this is specially for my special BFF, sunshine (: rmb, i'll be here for you... .
. Hey there sad eyes What's on your mind? Don't look so down Give it some time
You don't have to be so hard on yourself I know the world can be a brutal place Please don't let it steal your smile away
Cause when the sky's the darkest You can see the stars And when you fall the hardest You find how strong you are
Close your eyes, rest awhile It's been a long, long day So come on baby, baby Have a little faith
Let those tears fall You gave it your all That's all you can do, I'll be here for you And there goes your cry, crushed on the ground Sometimes it takes a wall to tumble down For you to see who's gonna stick around
Cause when the skys the darkest You can see the stars Cause when you fall the hardest You find how strong you are
Close your eyes, rest awhile It's been a long, long, long, day So come on baby, baby Have a little faith
Sometimes it gets worst before it gets better And it takes too much to be brave Sometimes it feels it will hurt forever But when all the lights begin to fade
Cause when the skys the darkest You can see the stars Cause when you fall the hardest You find how strong you are
Close your eyes, and rest awhile It's been a long, long day So come on baby, baby Come on baby, baby Have a little faith
Have little faith, Ooooh Have a little faith Have a little faith
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HELLO THERE! do you miss me? hahaa.. im sorry, i could only blog now! . (PICTURES WILL ONLY BE UPLOADED AFTER I GOT MY USB CABLE and WHEN THE OTHERS HAV SEND ME OKAYYY! SORRY) blame it on my card reader =P . my schedule was so filled and packed yesterday! after my major project meet up in school, rushed over to coach irene's brother on his maths! i just hope that he knows what i was telling him for that 1 and a half hour! because whenever i asked him if he understands what i'm teaching, he will give the IDK face to me. . met jonathan and darrell at the bus stop just opposite irene house at 6+pm... took bus all the way from pasir ris to upper serangoon. Wondering why huh? BECAUSE BECAUSE, theodore asked me to go down. haha~ its not as simple as that. if you have not know, it was longzhen's birthday yesterday and we intended to give her a surprise! got the JACK RUSSELL (DAMN CUTE) that theo bought for LZ and travelled down to her place. . i kept saying it was a mistake to go down because i spent $30+ in that pet shop! after the celebration, walked all the way home to find my bank book. it was 1130pm by that time, and luckily i managed to find it within 10 minutes so i have to walk 2-3 bus stops to darling's house. i was perspiring like mad can! HAHAHAa, its a good form of exercise, so its okay =P . went school for a lame educational talk, on further studies. since i wasnt intending to further my studies, XT and I SNEAKED out after sitting in for 10minutes in the auditorium. went to my favourite canteen to MAKAN, my chicken chopp. i nearly got bloated to death! GREEDY ME! hahaaa.. . went tampines to shop and walk with xt till her date came =P hahaaa.. ANYWAY, I FINALLY GOT MY HAIR TRIMMED after like 9-10 months. thats like super long right! HAHAAA. actually, my ultimate intention is to save money larh! =P joking.. BEFORE on left, AFTER on right. my hair became more volumed yea.. . alrights, there you have it.. my days are fulfilling thanks to all my friends and darlings. TQ (: sorry mich for not gg to club tonight... .
ANYWAYYY. something amazing to share with you guys! On August 7th 2009, At 34 minutes and 56 seconds past 12. The time will be: 12:23:56 07/08/09 123456789 this wont happen again for another thousand years! isnt that just SOO COOL?! haha (:
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Thursday, July 30, 2009
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LONGZHEN!!!! (: . and IN ADVANCE FOR MICH! stay pretty pretty always k! (: love you girls! . anways, i've changed my playlist! hope you like it (: . i love my darling, and it will always be the way.. i will NEVER leave you, i promise. 30JULY09 0102
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
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hello hello... . im blogging from darling's house now. i will be staying here for 3 or 4 days because darling's parents won't be around. darling has to go to work in the morning so i am the only one available to bring baby for a walk in the morning. FYI, if you do not know, my dog, shih tzu is named baby (: . anywaysss, im feeling SOOOO much better now... hehee. anyway the interview on tues was nothing. it was just filling up the form and poof*! you can start work anytime! will need booking of course!! i need money money, so i must book to kill time off when im FREEEEEEE~ . the retarded thing was, i cant work immediately because i didnt bring my bank book with me! i couldnt find it anywhere. stupiddd...!!! realized everytime you need something, then it will go missing. when you dont need it, it will always be lying around.. hmm ): .
