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Wednesday, July 25, 2007

tiring stressing.. hmm feeling reali tired but i will blog before i slp.. sighh!
there's SPF test just now, and i guess im failing it already.. no proper time management.. rushing thruout the night before the test.. how can?! hmmm

todae is a coincidental dae! saw him in bus.. tried to avoid in the first bus but cant for the second.. cos its too obvious! oh well.. matching clothings with ryan. TOTALLY MATCH lah.. ah ha, ester still sae.. wah, wads with e both of u todae? couple wear arhs?! lol. lame lah.. hmm~

my project is killing me, i dont know how to do.. how come our class is based on individual de yet the next class is group work? so unfair lorr T.T hmmm.. im dying already! oh well.. tmr will be having SFP lab! can bake cakes! marailyn is making eclaires.. so cool! hmm i don know wad im doing though.. cos lost the last page of my SFP lab notes.. dots. lame de! oh well todae is a short one for u ppl! rest well okay? im pigging soon! hmmm do takkaire of urself cos everyone arnd me is sick! more water please...

yeah, indeed fate loves to tease ppl~
heartxbr0ken
25 July 07 134 am~

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Sunday, July 15, 2007

hmmm.. saturdae was BRYAN's birthday [1yr old].. sunday - SEAN's birthday~ [5 yrs old]was rather occupied this weekend. went to celebrate the kids bd~

fridae school ended at 5.. finally get over with my impromptu le~ did rather finely? hope soo... now its time for my next presentation! dont know what topic to do also.. gimme some ideas?! hmm, left for dinner.. waited quite a while! yupp~ in the end, no dinner.. HA-HA~ but was tired, slept very earli that night

saturday afternoon went to bryan's house to makan~ the ice cream cake was yummy!! ate lots of ice cream in the two daes.. left for another aunt's house.. counted as my 2nd home, hmmm... den weeee~ on our wae to WESTCOASTPARK~!!! eat again! order 20 pieces of nuggets, and super lot of food!!! ice cream included. my stomachy nearli burst lorr.. haiyo~ luckily i have the kids to help me out with the food. drove 2 cars there.. haha.. lets see~ there's sarah, sean, joel [children] nicholas, dawn, me [teenages] aunt n uncle [adults] total 8 of us!! wahahaha.. it was a fun fun night.. too bad jayden (baby) cant go, he was feeling a bit unwell..

climbed the super duper high spiderweb, reached the top!.. we did exercises, jumped, holding on.... climbed, holding on.. perservered at wad we described as the "NS corner" hmmm.. finally, our mission is completed! perspire lots.. its been a reali long time since we enjoyed ourselves that much.. but but but the one and onli thing that's suppose to be there.. is NOT!!! where has the swing gone to? hahaha.. there's no swing anywhere.. however, there's something that looked like it.. its a very dangerous object! sarah sat on it and asked me to push her.. the force was too hard that the seat flip over and she was left there hanging on.. i helped her, she looked rather unhappy.. i SAID sorry.. hmm, then we continued playing.. went to play the flying fox which is the most popular in the whole area.. we were lucky enough to have our turn immediately after we reached there.. swing here and there for quite a no of times... this game was quite dangerous though..

i was stuck in the air.. i guess i'm just too heavy, so was rather near the end hanging.. so my brother decided to help me out.. there he goes, risking his life to save this fat pig like me.. LOL~ standing at the slope, stretching out his hand to pull me.. i stretched out mine too! pull him back, thinking he would use his strength to resist but he din.... SOOO, he rolled down from the slope.. 3/4 off my seat, i fell from it! wahahahaha!!! BANG* i landed on him.. i knew he was there, i tried to move aside le.. but still, theres not much of help.. haha. SO SO violent! almost everyone's attention was on us! so so embarrassing.. tiredd, perspired, thirsty.. drank lots of WATER till i nearli die cos very FULL!!!! very xing ku ah~ T.T reached home at around 11pm..

next dae, went to church.. jayden hor, very buay tahan.. in sanctuary 2, mother's room.. we were late so waas seated at the first row, cos there's the onli seats available.. aunt saes that's jayden's roaming room.. haha! now not afraid of anything already.. went to the front and touch the screen.. den ran back.. so he goes back and forth non stop.. thinking its fun. aunt was a bit fed up with his behaviour cos everyone was focusing on the screen!!! hahaha.. oh well, btw one voice was great! the song indescribable was nice! good job =] [works of God] hmm, went to shop, ah kim asked me not to play till so rough cos sarah's leg tio blue black.. Zzz den my fault lah?! she asked me to push oso mah. such a small matter oso wan to complain -.- lame.. dont know wads wrong with the people now adaes..

