| Friday, October 30, 2009 |
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today's work was cancelled the very last minute which made me rather pissed. and the worst thing is, why do they have to lie about it? what benefit has they got from it sia? zzz stupid. and i got up early just to prepare everything eg. make-up.. :( emos. .every lil things remind me of you.. how about you? do you even miss me? i really want to know... yea, and that's why im able to update my blog now! got the time to come home slack a while after school.. did nothing productive in school today, while xt and kym did lots of thing. didnt bring my laptop to school cos of that stupid work larhs, last min cancelled which is so unfair to me :( .how have u been, mr rabbid? going to jw's birthday kbox celebration soon. JW, dont worry kay! we'll be there! :) .what are you doing now, mr W? heartxbr0kenz 30OCT09 1900 |
| Monday, October 26, 2009 |
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it could be due to this, that i've been losing my sleep recently... yea, insomiaa... a really bad one. so much so that i cant stop myself from yawning non-stop in class. . what is it that im thinking? how are you doing without me? maybe i'm just wasting my time... i miss you, do you know? . grouping out, projects out. will be very very busy!! with lots of work to accomplish. anyw, i need to get my boots :( haiz . HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DARLING XIAOTONG~ heartxbr0kenz 26OCT09 2113 |
| Tuesday, October 20, 2009 |
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im super emo to the maxxxx! school reopens later! and im DIFFERENT CLASS with ALL my classmates! its like wtf?! i dunno what to say sia... really sad :( .iguessedyou'vegottenoverit (: congrats! heartxbr0kenz 19oct09 0027 |
| Thursday, October 15, 2009 |
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my feet are breaking after long hours in heels. finally got to rest my feet. the blister has turned into a hum at my last toe, fugly. . today got to do my first assignment at pulau brani naval base, just beside vivocity... no one wants to accompany me to st james after my work. im so sad. anway im tireddd... so just leave the time for resting. need the good rest for school n toastmaster tmr. goodnite. .就讓沉默 代替所有回答 heartxbr0kenz 14OCT09 0053 |
| Wednesday, October 14, 2009 |
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so busy busy, irritating. goodnite. i miss you so much, do you even know? i bet you dont. heartxbr0kenz 13OCT09 0014 |
| Friday, October 9, 2009 |
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this is a very nice song... . . 我知道 by BY2 从来没想过 不能再和你牵手 委屈时候没有你 陪着我心痛 一切都是我 太过骄從 以为你会懂 一直忘了说 我有多感动` 我知道你还是爱着我 虽然 分开的理由 我们都以接受 你知道我会有多难过 所以 即时到最后 还微笑着要我加油 我知道你还放不下我 才会 在离开时 闭着眼没有回头 我们都知道彼此心中 其实 这份爱没停过 从来没想过 不能再和你牵手 委屈时候没有你 陪着我心痛 一切都是我 太过骄從 以为你会懂 一直忘了说 我有多感动` 我知道你还是爱着我 虽然 分开的理由 我们都以接受 你知道我会有多难过 所以 即时到最后 还微笑着要我加油 我知道你还放不下我 才会 在离开时 闭着眼没有回头 我们都知道彼此心中 其实 这份爱没停过 曾经完整幸福的梦 在脑海里头 我多希望你 还在我左右 我知道你还是爱着我 虽然 分开的理由 我们都以接受 你知道我会有多难过 所以 即时到最后 还微笑着要我加油 我知道你还放不下我 答应你 我会好好地过 不让 这些眼泪白流 this song fully describe what i'd been thinking and going thru.. heartxbr0kenz 09OCT09 1754 |
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doing data editing and keying at this hour. im at stacy's house btw. its really sweet of her to get popeye for me as dinner and with the 5 ulcers in my mouth, - 4 of them stuck at one area, i finished everything up! tee hehehee :) yummm.. its really random lo! . tired tired, exhausted. may not have school tomorrow cos xt is still sick who's willing to acc me e whole of tmr? sighh. goodnight. .ican'thelp/resistmyselffromupdatingaboutyourwellbeing heartxbr0kenz 08OCT09 0201 |
| Wednesday, October 7, 2009 |
