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Sunday, September 30, 2007
zzz. lots of down side recently..
ytd was my first time to parkway parade? i think so..
im the mountain turtle. ah ha..
before that went to gordon's birthdae party at aunt wendy's house.
the UNLUCKY thing is that joel lost the phone at the aibi shop..
which is selling exercise de machines..
he was interested in the machines so left the newly bought N73 phone on the chair he was sitting on...
when we reached the carpark, den we realise the phone is missing.
by the time we called, its off. obviously someone stole it le.. zzz

quite angry with joel lah! den sarah the extra, irritating bitch is damn zz..
getting on my nerve.. sucky de.. dislike her lah! todae oso...
stupid attitude. i jus feel like giving her a TIGHT SLAP over the face!
todae went back to pwp to change the trampoline we bought ytd.
also to the singtel shop to get a new sim for aunt [mom]

havent been gg off with friends for v v v vv long alr... dots..
mayb tmr gg but i think gg to ps again.. promise le.
so sorry.. cos my another aunt saes another thing. aiya i oso don know
i'll see how things go ba..

todae cried infront of regina aunt when helping me cut the skin from the flat of my feet..? hahas sole isit? hmm. cos got one hole -.- beneath the thick skin. they sae mayb is corn? due to the stupid shoe.. cos not nice to wear! hmm.. mayb its something sensitive to me?
"do u think the aunts here treat u better than ur mom?" den i started tearing -.- dots hor?
cos she don even care about me.. she din even ask about me when im away from home for such a long time.. but i know, she has her problem.. i shant bother much about that le.. zz. cos i can feel the joy of family here..

btw jus now the channel 5 that drama for charity show, the ppl in there is v poor thing.. zzz so bad de..

oh well.. take care ppl! keep in touch!
zzz.. reali don know wads with me
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30SEPT07 2230

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Friday, September 28, 2007
like always, slacked the whole day thru today!
stay in shop, slack.
reject all the meet up with friends.
getting more and more anti social.
super jia lat.

dont have the intention of gg to dance tmr.
venue- old school.
cos my presence will onli make the dance grp LAO KUI!
my dance sucks! memory sux, co-ordination oso sux!

everything sux!!
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28SEPT07 2038

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Tuesday, September 25, 2007
HELLO!

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Monday, September 24, 2007
The Bottom Line
Your reputation is shining brightly -- so you have too much to lose by being lazy.

In Detail
Right now your reputation is shining brighter than ever, but that only means that it's more important than ever to maintain its spotless sheen. You have far too much to lose by putting only half your energy into whatever you're doing, so resist the urge to put things on auto-pilot at any point today. Give this day one hundred percent, and prove to the powerful people who are watching that you are the real deal -- not just someone bluffing their way through life.

HAHA. been slacking the whole day thru today leh.. now den tell me? whats the use sia! bad.. hmm. cousin jus killed a dengue mosquito, her powerful "SMACK" den there it goes... haha! reali black and white de lah, and very big some more.. hmm, got mosquito bite on my leg there i wonder is it that =x hahas.. oh well! BEWARE OF DENGUE!

joel nuisance sia! wan follow "mom* to school den at there throw tantrums and cry like crazy. feel like giving him one tight slap and wake him up man! how old onli.. den so naughty le! everything oso demand! badd! haha. jayden laughing now.. so cheerful, so cute! hmm..

oh well hope everything is gg fine for everyone of eu.. those who has holiday, ENJOY!!! haha. sorry ah, keep rejecting those who asked me out! not i don wan sia.. is jus that im at aunt's place den don know how ah. sian! oh well, drink more water.. takkaire ppl! eug- get well soon =] LOTS OF LOVE!

no more thoughts!
heartxbr0ken
24SEPT07 1946

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Sunday, September 23, 2007
The Bottom Line
Adopt a new point of view about work, because your expectations are not realistic.
In Detail
Take another look at your workload today, and reevaluate the expectations you have for yourself and for the people you work with. Are you being fair, are you being idealistic, or are you being unreasonable? It's one of the three. Right now, you need to adopt a new point of view about things, because your expectations are just not realistic. The good news is that once you admit that things aren't going to happen the way you want them to, you'll figure out the next best plan.
can it be towards relationship matters?!

okayy. im at aunt's place now.. feeling reali warm! -.- just played audition, going to bed real soon. super tiredd.. wore contacts for 17 hours ++ le, dying soon. feel reali stressed recently.
the way for me to relieve is to SWIM! yeah.. went swimming with irene ytd. swam for 2 hours plus, arnd 3 hrs. there's this uncle, again. that time when i was in secondary sch, i often go swimming. den he'll teach me and stacy don know wad lah. saw him again, den he anyhow touch touch. LOL! irene's reaction v funny. oh well! i jus do wad he teach lorr. cos i know he mean no harm..

