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Wednesday, October 31, 2007
its a struggle getting out of bed this morning.. curled in my cosy bed, underneath the blanket.. in this cold, and rainy weather! i SHOULD have slept more! dont wake up, dont come to school! cos im having 4 hrs of break!

its tough being a class rap. its not an easy task, seriously.. im risking myself. i am not a responsible person, not someone who strive to work hard. its onli until the very last min. whats the use...? and u are asking me to take the responsibility of the whole class? how is that possible? i think the whole class dislike me now, cos they see the real me.. the lazy, no commitment nor contribution! i gave out notes late, or even after the lecture.... for 2-3 times already! i am reali stress.. i dont wan to be class rap! although the seal points are high! i think it'll be better if i am given the job to be a treasurer or a assistant CR.. zz! sighh! no use complaining over it.. class im sorry~

assignments, projects are making me crazy! this sem is so hectic!! really...


heartxbr0kenz
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The Bottom Line
You have to share the people you love. Don't get possessive about relationships.
In Detail
Your relationships are not all exclusive -- sometimes, like it or not, you have to share the people you love in life. You should have plenty of confidence in the value you bring to your closest friends, and do not worry that anyone else can change that personal connection. If you get too possessive about your relationship, you send a message that the assurance you need is more important that the other person's independence. It's a clear power play, and it won't be well-received.

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Sunday, October 28, 2007

The Bottom Line

Your wallet won't get fatter if you don't follow through with your goal to save!

In Detail

Your wallet won't get any fatter if you don't follow through with your goal to save money! So keep walking by those beautiful windows full of clothes that you're just dying to put into your closet. It's time to remind yourself about the difference between 'wanting' something and 'needing' something. This applies to your personal life too. Are you demanding too much from the people around you right now? If you want more attention, maybe you should pay more attention.


sighh~ its just so CMI~ im so broke!!! T_T
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28OCT07 1435

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Saturday, October 27, 2007
love friday! its onli till 1pm~ after school, waited for deary XT to finish her JAP lecture~ then we set off to city hall for sake sushii~ yumm yumm! we had buffet, i ate alot alot alot!! wahahaha~ hmmm, hope she enjoyed herself ytd cos its her BIRTHDAY!!! bought a guess wallet for her.. and i gave her a necklace! >< its a good sign that she likes it! traveled back to pasir ris.. saw irene selling newspaper. went to singtel shop to find jonsen. chatted for a while. was hesitating, whether to go with the guys for movie not. cos the girls cant make up their mind. in the end, went back home to sleep! babiie stayed with me ytd~ hmmm.. she's such a naughty girl! anyhow shh and poo!

today's uncle's kenneth birthday! may all ur dreams come true ><>< wahahas.. heard from mom [aunt] that he became a TV ADDICT.. its both good and bad sign! good cos mom and sis dont have to take care of him when working. bad cos you know? tv addicts.. haiyo! hmm~ will go there soon, hopefully....

didnt go out today.. supposing to have dim sum today de.. but as alwaes, its cancelled! oh well.. so stayed at home and ROT lorr~ siann.. guess there's nothing to blog about le.. BTW HAPPY BELATED TO XIAOTONG AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO UNCLE KENNETH!! enjoy ur weekend ppl! lots of loves! ciaoz

what is it all about? let me search myself for the answer~
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27OCT07 2036

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Wednesday, October 24, 2007
PUT in 101 of ur effortt!! wahaha.. this will be my 101 posts.. its so fast man!! hmmm.. today is a very very angry dayy!!! this morning woke up at 6++am to go schh.. lesson starts at 8am. on the way, reaching school that time.. i found out from my friend that we need to bring lab coat and wear shoee.. most of my friends has it, so dont want to be left outside the lab, i crossed to the oppsite road and started on my way back! it took around 30 mins.. hmmm, didnt bring is cos its just the first week of school and we dont have that stupid lesson at all.. have lab for wad sia..

reached grandma house, took the coat, wore my shoe.. rushed back home [which is upstairs] took my french booklet and hurried to the bus stop~ on my way there, msged XT, SHE TOLD ME THAT LAB IS CANCELLED!!!!!!! so super duper angry.. made me miss 1 hr of lesson! stupid retarded... zzzz~ decided to take another route to school. so went to pasir ris inter, was on the same bus with yong quan.. kor =]

queued and waited for the bus but i have no patience! im angry.. i called xt to ask, in the end i oso nvr go school.. i rather go home and slp cos there's 4 hrs break! den yinghaw called.. -.- ask me "dont wan go school huh?" what the hell? lols! how he knows sia.. he heard meh dots..

btw got into french and psychology for my CDS. idiot sia.. i dont wan french, i want JAPANESE T_T so badd de~ nvm larhs, i shall take it the next semm.. AND AND AND on the VERY FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL!!~~~ i was SABO-ed to be the CLASS RAP!!!!! class monitress~ damn angry larhs. i rather be the treasurer lorr. but dont dare to put up the hand =X class rap very stress de leh.. some more im so stress now~! still got babiie to take care of.. today she anyhow shh shh at RAD's there sia... angry angry! hit her butt ah.. naughty girll~ zzzzzzzzzzzz badd. i dont wan be classrap... =(

ytd went to interview to be GL.. i wan i want! ophix just RAWKS~ i want to encourage the rest to be as crazy, LOUD and high as me!!!! wahahahah =x

hopefully i can get in, and be GL~~
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24OCT07 2159

