| Monday, July 21, 2008 |
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GOOD MORNING* everyone. today is a damn sucky morning! zz, yea and im here to VENT AGAIN! woke up rather late today, at 810am. rushed to school. and teacher said theres not tutorial. what i was angry about is, he previously told us there is tutorial today and he ended up asking.. didnt you all read your study guide? there's no tutorial today! zzzz, i spent my $11.10 on cab, to rush to school eh!!! oh well, whatever. its just not a good start for the week! MONDAY BLUESSSS~ 17 JULY [thursday] lesson ended at 4, went to find my sunshine after that! she's enjoying herself so much luh. school holidays for 2 months! so GOOD! but i think it ended yesterday. HAHAHA~ my turn will be here soon. hmm.. hang out at the usual place - eHub~ spent more than 3 hours there. i dont know why and how i can manage to hang around that area for so long. yea, actually we were damn bored and have nowhere to go.. first thing there is to MAKAN! went to 99C sushi there, where andy, mich and jw works.. hmm, when we are almost done, mich and andy were there already. thought they nvr work that day. GUESS WHAT? we got discount AGAIN! haha. its actually me larh, the first time i had discount was with irene. but the captain saw, and talked to andy! SO SO SORRY ANDYYY.... but overall, you're a super duper nice guy larh! really!!! hee... we spent around 1 hour to shop in NTUC fairprice? lol. we really enjoyed our time there okayy! guessing whats the name of each and every vegetables and stuff. LOL funny sial.. hmm~ chuah bought herself a top at dte and later, we had mac ice cream. sunshine, this is for you: I WANNA JIAN FEI!!! hahaha.. thats what i always tell her, and she'll reply - you are always saying that and yet you are eating so much without any control. ah ha, yupp i have "binge eating disorder." a term i learnt from lesson.. saw edwin, gabriel, wei xiong, aunt wendy and family, andy and mich and dont know who else..... that day =] 18 JULY after school, went to sl cutie house to visit her and her "BA KA" [pig leg] cos she sprained her ankle and its swollen till super jia lat larh. hmm.. didnt know alicia would be there, she decided to go last min.. we had dinner together, with sk, cia and me gg down to get the food (there's pasamalam below ok~ yumm ;D) .. while mara stay over to take care of her needs. bought a lot of food back, spent >$25 on food okayy!! dont play play. kept cracking jokes that involves alicia and sl's bro, HAHA! cia was damn ps till her face turned super red.. (= after watching "yi qie wan mei", its time to leave. called mk back cos didnt notice she called. yuppy, and its time to meet the usual ppl over at eHub for a midnight movie. THE DARK KNIGHT~ didnt manage to catch the 12.30 show. so we had to watch the 2.35 one.. thanks mk for calling, if not i dun think we would be invited at all.. hmm~ watched till 5+ am den reach home. by then, i was damn tired..... met up with: theo, walty, jon, wenxin, darrell, ying, mk, jy. saw: seri (ophix), yongquan[kor], jinxian, fonson and zhiwei ps: xt, take care of yourself. cos she has high fever ): all my fault.. sorry. 19 JULY like what i said, i'll go over to aunt's place. sl told me she'll be in shop to treat her BA-KA* but ended up not coming without even telling me. slacked thruout... 20 JULY went to church in the morning.. saw quite a no. of familiar faces. saw davin too! but only his back and side view. now everyone is BOTAK* cos of army! went off straight after church and guess what?! when i reached shop, sl was there. she was not suppose to be, its because at the other clinic, the service was damn bad. that made her mum rush down to our shop. AH HAA! and now u know which is better~ sorry, cos forgot to bring phone out thats why sl called i nvr pick. went back to aunt's place to make jelly (pineapple and mango flavour!) yummy.. need to chill for 3 hours so cannot try my specialities :( came back to shop, FORGOT TO BRING MY PHONE OUT AGAIN cos left it to charge!!!! nvm, so i napped for 2 and half hours with JAYDEN! my love~ meeting darling, nelson and ahmad at night for dinner de but ended up going super late! cos of my stupid phone~. if not i can back immediately de. but CANT! cos aunt nvr go back home so cannot take phone, went to kovan instead. ask the guys to have dinner first, while i ended my PIZZA HUT =D thought after that can go le eh! they still slowly shop at popular and CD shop D; i whine non stop to dawn, think she got irritated. nvm, heng i still managed to meet them for a while. NEL: thanks for driving me back again =] oh well, thanks for the tag. i was really touched, nearly moved to tears.. =] thanks dar! heartxbr0ken 21JULY08 1003 |
| Tuesday, July 15, 2008 |
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skipped school again. didnt go for cds either, slpt till 3pm since 12am last night. after eating, went to bed till now... i feel so useless.. why am i always doing these? hmm, there's no motivation at all. and the thought of failing all my sem exams make it worst. because i'd failed so much. the results weren't good, i must say. but why am i still like that? anyway i'll be out of school soon? havent even pay school fees. which ppl paid long ago...... and in a debt of 100 bucks a month cos of the singtel thing. feel like giving up! i miss church so so much. its been really long since i last went. really long..... i long to be in that peaceful place once again. with those singing and praising we always do. i'd always thought of going back, but its really scary when i tout of backsliding and leaving AGAIN. i wanna be firm, but its really tough. its so easy to drift away. i will go over to aunt's place this week. its a must. heartxbr0kenz 15JULY2008 1825 |