hopefully todae will have a good rest cos havent been resting well for past few daes. fridae slept for 13 hours. actuali wan go clubbing with agnes de. in the end was too tiredd after swimming so nv go. sorry arhs. make up to u the next time! irene, xt and yy ps =x jy nvr reply! BAD! oh well.. went to ECP to cycle jus now.. first time i saw the lagoon! yupp! ate MAC jus now but am still feeling hungry.. how arhs? SO FAT ALR!!! T_T sobx.. alrights, i shall stop here. ciaoz

which path shud i take? CONFUSE! keep a standstill
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23SEPT07 0139

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Thursday, September 20, 2007
The Bottom Line
A recent conversation has you thinking hard -- spend the day mulling things over.

In Detail
A recent conversation has got you thinking hard about tough issues about where you want your life to go next. To sort through things more clearly, ask yourself whether or not you're interested in making one big change or a few small ones. That will help you pinpoint a timetable and even to come up with a loose plan of action. Any career research you do today will provide you with some information that gets you thinking about a geographical move.

im alone by myself all along
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20SEPT07 1402

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Monday, September 17, 2007
The Bottom Line

Don't be too dogmatic about whether or not you like something. Be more open.

In Detail

When someone suggests something that doesn't sound like much fun to you today, it's fine to voice your objections, but don't be too dogmatic about whether or not you're interested in participating. Not only could you be cheating yourself out a potentially really fun thing, you could be giving people the erroneous idea that you are not as flexible as you used to be. Try to be a sport today and just go with the flow. As outrageous as it might sound, you do not always know what's best.

last night play audi till 6am ++. todae woke up at 1+ to see chuah's msg. acc her to sch to get her art work. ah ha, no more board for you. ruimin got hers too! den I went out with JYJYJY CHUAH CHUAH!! my darling to CHINATOWN! =x hehe... bought a skirt and a watch.. nicey, thanks darling for bringing me there! pierce ear hole. YEAH! my third time at the same position -.- how nice. lol

came back home and watch GONG ZHU XIAO MEI! its a damn nice show. the second epi will onli come out next week. sian! i wan i wan! reali nice.. main actress - angela zhang, actor - WU ZHUN! im sure a lot of ppl mi si ta le. so u better catch this show. damn nice =]

just receive a late msg telling me tmr got remedial for BIO! AHHH! i will go crazy!! haix

talk to me! pls do not ignore me!
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17SEPT07 2344

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Sunday, September 16, 2007
no dinner and lunch, just breakfast. tout will be going to travel fair again to book the tour to bintan. ask them not to buy dinner. jie left over for me but di went to eat it. feeling v hungry now. sighh. reached home at 12+pm slept till 5+ tonight dont have to slpp le..

ytd went to chalet, our clique [JY, Tiff, Stacy & me] , MK's clique [MK, LZ, YY, Marie] and YJ clique [YJ, YH, Darrell, YL, YQ, Jonathan, Walter, Theodore, Xavier] is there.. hope i din miss out anyone.. bbq the whole night. the fire is v pathetic. have to restart n start again. one box of food left down there, got taken by others. there's a lot of chicken wing n otah, cos no one is there to keep watch or rather we din bring up the food. i stood in front of the pit all along. hair smells of bbq now.. cant wash off T_T lz and jie says it v smelly T_T den lz ask if i use charcoal shampoo for hair. LOL.

drank a bit, quite a lot got drunk actually.. very jia lat, not vomit den cry, if not, uncomfortable. some went crazy.. they become the laughing stock of others. LOL. was feeling a lil giddy ba.. den fell down outside e toilet ytd. too slippery and so many slippers there. now leg got one red patch, siann. 9 of us stayed over, i slept beside Darrell..

i guess there's nothing for me to blog about le.. shan't take up ur time anymore
i feel like crying
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15SEPT07 1952

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Saturday, September 15, 2007
last min got dance tmr.
failed bio. have to take supp paper.
tmr got chalet, a bonding session.
lz, yy ask to go shopping b4 that
going back from aunt's house later.
afraid will overslpt and miss dance class.
waist is breaking already, very painful.
havent bathe at this time. sticky =x
very super duper big ulcer at both side
look retarded now.
sleeping soon, watching aiqingmofashi
and just played audition for v long.
SIANN DAY!!
might be gg to BINTAN this yr end with aunt
TAKE CARE PPL!

this shall be the day....
heartxbr0ken
15SEPT07 0028

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Thursday, September 13, 2007
feeling a lil "EEEK" now! zzz.. since just now when couz cooked fried rice. zzz just very disappointed.. horoscope is v true.. sighh

