| Monday, March 12, 2007 |
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-she doesnt know wad she's trying to do either.. so confused, so vex.. everything. but she pretend that everything's gonna be alrights. to pretend that there is some bottomless pit in her heart that sucks all these fears and tears. so she kept telling herself she's ok, tell herself that everything's gonna be fine, everywher she go.. that she'll be strong, she will not fall.. but sometimes the irony of it made me laugh at how things are going.. a part of her is dying.. she feels like tearing.. crying out so loudly, that someone will notice her.. notice that she's feeling reali lonely amidst the crowd of friends, that she needs someone to depend on, someone to care for her.. and maybe someday ppl will jus look back and understand.. understand how she's feeling, how hurt she is.. heartxbr0ken 12 march 2007 |
