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and she love like she nvr did.. ❤

Monday, November 30, 2009
yea.. anyway went with dawn to JUNCTION 8 on friday!!
yea, its public holiday (hari raya).. long weekend!

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went for KFC and movie.. a MUST CATCH MOVIE THAT CANNOT BE MISSED!!! the RAGING PHEONIX~ below is the trailer.. enjoy!
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the show is really AWESOME MAN! should catch it ASAP before its no longer available ya.. i'll give it 4.5 out of 5 STARS! hehehe :P
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and KFC is the sinful thing EVER~!



im already torn

and she love like she nvr did.. ❤

wow! just nice i wanted to look for something in my blog a year back and guess what?! i realized TIME FLIES. its already the end of the month (NOVEMBER). just a few weeks back, went to summer breeze to celebrate SHIKE's birthday and just when i click on last year's december post, it shows e very last time i went.. which was like not very long ago :P hahas.
(sorry girls, i'll send u the photo ASAP, after i found my cable :P)
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insomia in the morning at 5am and couldnt slp till 6 plus which was time i wake for school at 8am! SIANZ, and my sleep was loss just like that! just got home less than an hour ago all thanks to the last minute notification of event for tmr.. so had to go JCM to rehearse a new dance today after school.. was rather early cos MP ends at 5pm, so i went to KUM's sisters' shops at chinatown.. there's a lot of shops selling clothes and many different items, affordable and unique.. but one thing bad about it is.. its damn far away from my place :( sianz
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so practiced for 1 hour ++ at JCM and home sweet home.. tmr will be an opening rasa dance for dunno what thing. good grief its only one song if not i think i'll go CRAZY!.
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anyway, exams are arnd the corner (7-9th december) and i'm yet prepared for it! BUSY BUSY, no time to study! how how?! :( .... HELPPP~!!
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//tmr, tuesday (1 DEC) will take up a whole day in sch n night at event.
//wednesday (2 DEC) have to go aunt shop to help out cos dawn needs to celebrate her own mom's birthday.
//thursday to saturday (3-5 DEC), i'll be away from SG, off i go to sunway lagoon with aunt and family...
//sunday (6 DEC) will be the HANA make up competition! who wanna be my model? why is it that u need help, and no one is willing to help you?
be my model very tough meh? dots...
this is also the day where YOUTH CONFERENCE (YC) 09 starts! i wanna go for the whole thing! but i got my first paper which falls on
//monday (CSAS), tuesday (PDM), wednesday (FSM),
//thurs and friday (10/11 DEC) will be my YC DAY!
friday will also be my event day, so it will be very rush :( so is sat and sun!!
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LOOK AT HOW PACKED MY SCHEDULE IS MAN! i am not even done with my MAJOR PROJECT (MP) and haven't even started on my MP REPORT! this shows how my 2 weeks holiday will be BURNT away just like that! ARGGH! sianz~
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BTW BTW BTW, i FEEL DAMN FAT CAN! so much oil/fats on my body! esp my upper bod. gosh! IMAGINE HAVING 3 TIMES KFC + DAMN OILY NASI LEMAK in a week. how fattening can that be... in addition to that, my appetite has been becoming super huge which i dunno why.. everytime i start eating, i'll GEORGE DOWN THE FOOD instead of eating it in a peaceful manner. LOL. hungry ghost is out in town!
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lets take today as example. reached school for FSM practical where all the groups were to make their own a lunch set meal out of the recipe we gotten. i had my lunch in the laboratory itself and thats not enough. even when i go join my MP mates for lunch, i had another big bowl of YONG TAU FOO! how great! and that contributes to excess fat i have now.. and something to let u ppl know. im still eating now :P just had sandwiches and now im eating watermelon and banana -.- LOL~~~~
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alright! i shall blog again, SOON SOON.. :) muacks! wait for my updates yea ppl!

yea, and its fattening food again >.< (burger king) BAHHH~ . goodbye...
what's up with the sneakiness? dots...
heartxbr0kenz 30NOV09 2315

and she love like she nvr did.. ❤

Wednesday, November 25, 2009
my thumbdrive just died on me. a great way to end a day! .__."
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im feeling rather tired at this time but i couldnt go to bed. guess what? wanted to nap for 1 hour after coming back from school, yet i napped for 4 hours straight instead, without waking up... i adjusted the alarm but i left my phone on silent mode so those who called me didnt wake me, neither did the alarm.. good grief. how forgetful can i get? or am i just too tired that i'd forgotten to set it back?! i feel like im a sow who eats and sleeps alot! :(

.imissedthosetime, ucalledmeyoursow
im just done with my work. hmm~ seriously, im gonna talk about how much i HATE school man. its NO LIFE, BORING! (but going out to the society to work makes no difference :( ..) especially so when you met those who don't do work, those free-loaders/slacker. I dont understand how they can do it without feeling any sense of guilt at all. (yes, you will meet these type of people no matter where you are..) and i feel really sorry to see xiao kum (KYM) doing all the work by herself.. She was down with fever yesterday and she turned up for today's class which i dont understand why.. the groupmates of hers don't even care about her death and make her go present the class assignment by herself. dumb ass, idiots. those meanies. (i hope you see this post of mine and hope it wakes u ppl's stupid mind). i cursed that you ppl will have to bear the burden of doing the work of ur groupmates without any help next time, no matter where u are.! don't talk about her groupmates alone, mine is no where better... esp that _i__i..... alright, enough of my ranting about school. it just makes me sick thinking about all those people!
.wheneveriseegreencars/vehicles,itmakesmethinkofyouevenifidontwantto
hmm.. i haven't been to mom's place for such a long time! due to my busy and tight schedule, i have to stay at home and finish up all assignments ASAP. i miss the kids..
.ithoughtofyouafewtimesinaday,ondailybasis. whataboutyou?
I dont know what else to say for now, even though there's so much things on my mind. i'll try to update more often then! take care peeps.... goodnight
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25NOV09 0139AM - and its coming to month end again..
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taken during edwin's birthday celebration at hooters, few weeks back.