| Thursday, July 10, 2008 |
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yay! how GREAT! i missed 2 lessons in the morning. 8am lecture - cant wake up 9am lab - took cab to school and i was simply being ignored in the lab. SO i just LEFT. they didnt notice btw. i seemed to be invisible in their eyes mah. a group of 3 can just treat it as im not there. how is that possible you tell me. so i just skipped the 3 hours lab. ANOTHER WARNING LETTER COMES MY WAY!! =] GREATTT....... in the library slacking now. whole body aching due to the 3.5km run yesterday. cher said we didnt exercise since coming to poly, so its time to do some exercise. which is true ah! The Bottom Line It is a good day to focus on your health -- take note of what you eat and how often. In Detail It is a good day to focus on your health -- the clothes in your closet have not been shrinking, despite what you would like to think. Start keeping track of what you eat each day and how much exercise you get. You'll quickly see that there are painless changes you can make that will help you look better and feel better. Try nonfat milk in your coffee. Take the stairs instead of the elevator. Park at the far end of the parking lot. Treat your body like it's the only one you have -- because it is! - YEAH MAN. i think i should... fell down the day b4 ytd. cos i saw that BASTARD!!!!!!! i dont want to see him. i really dont want. so i walked away with tears filled in my eyes. SLIP FROM THE STEPS AND THERE IT GOES. down on the ground with a lot of ppl looking in this direction. they must be thinking, why is this pathetic girl alone, crying when she fall. hmmm, thats not it alright!! whatever you may think. you dont understand my pain, so dont judge me! thats all i can say.... i just SIMPLY HATE HIM TO THE CORE. stupid idiot. u are lucky. u managed to skip through everything when its aiming at you. you lucky bastard. went to mara's house after that to visit her cos she went for operation on her 4 wisdom tooth. now no more wisdom le HAHA. i have. BOO~ she's very xi xing* cos she help me to put the plaster on my wound =] thanks girl. and also xt and kym darlings staying by me side. now there's one BIG BLUE BLACK beside my kneecap, with lots of dots in it. its actually purple in colour. The scratches on the feet is painful but bearable. but due to COVERED SHOES (cos of lab and running), it has pus on the wound now. YAY~ congrats me. i dont know why i wear shoe to school today, nvr go to the lab cos of those BLACK* face shown by groupmates. SIANN! cannot air my wound larh! stupid... tmr there's presentation. its always project project and more projectss... i just feel like tearing! i know i cant take hardship. i just feel like a useless bum. nothing but tears. im just a failure and always will be =] heartxbr0ken 10 JULY 08 1100 |
| Sunday, July 6, 2008 |
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so long nvr post le, so you know what im gonna do! itz gonna be a long long post. =] hmm.. slacked thruout the whole two weeks of holidays! ROAR~ but went back to school a few times to do our stupid projects! didnt get to do the job for the second week of holiday cos the interviewer didnt call us. but for the second event, they called jy. think its because school starts for us le. yupp, jy is damn happy about it can! haha. go read up on her updates and you will know. the pay is damn good also larh! 7 per hr, 9 for OT and weekends! lol. im so jealous. how i wish i can work at that period of time.. oh well... 23 june, monday after school, had dinner with sl, kym and mara. its a very last min thing, sl randomly asked me to join them just b4 i ran for my bus and i agreed. HAHA! so happening can.. went to bugis junction to have our dinner, the place where sl worked for more than a yr. the environment is super nice! yay~ i enjoyed my dinner with the girls, of course. cracked lots of jokes, esp those with the black sauce on the lips. me trying to act as a guy! also, the couple who were so mushy. feeding and holding each other in the arms.. had our fill and the food at a way much cheaper price. thanks to her gay partner =] wanted to take neoprint but it was closed. we're late by a few mins! ARGH! 24 june, tuesday after jap, was waiting for bus to go back. tiff called and told me she failed her final theory test AGAIN. and myself, who failed 2 subjects for term test agreed to acc her and ying haw to ehub to relieve ourselves! had super dogs and went for kbox after that. supposingly to be 2 hrs but ended singing for 3 hrs cos we went there earlier. walked tiff home 26 june, thursday met up with irene for dinner. she kept me waiting .