better hoh?! haiyos~ wadever~ hahahahaha!! HEHE~ nvm i knoe where to go le!! ying2 jus called me, told me that she's making the cheesecake! i love her cheesecake man!! hahas yum yumm~ yeah, den i'll make for u guys alrights?! [you have my word, (if only u see this)] hhahaha~ *evil grin* sure taste good. mayb mine wont taste good XD hahas.. YAY!! i'll be making my way to the bathroom already~ till then! cya peeps~ LOTS OF LOVE -heartxbroken =] 4:20pm 11feb07 |
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ahHA~ and here i am to start a new bloggy~ =D well, my previous blog was in 2004.. that was quite long ago.. heh. btw, here i am again.. (duno y i suddenly feel like bloggin) to want to share my life n of course to blog down all my thoughts n feelings. ehh.. wad am i suppose to write now? well, i've been slacking so much that i'll rot soon. either go out, if not stay home.. wad a boring life.. hahas.. todae i went to town!! my friends was on leave and we all went out to relax ourselves after getting out results yesterday! i think i did better in my actual O' level compared to my prelims. [totally opposite from my thoughts] although my science was better in my prelim, but im reali glad that i'd A2 for my L1R4 -16 L1R5 -20.. well, i have no idea wher is my next stop in life. (poly or JC?) i just cant make up my mind.. frankly speaking, i am a very indecisive person=X sobber~ JC-from the ppl arnd me, they were so stressed out, study like mad. in addition, i dont like to study.. so how? poly- so many projects! will die arhs~ I HATE PROJECTS~ haiyos... sighhh~ which course? where to go?! help me!!! Lord, as i seek your guidance for the day, i find my thought unyielding, confusion crowds my way.. but then when i bow to You, the challenges You guide me through. Your promises are ever new i keep them for today.. hees, don knoe why suddenly thought of this song XP i love it very very much! its one of my favourite song i sang in choir.. its like 2 yrs ago de XD, heh.. oh well.. lets move on to wad i'd done during the day.. todae we went to catch a movie at cineleisure [happy birthdae] the show was okayy.. quite boring though and u knoe what happened?! something really awkward happened!!!! arghh, was quite -.- though i was watching and was feeling really sleepy.. and suddenly, a guy from behind was drinking from his bottle and he got choked i think!!! goodness gracious~ he coughed* out and my hair got wet~ [terrible] yingying who was sitting beside me oso tio! lols on her arms, mine too T.T _________________________________________________________ so, the six of us all turned behind.. actually quite a no. of ppl were curious on what happened because my "OH MY GOD" was loud enough to attract everyone's attention oops* hahas.. that was lame!!! and he was covering his face.. i think it was reali embarrassing T.T well, wad can we do.. accidents occur anytime anywhere.. -.- sighh~ my head, poor poor thing.. imagine ur head with someone saliva on it!! gosh~ and it was like reali itchy after that loh!! luckily he was drinking plain water, if not i sure kill him XP hahas.. and stacy, my poor girl.. had a very high fever~ yet she still stick arnd with us till like 7++ she was crying thruout the day!! u knoe... when u're sick.. u do that too! hahas! yupp yupp~ hope she gets well soon!* =)) we went to mos burger and haagen dazs again! jus like the other dae! i think its jus 3 days back!! same old thing.. i'd spent like 25 bucks on FOOD~!!! hahas Jumbo chocolate cheesecake - yummy >.< [eat too much ll get sick of it] and the beardpapa- the creamy don knoe what.. too much cream till i wan vomit -.- pics jus a few hrs back =]  haiyo~!! oops* i guess my first entry is too long!!! well something for u ppl to take note!!* do not ever buy this!!! this sucks man~(don believe u can try it) XP hahas. it taste like somebody's vomitt =X here it goes.. [sucky brand] -only trust marigold and fruit treefresh =X  im so sorry ppl~ well, i try to cut short the next time alrights? i hope u ppl enjoy ur stay here!!! previous blog - www.xuemei89.blogspot.com [2004] LOVELOVE~~ -heartxbroken =) 2:41am 11feb07 |
