| Saturday, February 24, 2007 |
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mom and dad, grandma(s)/grandpa(s), im sorry to let u all worried abt me.. im sorry, jess is a bad girl.. she lost her phone, she din inform u all wher she's going. she let u all worried, wait for her call, wait for her to reach home. made u cry.. jess is sad too. jess don like to go home.. she hates being home.. home is a sad place, she doesnt wan to stay here.. this is not where she belongs. when she got home - see mom drinking.. ask her wher's dad, why isnt she with him. ans: he went out to drink.. dad came back, drunk. slammed the door. slept with lights on. sobber~ hangover..? (mayb..) the whole room - e reeks of alcohol. jess helped to switch off the light at 5++ am.. jess is sad~ she is alone at home alwaes. is it wrong to go out and find friends? she is feeling so lonely, so down.. everytime.. but why, why couldnt u all understand her.. understand how she feels. mom n dad, i knoe u all are sad too. alwaes out, drinkin, gambling. is there no other choice? ya, mayb.. if not, boredom will jus kill.. i really don understand why u all have to go to the extend of doing that.. jess is tearing now.. she is sad~ heartxbr0ken 553pm 24feb07 |
