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Monday, January 21, 2008
`WHAT IS LIFE?! what exactly is life? can anyone tell me?
a bowl of mee siam for breakfast can even kill someone!
an ah pei in his sixties with no teeth, swallowed a SAFETY PIN down.
sharp, intense pain felt - at the throat.
IT WAS OPENED, found right beside a MAJOR BLOOD VESSEL!

`many lives has been taken bcos of accidents,
many died cos of age and illness.

`life is just so complicating.
try looking at the big picture most of the time.
do not focus only on the small image infront of you.
it will lead you no where.. your task wont be done

`sorry, i was just being really random.

lets talk about today! hmm, MONDAY BLUES*
WHY? - cos the train broke down! termination of the train from pasir ris to tanah merah since morning. i was really shock to see the amount of people waiting for bus at the interchange. PAI CHANG LONG!* so ended up being an hour late for school!

wasnt feeling well in school. was having headache. it has been lidat since morning. or rather last week? sighh~ i dont know whats wrong with me. is it because im lacking sleep? or im struck with some illness? CHOI*

dint bring pencil case to school. never do report, nvr do FC logbook. Bmic class, dont even know a single thing what teacher is talking. COs i skipped the whole topic 4 which consist of alot of things. THEN, wednesday will be having test on it! chapter 3 & 4. i will die man! kill me~

really hate going to school. a lot of tests coming up! exams nearing! i dont want, i dont want to accept this! wed, thurs. next week 2 test oso. then soon, it will be exam.

i am looking forward to the holidays.
and towards the days wher you can really spend time with me
its been a while..
hmm, no no..
actually very long already :(

i couldnt describe how i feel,
but it hurts deep inside.
i want to voice out..
i want you to care.
i need ur warmth.
yes, i need you.
just you, that will be enough...


miss th0se happy times... REALLY~
heartxbr0kenz
21 JAN 08 2255

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Friday, January 18, 2008

The Bottom Line

You should be a little bit more tight with your money. Your rainy day fund is dry.

In Detail

Has your recent spending spree left you feeling just a wee bit regretful? Today, if you can undo any of the fiscal damage you did, you should. Take back whatever you don't need, and make a promise to yourself to be a little bit more tight with your money. You don't have to dramatically change your spending habits or turn into a cheapskate, but you should sober your spending. A big opportunity is coming up, and you will need more cash than you have to take advantage of it.


hmm, feeling really lethargic nowadays. skipped alot of lectures, again.
come home- play game then sleep. wake up, eat. play game again
this is my life. yeah! =]
alot of tests coming up. didnt go for lectures, didnt pay attention.
dont know whats happening. dont know anything about the topics
EVERYTHING! yippee~

you dont have time for me.
projects, tests is all you have
so i'll just wait here silently. (:

its only when things are gone, you learn to cherish
heartxbr0kenz
18 JAN 08 2236

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Sunday, January 13, 2008
is it right for a sister to say her brother when he did something wrong?

I JUST FOUGHT WITH A STUPID FUCKING NOOB WHo IS MY BROTHEr. oh well. he is not considered my brother anyway! cos i hate him to the core. NEXT TIME U HAVE ANYTHING OR WHAT, DONT COME AND FIND ME! cos i WONT EVEN WANT TO CARE ABOUT UR PROBLEMS!

pulled the hair, scratch and kick like crazy. FUCK HIM! HATE HIM! jus realized he tore my shorts. IDIOT!

now hair keeps dropping cos he pulled very hard. damn him! cbk!
everytime is he quarrel with others de. ASS!

btw belated happy bd to sister JANICE! love you

heartxbr0ken
13 jan
13JAN07 859pm

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Thursday, January 10, 2008
hmm.. din go to batch outing ytd cos din know the way. so ended up gg to tm and walk alone. then, irene came and accompany me.

suppose to reach schhool at 8 for lesson today, but went there only at 1 cos was too tired. last min took part in open house cos of that nice nice greenie tee shirt =S hehe. danced TP mass dance with dar today. wahahs. it was so fun larhs. cos you know...... heee, ps ps larhs

yuppie, no school tmr cos one lecture and one tutorial is canceled. think is becos of TP open house. A lot of my classmate not gg to school tmr cos we'll only be attending 2 lectures. , gg out with MATONG to town. its been a v long time since we go out together.

dar dar x3 thanks for everything =] hee.
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100108 2227

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Wednesday, January 9, 2008
WEEe heeeHEEEEeeeeeeeeee~ LOL! im going crazy cos there's alot of assignments and projects to do.. having headache aH!! wahahas XDD

the guys are going botak soon = army. tmr shud be the last church batch outing! haha. enjoy urself and dont think too much! wee hee~ ^^

heartxbr0kenz
09 Jan 08 0033

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Friday, January 4, 2008
YOU MADE ME REALLY UPSET!
im here tearing.

who am i to you?
heartxbr0kenz
04 JAN 08 1422

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Thursday, January 3, 2008
HAPPY NEW YR! time really flies. so, have a good year ahead.. it'll pass in a blink of an eye....

ytd was the first day of school and i have to reach at 8 in the morning. it ended at 7, the same goes for today. supposing to go back at 3 today but went for french lecture.

lots of things happened. its making me worried, so lost somehow. dont know what to do. having frequent headaches recently. just hate how it feels, make me so tired and lethargic. oh well...

somehow, you will understand
heartxbr0ken
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