| Wednesday, March 14, 2007 |
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CRYING MY HEARTS OUT hurting/ insensitive/ harsh words that hits me hard. there's just so much going on right now that she havent told anyone, not a single soul her friends might think they know her all about her. but honestly, you've touched only the surface of what is going on inside her head. and she feels like crying so bad like how right now, she's tearing up as she type this but who can truly understand what she's going through? and even if someone does understand, they won't be able to help. because while she've been through bad stuff, this is the big daddy of them all, the monster boss of all problems. and this is really anchoring her heart she can feel it sinking deeper and deeper every second into a bottomless pit. but no matter how sad she is, or how many tears fall from her eyes, the problem still won't be solved like how she wants it to be so might as well smile, try to forget that it's happening, and move on bravely right? im sorry peeps if i bored u with her emo-ing again and peep will just prolly think "there she goes again. negativity." but im sorry i jus need to let it out.. she just cant help it.. be there for me heartxbr0ken 14march2007 0143am |