you can view more photos on that particular day (inc. CCN & celebration) at my facebook.. CLICK HERE!

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Wednesday, November 18, 2009
im in class now.. and its 9am in the morning~ im NOT late :)
hmm, slept at 2am and got woken up by babiie at 6am cos she anyhow pee.
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zzz. i got so much things to do yet so lil time!
im darn packed on my schedule!!! i got no time to study for my test!!!
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STUPID STUPId. IM SO STRESSED UP.
I FEEL THAT i am doing everything regardings all the team assignments..!
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zzzzzzzz sianzzzzzz..
have to go jcm later, toastmaster tmr, work assignment on friday!
so darn occupied and packedddded!
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sorry, im feeling v grouchy, early in the morning!

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Sunday, November 15, 2009
don't know whats wrong with my stomach. damn
keep LS-ing + poor digestion system! stupid!
its been like this since friday!! (3 times)
ytd was indigestion. and today LS again -.-"
i think i'll get dehydrated like mad..
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Miley Cyrus - I Miss You

new song that i came across... because i really miss you and this describe how much i feel for you

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im going crazy with the stupid projects!
there's so much work for me to do this week.
i wonder how im gg to manage... :(
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not much time for my work cos gg JCM later for practice
and summer breeze w the two couples.... *emo (why aren't you going? i feel like seeing u...)
tatas. gotta work :(
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heartxbr0kenz
15NOV09 1415

and she love like she nvr did.. ❤

what a dream, (impossible..) mayb its just too much thoughts of you in the day.
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happy birthday sk! good friends, thats what you said.
hope you had fun tonight! can turn into a total stranger over night
sorry e cake was too gross/ soggy for consumption. w no words of communication, AT ALL.
thanks for the ride back! :) what was that for? im really upset. i yearn for the past...
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hmm.. gotta reach sch at 10am for project meetup later! what are you thinking about?
thats insane. can you imagine going back to sch on sunday?! i really want to know.
this will b e very first time out of my whole poly life man.. you said u were, but u were not..
& i gotta wake up sup early later :( (r u refering to the torch u once carried has gone missing?)
. yes i am selfish. im still in dilemma. im a stupid asshole
goodnight.
i just wanna know your thoughts.. i miss you so badly....
heartxbr0kenz (truly)
15NOV09 0325
when i saw you, my deer went wild.. why did you hav to leave so early. feel that there's so much to say, yet... words are left unspoken. i do not know where to start either. i know you no longer care. so will i. gradually... and i (WILL) mean it..

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Wednesday, November 11, 2009
so much to say...
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the other day, we nearly broke up.. (know why this happened?)
all thanks to me.. the stupid girl. (cos i thought i'll be happier w u..)
I'm wrong, im foolish... (yet im wrong. cos i knw u dont care anymore, u washed ur hands off me)
I will be good. (so what's e point of giving up this rls bcoz of YOU?! i'v decided to get u off my mind.)
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08NOV09
anyway, i went for a haircut last weekend cos my hair is way too irritating.
feels like having bangs back, so yea... this is how it turned out to be..
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shud i reborn it? hmm :(
feel like but im broke T_T
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10NOV09
went for blood donation. i have to say i was priviledged to be served by so many ppl! lols~ know why..? cos i was the last to donate as xt have class (and i was waiting for her at comp lab)...
it turned out that she CANT donate (her veins are too small) , so i have to do it myself!
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look at how happy i was when i was donating. haas :)
no sense of nervousness or fear.. hahas.
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there's no school today. but there's class meetup which i nvr attend.
its about CCN day! its this friday and we're selling POPCORN & ITALIAN SODA..
so come down and support us at TP okay?! :)
i feel so bored at home now.. hmm
going JCM soon, for PCD dance rehearsal...
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i shall go prepare den. tatas~

is that pleasing enough?
heartxbr0kenz
11NOV09 1612
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ANYWAY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST MOM..
i love you~ :)

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Monday, November 2, 2009
happy belated halloween

halloween was shit... just like last year..
this year, didn't managed to get into rebel even tho we cut the queue.
i think the ppl that queued till all the way back was dumb lah
everyone was obviously cutting into the queue at the entrance..
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but something good about it was, everyone got to dress up differently.
only once a year!!! and we got to take photos with those cuties...

cool yea?
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i look like a giant standing next to them >.<
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the 3 scary pigs...
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A group photo on roy's birthday celebration

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and YAY! i finally got to meet edwina again!
edwin's younger sister... she's so sweet right? loves.
.please, do not be so cold to me.... im really upset abt it...
is there any reason for me to smile?
heartxbr0ken
02NOV09 0154am




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