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and she love like she nvr did.. ❤

Tuesday, October 14, 2008
what can i say?
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should i spell the word H-A-T-E
or should i just keep quiet?
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if there's no reaction from me
it shows that i cant be bothered with some retarded ppl.
or do you think that person will think im just being a coward?
.
in any case, if you're looking at this right now.
im blogging this just to tell you,
im not afraid of you. neither can i be bothered with you.
cos i know, only losers go around spouting ppl's bad word
and put up a front - deceiving ppl how GREAT you can be..
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but if you anything continues, i'll just burst everything out
and then you will see, who is right and who's wrong.
who is speaking the fact and who's not.
its quite obvious actually.
its until then, you dont blame me for saying so much.
think - who is the one who push me..
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there's no use faking. cos if its the fact, everyone can see it by action.
not by claiming it with words. no matter how far you can run, you cant deny it forever.
go around and spread ur url and act like you're the innocent party,i dont mind... because they've seen it for real.
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step out of my life, thats what you said. go ahead. i dont wish for your presence
.
alright, back to topic! im late by a few mins and there goes my company bus...
took cab there, and more than an hour of my pay is gone. g00dness damn shit! zzz
talking about pay, i feel super cheated by recruit express.
please please please, do not ever go to an agent for a job, cos they eat almost half of your pay.
35% of mine is gone, and do you know how much that is a day! zzz
stupid darn agency.!
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today there's a whole stack of workload for me to get it done.
guess what? i cant finish it in that given 9 hours!
i still have 4 stacks to go! have to do it tmr ):
out of 3 weeks, its the most work i've got on my desk!
and its the messiest of all days larh.
BADD DESK DAYY~
woo hoo.. but time flies really fast with that much of workload
and of course, sleepiness comes my way.
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i'll be free-d from work on friday. but my torment is about to start again!
SCHOOL IS STARTING ON MONDAY~ gosh.
split class, study study - just hate it..
how i wish i dont have to work or study or anything.
just play and enjoy life. ah ha, wishful thinking.
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just got home from A8A2 class chalet. no plan, no nothing..
so came home rather early. goodnite ppl. rest well and dont fall sick. tc~
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heartxbr0kenz
15OCT08 0026

and she love like she nvr did.. ❤

Thursday, October 9, 2008
before i go to bed, this is what im gonna do.
post long long, everything that happened so enjoy your stay.
ALRIGHTY, starting off with the incomplete entry about F1
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28-29 SEPT
i saw XIAO S on the 3rd day! woo hoo~
she's super minute. small size even though given birth larh.
i dont have the honour to bring her to her table ):
its alright, may shall do the job! heh heh.
work overtime a lil without getting paid
because its the grand grand important day ahh~
so beared with the heels a lil more. yea man.
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when we're heading to get the cab at the other end,
some ti co pek followed us and told us nonsense
eg. it would be great if you girls were in my arms
sleeping beside me etc. crazy guys, too despo~
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for the hari raya week, i only went to work for 1 & 1/2 day.
surprise? nothing to be surprise of, cos IM A MALAY~
so i can go celebrate together with the rest =x WAHAH~
it was an eventful week, so busy with activities up for me.
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29SEPT mon - due to F1 thats why i didnt go. went to polyclinic to get an mc for two dayss! haha~ so there's excuse for being absent on tues.
had lunch with darling after doctor and went to see babiie.
at night, went to eileen's birthday bbq.
there's not much food left and cant eat it due to my SEXAY VOICE.
wahaha~ look at the guys bowl and ton at mac a while until i got home at 3+
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30SEPT tues - a lil sick. dont feel like going, ended up gg in e afternoon
cos have to submit time sheet to recruit express
if not i cant get my money until one week after the 19th OCT. sian.

heh! after much talking and calling,
i finally agreed to go with jy and ying to powerhouse.
ton at nic's place that night, went home in the afternoon
and its time for me to rush and prepare!
SPENT around $50 on cab fare luh~ super broke, sianzz....
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01OCT wed -
HARI RAYA CUM CHILDREN's DAY CUM my VERY VERY SPECIAL DAY =]
went out with darling to shaw house to watch connected. RECOMMENDED~
u ppl shud catch it when have the time!
had pepper lunch, its been so long since i had that...
btw its my 2nd time having that, yeah (:
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02OCTthurs - suppose to work in the morning and take afternoon leave
but couldnt wake up. so yea man! went to wisma for the talent search with gfs.
thanks sunshine for intro! brought $20 back with us.
i tout i could have the chance to win that $300 and i'll be rich.
its just so close. zz, the thought of it just made me sian...
just dont see any reason why ________________. F
sunshine bought super lots of clothes at fareast while waiting for nic lor!
siao girl, too rich liao. trained back and they have dinner
while i go darling's place see baby cos she's back from surgery.
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03OCT fri - its working time. okay i dont rmb what i did after work. STM
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04OCT sat - went for photoshoot in the afternoon with my photographer.
didnt go in the mornin at 9 cos irene said her photographer camera spoilt,
and the photographer sucks lah. its so obvious from the pic he took. omg!
so ended up i decided to go for mine at the very last min.
asked her if she wanna tag along and she took a rocket here.
normally will not show up. zzz.
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after shooting at SBG, went to sengkang to take bus 88 back to pasir ris.
meeting time for dinner is 5 and what time do i get my food? after 930pm.
i knew this would happen but not after 4 hrs plus hours of waiting
and walking cos we alight at the wrong stop.
before the east coast mac, we had to walk all the way to the hawker .___.
took more than half an hour walking...
hungry like mad dog. queued super long for the satay beehoon
which turned out to be not v nice. waste my time queuing and cursing ppl.
BLAME IT ON CHANGI VILLAGE's RENOVATION!
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05OCT sun - photoshoot again at hort park this time round.
my first visit, its a very nice place. you will love it.
this time round, jing ying followed. so there's 3 girls in total and 4 photographer ._.
heard ming calling guys to come down last min
cos of the short handed photographers.
sorry ming, you told me can de... hmmm, enjoy the day with my sunshine.
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after shoot, sat at redhill bus stop to wait for jy's friend
to come fetch her or else she'll be lonely.
ended up, joining them along for dinner .__.
i hope you dont mind girl.. btw, her friend's RACE CAR is super cool can!
but noisy like hell.. just like F1. haiyo~
after dinner at cine, went dte for kbox awhile b4 i head home.
WAHAHA i won jy two rounds of pool~ =DDD.
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this week after work darling got come fetch me. two days le oh! including today~
went hongkong restaurant makan at ehub.! cos i got my pay. heh heh.. yummy foody~!
mk called me to tell me she saw me. hmm, ying wx and darrell at super dog.
shop shop walk walk arnd. before heading home. spent arnd 40 bucks today!
all on food. see hw li hai i can eat. haiyo HAPPY HAPPY. but unhappy cs of some ppl. zz
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recession, bad economy. be prepared?
oh well, whatever it is..
i just hate it. goodnight
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dont come back begging me, cos i see no point in doing it.
heartxbr0kenz
10OCT08 0025




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