| Wednesday, April 30, 2008 |
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im here to update, again.. to express all that is in me. i just couldnt stand it anymore. im feeling really terrible right now. tears cant stop falling, heart aching. they put up a fake front so easily. its so easy to pretend like nothing has happened. backstabbing people, cursing and swearing. what's all these? my thought : "the next target will be me" and yea, like what i'd guessed correctly. its due to some stupid reason. its because i do not have time to sit down, to let them get to know me better. and thats when ppl start talking bad about you. spreading all the rumours that they had come up with. even if they dont mention it in front of me, i can feel it. im someone with feeling. not some stupid retard to let u all fool around with. i dont wanna mention names, its just so obvious! that same group of people. i've seen through all of you since you all started sprouting bad words, cursing and swearing about the people around. seriously, i just couldnt stand the sight of it. ALL I HAVE TO DO IS TO KEEP QUIET. and i guessed that's what makes u people think that im someone who can be bullied. and im here telling you people.. its not true. believe it or not, you choose. you can see it for yourself. u people can continue doing that until u all are sick of it. hmm, a thought of it. i guess u all won't cos that's just what u all love doing. i feel for you all.. a note to take, LIFE IS UNFAIR! dont get deceived that easily. i will stand strong, by His strength I overcome. In christ alone, i place my trust and find my glory in the power of the cross in every victory, let it be said of me the source of strength, the source of hope, is christ alone... heartxbr0kenz 30 APR 08 2345 |
| Monday, April 21, 2008 |
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Horoscope for April 21, 2008 The Bottom Line Everyone makes mistakes -- don't be critical. Be forgiving and give them a chance. In Detail Everyone makes mistakes -- and you should remember that today, when someone who once hurt you comes back into your life. Will you choose to hold on to your anger, or will you let go of the past and give them one more chance? Do for them what you would want them to do for you, if the roles were reversed. Listen to what they say and give them the benefit of the doubt. The stars say that forgiveness is a wise course now. Remember: Forgiveness is not the same as forgetfulness. It's better. i have so much to say. really, so much.. so much that i dont even know where to start from.. im so tired, i feel like giving up. for what ever reason it is. what if he doesnt get convicted? what if he defends himself? like how he once used to. what if the case is lost. what is the outcome? how am i gonna face that person. the thought of it, can really make someone go mad. so many things taking place in my life right now. `unfolding. what must i do? someone tell me... help me out from here. i dont wanna tear anymore. really dont wanna tear anymore. everyone rest well. and take care goodnight. heartxbr0ken 21 Apr 2008 0227. |
