❤ J E S S ]]~ u r w a r m e m b r a c e . ..

and she love like she nvr did.. ❤

Saturday, June 23, 2007

LOLS! still... i signed in to blog. just couldnt resist the temptation! haiyos.. btw wads so nice about blogging? oh well.. im alone at the living room on the first floor.. staying over at my aunt's house.. tmr morning going church but not sleeping yet..

btw clarice is back from melbourne!!! ah ha~ u cant give me the surprise cos i know alr.. too bad.. wahhahaha.. oh well! i hope ur ankle is alrights and ur mom is understanding enough to know that onli patient is allowed into the room.. next time be more careful alrights?!

hmmm~ stayed over since thursdae night.. JAYDEN Is so damn cute larhs! miss him so much.. he's just so lovable and adorable!!! oh well.. his smile brightens my dae sia~ love him to the core!! hahahaha..

last night WE [ damn, big n small joel and me ] went to J8 to catch SURFUP.. the show is okayy, not badd.. yupp~ was rather late for the show. late for 15++ mins leh! cos took bus there, joel was so tired that he slept on me on the bus.. haiyo. still have to carry him all the way from the bus stop to the cinema.. have to wake him up if not go there oso no meaning.. took neos.. haha. first time taking with BIGjoel.. hahas =] my wei lai de brother in law =x. went to arcade after that to play car game.. daytona oso.. KNOW WHAT?!?!?! its reali embarrassing to say this but.. i still want to.. i LOST daytona to a 3 yr old kid!!! joel, my cousin.. how can?!?!?! buay tahan~ i reali sucks at it larhs! haiyo.. played the scoop candy de machine again.. and won a bean bag bear~ so cool! but spent quite alot on it.. ytd spent more than $50 for just one night leh! br0ke liao xD

this noon, brought joel n sean for their gymnastic class! haha. they are reali cute larhs. so funny. if u were there im sure u all will laugh.. becos they're so young and they have to do all kinds of warm up and practices le.. hahaha! but the thing is they kept getting scolded -.- boys tend to be naughtier okayy?!!! hahaha XD oh well.. went to upp s'goon e HK st. family restaurant for dinner to celebrate belated father's dae.. i ate so much! grower fatter dae by dayy.. buay tahans~ still wan go on diet, confirm CANNOT make it de.. T.T hahas.. am watching i guess X3 guess guess noww.. going up to take a bathe le.. btw im missing euu already -.- till then! ciaoz =]

im oso trying my best to move on from the past okayy! Zzz
heartxbr0ken
23 June 07 11:47pm

and she love like she nvr did.. ❤

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

heh, todae im home! now using jie's laptop. so i must be fast =] cos have to go grandma house for dinner soon! yupp~ but i just had a burger.. quite full though, BUT BUT i want my BUK KUT TEH~ so, MUST go and makan.. =]

oh well.. blog blogg! saturdayy went to bugis with girlfriends[jy,mk,lz,yy] to shopp.. shopping spree! hahaha. yupp! i bought a rugged collar button shirtt.. i dont know if im nice in it but my yy and jy sae s0.. SO, i just bought it..! ying has the same one! cos if i buy it, it'll be cheaper for yingg.. so yupp! haha. went to the cafe at bugis 2nd floor to makan cos it was just so tempting! carrot cake and chocolate cheesecake! it was yummy~ heh.. ;) we later went to take neoprints again! had fun in that machine cos we were taking more pics with our hp like no body's business.. haha. den laugh like crazy -.- so lame! oh well..

monday [yesterdae] went to Ophix outing, BBQ at pasir ris park.. know more ppl from there, yupp =] good good! heh. den went to fishermen's village to sit down, talk cock, sing song.. mingfei, matthew, doris? had alcoholic drink..=] i was carrying the kitten and playing with it.. sayang sayang* it bit me though, not painful lah.. cos its a kitten mahs. i guess its playing with me?! hahaha. yupp..

it was late night alr, den we went off. wanting to go DTE mac, to find the rest. but ended up going to the spiderweb, playground to play =] went off onli at 1+am. many of them went home alr.. leaving the 9 of us behind. We then headed to REDHOUSE from dte.

on our way there, there's a group heading back.. so i assume they went to take a look at redhouse oso.. when we reached, ryan n ming went in together to the red house.. ONLY THE BOTH OF THEM leh. after they came out, a big group of 20++ ppl came.. it was sheryl's friend. yupp. there's a guy, he pretended to be not afraid but we're all very sure that he is. At there talk big cock! Zzz.. dislike this type of act act de nan ren. that time MINGFEI stepped on the lion's head and fell sick [fever] the next dae.. being kind enough, he warned them not to step on the head but that RETARDED guy PURPOSELI go step on it. so stupid! i confirm he'll regret lor! orbigood! nvr pay respect.. oh well, a small group came.. they also went off soon after they arrived. non of them went in. BO JI~ hahahah.