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everything is so hard to maintain and keep a balance, dont you ppl agree? sighh.. im feeling rather down now. just don't understand why the emo bug loves to stick to me. . i don't know why ppl LOVES to pin-point others' mistake and yet they do the same too. whats the meaning of this? yes i know, because when you point at others, your four other fingers are pointing back at yourself yea? so PLEASE PLEASE, THINK before saying the others.. thanks! take an example - msging and not replying. i shan't mention any further. ____  something i just ate. random.. TODAY .xt went home halfway again, today. .the results of our experiment is going nowhere. .i bit my lips while eating AGAIN. and it bleed profusely. .tried to maintain a big smile on my face, as usual. .sleep with a full stomach = indigestion. .didn't go for my run as expected. - cos i urged myself to go for a run after my early dinner today (even the rice is fully cooked), didnt want to run with a full stomach so waited for 1 hour, ended up in my comfy bed, sleeping till 9+pm.. how great! .  i feel like going clubbing. anyone? :( . i feel like drinking, i want to be drunk. im tearing now. why cant i just stop thinking about it? heartxbr0ken 07OCT09 2256 |
| Tuesday, October 6, 2009 |
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blog for the sake of blogging.. (its actually because of you) spent my whole morning cum evening with kym (ytd + today). ytd was the very first time i left school so early since MP started. left at 3+pm and headed to her sister's shops at chinatown. i love one of the shoes there! gosh, that means im gonna spend money again! had lots of finger food which cost me a bomb. more than 10 bucks on food! back to hana academy for the 4th lesson i missed e last time! i really enjoyed my time there! home sweet home at 4+pm. . as for today, we made up for leaving that early! left at 6+pm xt absent herself n stayed at home to recover from her flu. anyway, we're like stucked, no progression at all! its just a waste of time! the results were going high and low, up and down.. so much so that we dont even know how to explain it! . school fees not paid again. my careperson even called me today to ask if i still wanna continue with my studies. its rather retarded lah. im in my coming 3.2 semester le eh! dont continue study, den do what sia! how abt my diploma cert -.-" . take care of yourself, recover from your fever soon... since i cant know how u've been, i blog for you to know that im doing fine. move on ahead ba... jia you! heartxbr0kenz 06OCTo9 2257 |
| Monday, October 5, 2009 |
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as i was typing a few days back before my lappy went bonko! i was saying I WAS SUPER SWAY TO THE MAX RECENTLY. i just couldnt get it right what was happening to me now and then, but sian.. what to do? this is life. you gotta face it! . hmm, i fell down before boarding the bus. Lucky enough i didnt sprain my ankle but gotten myself a big bruise just on my small thigh. it was embarrassing though.. as nice as anything. big and obvious, like my third eye, going to be the peeping tom to those ladies who wears skirt/dresses.  this is so much better compared to the first day i got it. it recovered a lot le. . spilled the whole chemicals consisting of hydrochloric ACID, ethanol, petroleum ether, diethyl ether etc.. to my whole body. it starts from my neck, just above chest area all the way down and seaped out from my shorts! how great can it be.. the itching, needle like pain got myself to scratch it. and thanks, got myself a new injury again! good grief other parts were fine. I wore two layers on that very day, and got my spag burnt once it got in contact with the chemical. can you imagine how strong the chemical reagents are?! everything on me must be put into the bin, way to go. YAY! wasted me dunno 60+++ dollars on my whole attire that day! even my bra were burnt!! and i went home without any support underneath -.-" sweats. LUCKY i stayed at my aunt's house the previous day, so i got to wear back what i was wearing the previous day.... . there's still a lot a lot of tiny lil problems, unlucky, misfortune for me here and there. i shan't talk about it anymore as i need my beau sleep! gotta go bathe before the bed got all stinked up! there's still school tmr. zzz sianz half. goodnite readers, if you are.... . heartxbr0kenz 05OCT09 0035 |