13SEPT07
The Bottom Line
Resist sharing your inner thoughts today. They're not as interesting as you think.
In Detail
Do you know your limits? It's time to find out what they are -- especially in terms of your social relationships with others. If you have ever been accused of 'oversharing', then try to hold back on a few of your inner thoughts today. It's not that no one cares, it's just that no one cares as much as you think they do. Wait for people to ask you what's going on in your head instead of spilling it all at the very first opportunity you get. A little mystery couldn't hurt, you know.

luckily i din say anything, cos they couldnt care less also.. kept quiet thruout the whole journey back.. dont think will be mentioning anything zzz. *uck

failed my bio, have to take sup paper [dont know when is the idiotic sup paper!]. got scolding in the afternoon abt having the thought of droppin school.. sighh. just a very SHAG day larhs!

how am i suppose to face you?
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2028

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Tuesday, September 11, 2007
last night went to J8 for evan almighty. the show quite humorous. hmm, got a new slipper.
hmm. todae din go to shop to help out in the morning, consecutive -2daes. overslept! last night slept at 4 plus, cos mind couldnt rest. afternoon went over to uncle kenneth's place to play audi! den when aunt [mom] is gg to fetch sarah that time got scolded for swinging didi. den when they're back had a piff with the kids. sarah sean n joel. i will die and vomit blood man! now the kids are getting so rude. just the other dae i saw a kid in the shop, arnd 7 yrs? orimary 1 or 2 den he came in and scold CHEEBYE and went off.. what the? wad is the world coming to -.- so lame! den cried for quite long todae.. very emo emo! mayb my aunt is coming to visit me alr.. hmm..

TODAE [911 - a memorable date!] IS DADDY's BIRTHDAE! HAPPY BIRTHDAE TO YOU! lots of love.. may all ur dreams come true!

11SEPT07

The Bottom Line
Just try to have fun while you can today -- you can't wait for the perfect moment.
In Detail
Have you ever have one of those dreams where you are trying to run as fast as you can, but somehow can't do much more than slowly inch your way along? Today might feel a bit like that -- frustrating, limiting, and yet somehow interesting. Whatever it is that is impeding your progress isn't clear, and it isn't important. There is no point in getting rid of the obstacles right now -- they are not going anywhere. Just try to have fun as you try to fun faster.

the day of ur arrival back home
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091107 2351

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Monday, September 10, 2007
The Bottom Line
The correspondence between you and someone else is getting more rewarding today.
In Detail
The correspondence between you and someone else is getting a lot more complicated -- it may finally be time for a face-to-face meeting. The two of you are working under some assumptions, and they need to either be confirmed or debunked before things go any further. And the only way you can do that is to speak with them in person and get them to answer the questions that they have been avoiding. You need to come clean a little bit, too -- so make a date!

maybe its btwn me and you...
heartxbr0ken
10SEP07 1144am

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Sunday, September 9, 2007
siianz.. todae is a sunday. went to church for service just now, learnt about not to use God's name in vain. went back to shop later in e noon for lunch. have been staying over in aunt's house for more than a week alr.. intend to stay here and not go home forever. dont like going back. only here, i can sense the warmth that a perfect family can give.. sighh.

worthy of worship worthy of praise, worthy of honour and glory.

went to east coast park on fridae at 8 plus to cycle.. with aunt (mom) , joel (bro) and sarah.
ytd was my first time to tampines ikea. although i stay so near but din have the chance to go there.. go there buy funiture meh? i don own a house and im so poor. XD dont need any of it. they shall do the buying. our ultimate aim is to go there and have dinner! the food was yummy~ din have the time to shop cos went to pasir ris park b4 that, played at the playground. tonight we'll be gg to J8 to watch evan almighty! hope its a nice show! thanks mom for everything u have done and given to us..

maybe he reali doesnt want to talk to me anymore... im sorry

please forgive my harshness
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09SEP07 333pm

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Thursday, September 6, 2007
BELATED HAPPY BIRTHDAE TO AGNES AND IRENE! =]

btw todae went to the interview, its a CHEAT!!!! sobx.. SO STUPID! marketing again! sian sian sian...

no more job le! sighh.. mayb be a service crew?
sorry xt for the last min change =[

still surviving...
heartxbr0ken
06SEP07 1056pm

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Monday, September 3, 2007
its alwaes like that..

the thing i want to emphasized on...

why is it when everything seems to be over, people will then realised that they have lost something/ someone dear to them.. why didnt they know how to cherish in the beginning?!

think through this question! .. and start treasuring the ones around you before everything is too late!

...please take me away*-
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03SEPT07 1556




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