last night i spent the whole day at sunshine's house.. i wanted to accompany her, ended up i slept first. and she had the movie marathon herself LOL~ i'm so sorry darling... =P hehee... i hope you will feel better alright.. im sad to see you like that, it hurts you know... kan le jiu xing tong ): . oh well.. my usb cable is not with me and my card reader is failing me so i cant upload the photos xt and me took on tuesday. will upload when i found it ya. meanwhile, do wait for my post! (: . goodnight peeps, i need to start on my research now... so many things in hand, wish me luck man!! . credits: Lenrek Ang .
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Tuesday, July 28, 2009
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ARGH! yesterday was a torturous day for me to pass through! Most probably is food poisoning from TIAN TIAN, everyday steamboat, food that i'd consumed the day before - mentioned on my previous post. woke up early 6+am to prepare for the RWS interview, but i TOTALLY MISSED IT! my ONE AND ONLY chance ): no more briefing after that... im just SUAY SUAY SUAY. darn unlucky! and im really upset about it! . spend my whole day in bed having cold sweat, perspiring like madd....! pressing down all the EXCRUCIATING PAIN that keeps coming back to me ): . the worst thing is, i have to go to school in that super bad state. however, i managed to get through it.. sorry jy sunshine for not meeting you at tamp.. reached home at 6+pm and guess what?! i slept from 7PM till 11+am just now. a total of 16 hourss +++ LOLS. TOTAL PIG-NESS (: (oinks~) . anywayys, i am going out with tong tong soon. she's gonna bring me to her hotel restaurant for interview as a waitress i WANT my service crew position in sentosa BADLY! ): but there is no point complaining since its fate that i miss the interview! and of course, FOR THE SAKE OF MONEY!! - darn broke now. . meanwhile, i shall get myself prepare for my MAJOR PROJECT that is up now. guess everyone started immediately after the briefing yesterday! all the best ppl! . Credits: Teh Han Lin (: . and dont forget to come visit me at my blog ya.. i'll try to update ASAP.
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Monday, July 27, 2009
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there wont be attachment later because i'd became an intern and have completed my student internship programme! that doesnt mean i don't have to sleep early. my sleep must be sufficient to keep me awake for the interview at redhill, 9am later and not forgetting my project TESTT! meaning i'm gonna fail for sure because i didn't contribute much to this project package no. 2. im feeling really panicky now because i havent printed out my highest educational certificate qualification and doesn't have two passport size photo of myself. im real dead ): badd badd impression to the staff there. . anyway, i left AVA on friday, feeling touched and appreciated. . all of them chipped in MOOLAHS to buy Liyun and me k. swiss watch! although ours are of the same design but we've got different coloured watches! its a really pretty piece. . Chevonne hand-made chocolate chip cookies made my heart melts and not forgetting my stern supervisor's expensive ball point pen from takaa... last but not least, the japanese dinner, from ATASHI? at paragon.. that my branch ppl had treated me before i left. (its really YUMMY, you shouldnt miss that out. hmm, its rather expensive though....) i am really happy that they care.. but i thought its a waste of $.$ hmmm~ but they kept telling me, if ppl give you something, just keep it and say thank you. dont push it back (because thats what i tend to do, hmmm) . . . . after dinner, went to walk around ion, the newly opened mall at orchard located beside wisma atria. oh gosh, the mall is really huge, so confusing that chevonne and me got lost a few times. many things are branded, so go to the area only if you can affort! if not it will only makes you yearn for it, its a terrible feeling of wanting but not able to get it due to the limitations we hav ): whereas another area looks just like VIVO city. hahaaa. that's the place where i still can fork out a little money on my desires! they have this super big SEPHORA there, and i just love every minute of my time in there, its a great place for LADIES to shop at. i confirm you will never regret walking in there! haha! . today went aunt's shop to help out in the afternoon, busy day as usual. taught the kids their homework before heading to bugis to celebrate my dearest doreen cousin's birthday. had TIAN TIAN, every steamboat as our meal... darling said the food there is dirty but we still stuff the food down our throat! one thing bad about this place is the service! one word: LOUSY. aiyoh! we shouldnt be expecting much any way. . after which, went to iluma, another newly open mall, which is located beside bugis street with felicia, doreen and nicholas to look at the clothes there! they're on SALES, yes SALES if you have not seen clearly! i bought 6 tops at one go ALTHOUGH IM DARN BROKE LAH.! hahaaa. we messed up the clothes there, and it turned out to be like a mountain. sorry uh! when ladies shop, they TURNED into "OBASAN", like an auntie in the market. LOL~ . my boss said the same thing again, "WAH, STUDENT, YOU ARE SUPER SLACK EH!", on the very last day of work, cos this is what i did.. LOL! . heartxbr0kenz 27JULY09 0109am.