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Monday, October 22, 2007
oh ohh... hahas! jus rmbed what i wanted to blog.. hmmm.. ytd before going out to celebrate my bestie's friend birthday, went with the birthdae girl jy, nixon and haohao to watch the sneak preview on halloween at marina >< woohoo! that BOOGIE BOOGIE is a SICKO~ how nice.. hahas.. killed lots of ppl.. something wrong with his HEAD!!! wahahahhas.... btw i reali had a great time cos... wahahahsss.... u ppl shud know bahs =x

trained to tamp to meet the others.. i had lotsa fun with the ppl~ were there to celebrate the TWINS =x birthday.. went go tampines cafe cartel for dinner.. hahas.. 7 of us [yy, jy, tiff, ireneL, stacy, mk and me] were squeezing at a small table.. wahahaz, but we had a fun time together, chatting.. ONE BIG FAMILY~ the rest were sitted at the other table [walter, johnathan, yijun, wenxin, darrell, yinghaw, yongleng, yongquan, theodore, yh's girlfriend, marie, longzhen, ruimin] hope i didnt miss anyone out... hmmm~

after that we went to the lounge at downtown eastt.. jingwen came over! hmmm, a 4.8% alc. with tai dii~ im so happy sia!!! i won all the games except one.. PRO MAH~? hahas. got arnd 6-10 rnd =x wahahas.. no wonder that time when we went over to clarice house, the guys called me the QUEEN OF GAMBLER >< wahahahas.. cos during my first game, i won all the guys =x

walked home with the guys after that.

school ended at 11 today!! so siann sia.. first day of school lehh >< was super tired cos reached home at 12+ ytd.. wahahahasss.. but was late on the first day... meet more lorr. den i'll be LATE more.. HMPH~ =xxx HAHAHAHA... GAMBETTE PPL!!! =]

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO JY AND YH ^^~~
angels brought YOU here...
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22OCT07 1831

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Wednesday, October 17, 2007
i'm missing too many people..
take care alrightss?

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Tuesday, October 16, 2007
BOO HOO!!! its been a while since i blog.. ah ha, dont know wad to write eh.. hmmm... havent been gg out these few days! but went out quite a few times last week.
just before jonathan's birthday! celebration at tampines mall pizza hut! =] den went to tamp safra for bowling.. din play! sat there and talk cock sing song with friends.. hmm~ yupp! spend quite a lot T_T im so broke.. havent pay handphone bill.. $200++ haiz i dont know wad to do XD ahhhh!!!

btw babiie is slping soundly beside me now.. she's my new doggy! just how many months old.. hmm arnd half a yr le.. she made me reali happy.. and this all goes to!! ah ha, u know who ah~ hmmm... thanks* for blessing me, cos i just sneeze.. =x

haiya dont know what to say lah.. just very sian at home! then watch the outsider lorr.. my very long ago de birthday present. if never watch later someone say i BO XIM again.. hahahahaa!!! now still watching.. oh well, dont want school to start! its starting next week. HATE SCHOOL.. what to do? haiz.. okay bahh~ bye bye =x take care ppl

dont bad mood okayy? me badd..
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16OCT07 0227

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Tuesday, October 2, 2007
List the top 5 present u wish for.
1. Be SMARTER
2. Be MORE PATIENT
3. more money to buy clothes =x hahas
4. SLIM DOWN OF COURSE!
5. bon voyage
answer the following questions.
The person who tagged you is : SIE LONG ZHEN [Super LaZy PIG XD]
relationship with her: GOODIEBUDDY - sister =]
5 impressions of LONGZHEN [APPLE].
* HUMOROUS
* CHEERFUL!
* CRAZY!
* LOVABLE
* KNN~ [kind & nice =x] hahahaha
The most memorable thing she had done for you: heh, be there for me =]
The most memorable words she had said to you: I LOVE YOU~! JIA YOU!
If he/she becomes ur lover: i will go CRAZY! with her? hahas
If he/she becomes ur lover,things he/she has to improve on: everything =x hahahahaa.. joking lah!
If he/she becomes ur enemy: i will go into depression =x
If he/she becomes ur enemy, reasons will be: CATFIGHT! quarrel lorr!
The most desired thing u want to do for him/her now is: HELP HER IN everything she needs ;)
Ur overall impression of him/her: mention up there le wad! hmm.. CHIOBU ji gay
How do u tink ppl around u will feel abt u: FRIENDLY; OUTGOING!! SWEET LOVING!
The characteristic(s) u love of urself is/are: I'm always SMILING! [copy u =x]
On e contrary. the characteristic(s) u hate of urself is/are: LAZY PIG LOR! STUPID BRAINLESS RETARD!
The most ideal person u want to be is: yes, rich tai tai.. which is impossible =x hahas. get a good job and stable down lorr. HAPPINESS in hand!
For people that care and like you, say something to them: THANKS FOR EVERYTHING! LOTS OF LOVE FOR U PPL! =]
Pass this quiz to 10 people that u wish to know how they feel abt u:
SLZ
EugTZZ
CJY
StacyLMY
LXT
HYY
CQH
DawnSCH
AYMK
AgnesWMT :)

im reali thankful for all those who stand by me especially e one i mentioned above =] thanks
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