later 6 of our people went in, leaving me mk and lynette outside.. ODD NO. leh. but its better to be inside with even no. hmm.. after we helped them out, i climbed over the fence.. and jumped in.. lynette came in with me. we WENT inside exploring the REDHOUSE. leaving the 3 girls behind.. it was very dark cos its like at 3+, 4+ am.. there's red stain in the house and there are lots of glass lying about on the ground.. heard the story of it and was quite sad? yupp! that's for our night advanture, hunt.. mk is the onli person who din go in.. yupp~ but its better to follow ur heart =]

went to mac and ton there after that. walked home at 8+, around 9am. bathed and sleep till 5 40pm.

would euu swear that u'll alwaes be there to kiss my pain away, for me?

heartxbr0ken
19 june07. 810pm

GEMINI.
The Bottom Line
Someone has been light on delivering on promises. Express your impatience.
In Detail
Someone has been light on delivering on promises. Express your impatience.

do i really have to do it? izit that they will take advantage of the situation? :(

and she love like she nvr did.. ❤

Friday, June 15, 2007

HEYLOOOS~ everyone seems to be so busy with their final year projects, exams - ESPECIALLY the A's. oh well.. jiAy0us ppl, y0u all CAN do it de~

on wednesdae.. went for the POP and it was super co0l with all the caps in the air. its a pity that lili jie jie din manage to capture the scene bec0s the camera was super duper lagg? lols. oh well.. went for lunch at cavana [W.S.], ehh the food was okayy.. she insist on paying, i will pay euu back de okaY? u pr0mised me le! wo men gou gou shou zhi le oh~ (:

after my nap, prepare and went to cathay. watched shrek3. the show is short but nice =] yupp yupp~ mayb u all would like to catch it? (: cabbed back- $22 :'( reached hm at 130am.

yesterday, had church batch outing.. the guys organised it cos its been a long time since we go out tog as a group! in addition, i guessed its to get those who are backsliding to find back their faith.. went to east coast park for BBQ~ was there rather late but its alrights cos they just started the fire =] they are not professional enough luh~ some of the food is still raw and they served it! how can..? must let me CHU MA. btw the choconana[banana with chocolate on it? wrapped in an aluminium foil- BBQ] was super duper nice lahs.. yumm yumm* im sure u ppl will love it! heh~

it was quite boring though, cos most were having their own convos, playing with fire, BBQ-ing. am onli close to the girls? XP actuali there's alot to catch up.. felt quite ps when i talked to ___a_, den ___i_ glanced and saw.. Zzz~ it just reminds me of the past, the post.. -sorry. i guessed i'll just have to keep a distance, btw i have nothing much to say to them? well well, shud i go to church on sundae? reali miss church lots.. since thats so, why hesitate uh? hmmm? ):

walked a long way out, took 2 bus to reached cousin's house.. -12am

im sorry for being stubborn
sorry for causing so much pain and sadness..
present to ur majesty,
my heartfelt apologies..

i can no longer hold inside, the love (`v') i used to hide.. (:

heartxbr0ken
15June07 6:02pm

and she love like she nvr did.. ❤

Monday, June 11, 2007

The Bottom Line

As long as you believe in this plan, that is all that matters. Rely on your wits.

In Detail

Your quick thinking will come in handy today, because your wit will help you pave the way for good times and easy access to the places you need to be. If you do encounter one or two little obstacles (which you might), they won't cause you to even blink an eye. Just smile brightly and keep on walking toward your goal. You don't need everyone to be on board with your plan. As long as you believe in it, that's all that matters.

is that reali all that matters?!

and she love like she nvr did.. ❤

HELLO~! haha blog blog blog~
now at my cousin's house.. yupp~ so can blog..
haha btw why am i here nehs? im here to visit my younger cousin! BRYAN~ he looks like my grandma sia! hahahahaha, so funny.. but he kept crying cos he havent seen me for VERY long, so dont recognise bahs~ sad sadd =( oh well.. den the parents not there for him cos they went overseas, holidae.. so left baby with my second aunt.. will be staying here till tuesdae~ havent been home for long alr, must find another location to stayy.. haha~ a homeless kido like me! pathetic*

that's the cutie im talking about =]

OH BTW~ i cut my hair le!!!!! wah lao, everytime so QIAO.. when ask me want make it straight not, i wanted.. but hesitated due to the amount.. LOL, if make straight den will be over $200.. and i'll go broke.. decided not to until they finished highlighting and make my hair straight cos have to cut (hair very pong mahs) .. in the end serene( the one who help me cut my hair de), she saes it'll spoil me hair so better not to reborn.. sighh~ ended up spending $200 oso.. no difference~ SIGHHH~

oh well.. im feeling rather down now.. all my friends, are no longer there for me when i need them.. cos they xi xing yan ziu (have new friends den forget about old de liao). and it reali hurts me to see them slowly drifting further and further away from me.. was just chatting with my bestie [stacy] and i saw her friendster.. its all about her new scho0l and her club~ and her friends alwaes go to her house and stay over! its jus so stupid larhs, they know her for how long onli? compare to me.. OF COURSE i AM jealous* but what can i do? NOTHING~ so i will just shut the F*c|< up and treat everything as normal..

i shant blog any longer.. dont know what to sayy.. will get photos updated when i get home.. sorry peeps for the delayy :(

i hate to be left alone ):
ppl, please show me that u still care

the love that can nvr be erased..
heartxbr0ken
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The Bottom Line

In Detail

let's .twit twit. together! =D