Saturday, July 25, 2009
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I'm feeling kinda EMO now. I don't know what's wrong with me... hmmm~ maybe its the song.
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AHHHHhhhh~ help me!
MY EYE BROW IS CROOKED~!! zzz, all thanks to my itchy hands ): lolss...
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Friday, July 24, 2009
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hahaa. realise every now and then, you see me blog is when i am FREE~ during my working time. Boss isnt around so i have no one to eye on me. Anyway its the last day of my attachment here, so dont see a need for me to accomplish anything at this moment of time! I dont think i will be blogging like that anymore cos Cos COS COS COs im going back to that stupid school. LOLs. . ytd after work chiong-ed to get the contact lenses from my supplier for michelle da jie (its like FINALLY). then to ehub to get the ingredients that i was missing! RUSH RUSH RUSH, and finally got the two layers done. Went clubbing at Dbl O (Obar). alot of malays on thursday, hmmm... home-d and continue the last layer of my cheesecake. (: slept at 4+am. . I'm feeling... . HAPPY the cheesecake that i made for my colleagues is worth the effort because they finished the whole tray of it. . SAD im leaving this place, going back to school ): . SIAN I've got nothing to do NOW . TIRED slept for less than 2 hours last night before coming to work. . will be heading to paragon after this for a treat from my colleagues. Yeah, a farewell dinner. cant wait because my FAVOURITE japanese food will be served in less than 5 hours time. tee hee hee.... bye bye.. (: lols 24JULY09 1556
Thursday, July 23, 2009
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there's this saying from someonespecial . nothing is confirmed unless you confirm it
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with your heart. ? .
this statement keeps lingering in my mind. may be...
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how true is this saying?
just think about it.
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im getting bored in the office. rotting soon! its my last 2nd day of my attachment - work! i'll be freed after tmr, but i know i will get bored staying at home. i hate school.. i dont wanna go back to that school! zzz~ . anyway, something memorable happened right outside the office today! this husky came by, and stick to us like a glue. but im sad to say, it has been caught by the dog-catcher of AVA. ): sobx, i miss this pretty little husky. he's a good boy. . its badly injured ))): update more about it when i feel like it.
i took tons of pic of it.. . oh well, we'll just hope for the best for this sweetie pie. 23HULY09 1530
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
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okay, before the clock strike 12 midnight, i better type this out fast and head to my bed. if not tmr darling will say me, cos he told me to rest before 12am! LOLS! everyone wants me to rest early, so i shall abide by my words yea =P hahas. . anyway, i dont know what i was up to today! i just feel like running, and thats it. the feeling came back to me. i hope i can keep this with me in order to have my aim accomplished! which is to lose weighttt!!! CUT DOWN THAT FATS MAN. goshh. . went running with mich and jw. hahas. 2 hours out in the field, anyway its a good start. we will continue to jia you ya? (forgotten to take pic together ): sianz) . made last week's leftover batch of cookies at work today. ARGh, the butter cookie is a failure lahh.!! made me so heart pain ): sobxxx.... however, a happy note is my vanilla cookie is still as good as last week's ones. although the appearance = cannot make it, but its the taste that matters ya? just close your eyes and gorge everything down.. hahas! . i've been EATING NON STOP ever since i came back from GENTING! i need to monitor my food intake man! but but, the thing is i have no self-control at all, especially when the food is placed in front of me. luring me ): . i will try my besttt best besttt. just STOP ME when i start to gorge unhealthy food or eating in excess okay. (: good night peeps.
PS: FEET PAIN T_T . credits: JEFF - kingfishers on this note, i leave you.