went to the s'goon night market after. the jelly coconut NICE NICE YUMM YUM~ u cant resist the temptation and addicted once u tried that!!! oh gosh~ bought cake for sean.. went home, eat ice cream and lots of junk again! celebrate after tt in shop.. went to swensens! there goes the fish and chips into my tummy.. and then FROZEN CHOCOLATE MALT!!! [ice cream again!] yummmm!!! its reali nice.. u shud try it! talking abt it let me rmb about the movie DIE HARD 4.0! IT WAS NICEEE!! hahahaa... reached at 11pm. hmmm, tmr there's a batch outing.. shud i go or shud i not?!!!

what's with that attitude of urs?! Zzz

heartxbr0ken

16 July 07 0107am

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Thursday, July 5, 2007

wahh i sacrifies my tv programme, kinship on chnnl 8 to blog okayy?!!! jie gave me the chance.. haha cos she wanna rest! ohwell.. im much much better alr! but still, there's still coughing and flu! ESPECIALLY LETHARGIC-NESS!!! ulcers too.. too heaty!!! + pms T.T will die man, its killing me.. drank water just like a water bucket! drink non stop de.. bth~ i feel so stress u know! everything oso don feel like doing.. assignments, study, read up.. etc etc. but to sleep and pig and rest! sighh! CMI ah~

ohwell.. todae was a very SUAY dae!!! stupidd de! saw my ex, 2 times in a morning! how can~ the first time is when i was refilling my bottle.. the second time, i actuali have to walk past him man!!!! i will die ah.. but i hid behind XT, din walk pass him! but went up the stairs that was just beside him.. my heart nearli jumped out man! can die of heart attack! its like pounding so fast lorr Zzz.. he walked off after i went up.. im sure he did notice me. ahhhh~ i oso donknow lah.. its alwaes the past thats haunting me. school too! T.T sighhh~

okayy~ i din do homework.. wanted to be was feeling super tired ytd.. no determination! oh well come on.. im sick okiee! [excuses] =X hahahahha~ ended up my name was on the list! nvr do assignment de outcome is like that de.. den i'll fail everything.. my HAP fail le den nvr do hw, worst.. sure cannot pass the sub.. i reali feel like dropping the course lorr! reali cannot take it. my mind will burst ah. i will spend my whole sem sleeping there wasting my time.. im so stupid retarded! sighh~ marailyn nvr do oso nvr see her name tio in that list. i think im the onli one T.T sadd.. oh well i gotta catch my show alr.. ciaoz ppl!

am i reali that afraid of you? why do i have to run and hide? :(
heartxbr0kenz
05 july 07 1915

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Monday, July 2, 2007

been through a very trying time recently.. everything seems to be against me! im trying hard, pretending that im okay, im fine.. im strong! BUT still, i broke down and cried.. wept, but who's there for me? who's there to share my tears, to lend me a shoulder?! oh well.. things just happen... u can run and hide forever but not from the reality.. "PUNH!" and there u go, straight down on the ground..

what does some things suppose to mean? sometimes it just keeps me wondering.. wad are you ppl trying to imply? just be straight! dont have to put on an act or beat arnd the bush.. it'll be tough on you and wasting others' time. some things are just so obvious! its right b4 our eyes yet me feign ignorance.. sighh~

im not feeling reali good now! how great~ im down with flu.. my eyes are burning hot! cant take it.. got to go home and rest soon.. sighh~ ryan said i look reali pale and tired... ya, feeling super lethargic larhs! actuali wanted to skip lectures today, but in the end i came cos i prepared already.. luckily i came! cos if i dont, i wont know that there's no lab todae.. den i'll be the onli one coming to school Zzz.. btw happy holidays all sec sch and lower de ppl! we, the old ppl, cant have youth day..

cried for about 25 mins in lectures today.. feels reali xing ku lorr! some more the call and the msg made me reali sadd. sighh. used arnd 2 packets of tissues! the mucus is like non stop de lorr.. greenish, reddish.. lol, cos got blood xD too heaty le T.T this headache is killing me!
cant cough out, sneeze or laugh cos the crunches i did on saturdae during hip hop lesson, leaves me aching like crazy.. :'( will die man.. falling sick is badd!!!

btw i have a new specs le! thanks aunt [mom] heh.. my belated birthdae present.. cool~ but the degree seems to be higher, not used to it.. will get giddy de.. not good! ppl, take good care of urself k?! drink more water and dont fall sick..

sighh~ its reali a very tough journey
heartxbr0ken
02july07 1135am

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