__. hmm, went to the 99C sushi to makan again. michelle n andy served us! yay~ and we even $2 off. LOL thanks andy! =] acc irene to go explorerkids. she a staff there, so had a chat with those ppl. we ended up gg iceskating at the newly opened ice skating rink! i sucks at it, so played for a while only~ went to find zhihao and one of her friend at tamp later. slacked for a while and went home at 12+am 27 june, friday skipped school. woke up only at 3++ pm. a good SLEEPing ugly i am. met up with jy in the evening. we even had our neoprints! the first with my so called mushroom head* by mingzhe. mz came to fetch us at white sand, a heavy traffic that he was grumbling about and said we didnt tell him that this is not the right way to go.. stop complaining man! TQ hahahaha =x sorry to keep you (samuel) waiting. after picking him up, we headed to suntec. btw LJJ walked past us, JY saw him but i didnt!! he's my idol. its just a pity~ went to nydc to makan. had our spagetti and desert. its luxury to be in there ok! there's this nigel guy they said was interested in me, please lorr. im so boyish, unless he's a gay. they're just trying to play afool. kbox fulled at suntec, so went over to ehub de. reservation was made by sam, sang our way till 2++am. mz sent jy and me back! thanks mz and sam for everything! not forgetting my deary sunshine, ah chuah =] 28 june, saturday project in school early in the morning. and again... im LATE as usual! managed to complete a lot thanks to zahara, the great girl! bused to darling's place after that. 29 june, sunday fetched mom to work, breakfast with dad beside bestie's place. waited for yy for a while till her bus comes. guess what we gonna do?! hee, swimming of course. yy intention was to go suntanning. but, im dark enuff! thanks ah. acc-ed her by sitting in the shades while she's under the hot sun. chatted alot b4 stacy and me went swimming. when ying came to join us, she's super tan like siao! lol. bused back to stacy's place. we rested a while b4 tiff came over. we were having a fashion show at her place. camwhored thruout, all thanks to me =] heh (we're specialised in the black and red stripe shirt). we dared ourselves to go makan with that clothes on (KFC). hmm, there's this guai lan staff there. i was buying my food, and tiff came to the counter telling that person that "there's too lil cheese in this cheese fries, and u dare call it cheese fries?" the guai lan guy in the kitchen was so buay song that he came up to me asking, " is this enuff for your friend or not (the whole fries was covered with cheese -.-)". of course, the reaction was yes right? she was the one who asked me to take it back for her.. then, he dumped that thing on my tray. went back, she was too unhappy that she went up again and asked the manager to come out. GL guy - shouted "what you want?" (from the kitchen) and she complained to the manager. apology was given by the manager. no more cheese fries, got back the money and changed back to mashed potatoes. had this girl's chat later at bestie's place again, till around 10+pm. cabbed home. rushed to pass weizhen her labcoat... 2nd July, wednesday followed xt back to her place. wanted to acc her since im free because her parents were out overseas for work. im a rat at her place, lol (cos i ate a lot of her biscuits). im worst off at bestie's place can! haha. ps ah, xt* =] stayed till 9+ and went to the park. played the swing until i realised there's super duper lots of ants on the sand. ran out of the sandy place. chatted a lil more, and bused home =] 3rd July, thursday took bus with 3 of my freshie to tamp inter. we waited for v long until bus 23 comes. we knew we cannot squeeze with the ppl de, so we walked one bus stop ahead. smart ppl think the smart way =D haha. managed to get our butts in that bus! yay~ find jy at SUB, her workplace. shopped at mango, nothing attracts me :( big FAT SIZE ppl is like that de. im used to it =D tripped to ehub kbox AGAIN, to find stanley (manager). most of the time were only the both of us, cos the managers are busy.. i went crazy in the SUPER BIG AND SPACIOUS room. so previlege you know! HAHA. its a time of enjoyment! after everything, benjamin, the other manager came to join us =] sang a lil more till 1+, walked home. wanted to walk jy home de, but stanley is the man. if he insist, den im (not)fine with it. he went ahead with it btw. ben cabbed home. washed up, ready to sleep. came out from the washroom, SLIP AND FELL.. WEEEeee, how GREAT! laid at that position for a while b4 getting to bed. ILOVEYOU, SUNSHINECHUAH! =] 4th july, friday only had that 5 hrs of pathetic rest. im glad that i was able to wake up for school. if not i'll miss school on friday for the second time. with no mc, warning letters will come my way! went to find ahmad, nel and ray after school. nel drove us to pasir ris park, to celebrate his birthday (its a surprise for him) yea.. i must say that, his driving skills = GOOD! very steady~ =] went to fetch darling arnd 9+pm. hanged around till around 1am, nel drove us back again! thanks bro. sorry for the trouble. really happy to have you ppl around to bring joy to me ^^ btw, happy birthday in advance to you, NEL BRO. 5 July, saturday before going to darling's place. there's this mini schauzer outside my place, and i let it in. HAHA its so cute can! i played with it for a while b4 asking the neighbour if its theirs, which i know is not. cos they have their noisy crazy dogs who barks day and night. non stop. it belongs to a couple who went to neighbour's house to choose puppy to their likings. there's 7 for them to choose! cos the mother doggy (angel) gave birth to them AGAIN! its the 2nd round. the 1st was like 6 months ago? she gave birth to 6, 2 died as it was squeezed at one corner, un-noticed. super poor thing :( this time, they know what to do lerh! was there to visit the puppies again, be a busybody =x! it grown so much in this two weeks lor! now its exactly a month old.. will upload the photos the next round. tmr gg out with jy and cy. the cousins. better get going, if not tmr cannot wake up to meet them on time! heng, blogspot is good. cos this stupid laptop suddenly off by itself. if not i will go crazy! typed out so much le... heartxbr0kenz 06JULY08 0325am |