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Monday, July 20, 2009
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before i start, please help me click on the ad at the sidebar! thank you =D
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saturday was a fun-filled/ fun-loving day.
its been a long time since i last went for TFCD photoshoot. brought 3 darlings along with me, namely, sunshine jy, cherry mk and LZ had yummi-licious bento set meal thanks to MING our chef! he is always there to look out for me (just like a dad), thank you MING bro! (: hehehee~ . if you have not been to Orchid country club - KITAGAWA* JAP RESTAURANT, i think its good not to miss out the food there ya (: WEeeee~ .
this is the appetizer, made from tuna and the bento set
are you getting hungry? hahaas. .
YUMMY, cant stop yourself from salivating right?! hmmm...
. and my THREE pretty ladies (: all ready to tuck in!
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tiff princess came late. and she insist she dont want to shoot.
stubborn girl... hmmm~
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after which, we went to taka to support mk's friend, hafiz if im not wrong.
he sang a total of 5 songs in a row. nice try dude. lz left by then.
and then travelled down to Elliot's house to celebrate his birthday!
nab's man, sk's friend. (: together, all of us went.
his house is damn cool can! i want a house like his when i have a family in the future!
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tiff and mk left first while the 4 of us went to shaw ktv again.
enjoyed singing / relaxation for 3 hrs before heading home!
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anyway, just one photo for now. (:
credits : Stitche Rontino (: . thank you alpha. PS: i DONT WANT you to leave me, susan ): sighh~ i know im gonna miss you so much, the days without you ): sighh~ .
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Friday, July 17, 2009
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PRECISELY! Because you do not know how to show the basic care and concern. headache. nights. .2221.
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I am so glad, and so honoured to have Eric Feng, the marvelous one of the top 25 young enterpreneurs of Asia to vote me as the best speaker of the night yesterday evening. THATS REALLY SHOCKING, i couldnt believed it! Got him to sign on my book " THE FAQ BOOK ON PUBLIC SPEAKING" because he is the author! He can really express and relate well, and have a good grasp of the audience. I really admire him, i meant the way he bring himself out (: LOL. hehee... although i was very nervous, but im glad it went smoothly for me. .
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Thursday, July 16, 2009
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I FEEL SO FREAKING STRESSS! SO STRESS THAT IM AT THE VERGEOF BREAKING DOWN MENTALLY! ZZZZZZZZZ
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Wednesday, July 15, 2009
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hmm.. i don't think i will be going for lunch later. because i had my breakfast an hour ago. breakfast specially made by YUXUAN! (while our supervisors are at the meeting =P shhh~) thank you to my "AVA partner" (: lols... although its a lil bland but but.. its still very nice okay. im honoured and touched! hahahaa =P . there's cuttlefish balls, xiao bai cai and egg... the vege was the first to be put in, thats why it looks so unappetizing. it should put in last =P . so in return, i made honey drink for him (: . yuppyy. i just enjoy the thought/moment of slacking at work...
Yes. I don’t deny I’m a HUGE EMORMOUS GIGANTIC 24/7 slacker.
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Monday, July 13, 2009
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miss me? (: . oh well. life is as usual. taking each step at a time... im overwhelmed with thoughts everytime im left alone. it loves to run wild wildd.. . Anyway anyway, mom (aunt) registered me for toastmaster! this thursday, I will b given a world of my own for that few minutes to share what I'd preparedd.. I wonder how everything will go. Hopefully I wont be so anxious that I keep stammering. It will be darn embarrassing! But think I will most probably be.. Because its my first meeting with them, and of course sharing my introductory speech. I just hope this utmost support will keep me going (: I want to be confident of myself. . Anyone interested to join me? It’s a lifelong skill you'll be gaining. Do give it some consideration alrights?! . Btw btw, I'd gain much from my beauty make-up class! Its great! im now a graduate (: But my financial isnt that good at this point of time! So yea, I won't be getting any product from hana/ or would I rather say from amway? hahas.. . ytd was my first time putting on what I'd learn into my everyday life.. It takes me quite a while, but im glad because I got appraisal and compliments that my make up is nice. wahahas! Aunt even wanted to go learn okayyy... and she said that I should do that everyday. Haha. Hmm, I am a very lazy person, so I told my aunt I wont be. I need that extra 5 or 10 minutes of sleep THAN waking up just to be beautiful. (Maybe I need a change? =P ). For those who know me well enough, will know that SLEEP and PLAY is the most important to me! .
feeling bored at work )): . heartxbr0kenz 13JULY09 1500
thanks darren for the photo.
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