| Saturday, May 5, 2007 |
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im feeling so tiredd even though i slept for 8 hrs alr.. hahas.. guess what?! i taunted at I.R.C [at peninsular plaza] the whole night playing games with TINGY and QING(audition,o2jam,maple.. sian1/2) and that sounds a bit retarded yeah..? oh well, what to do? its becos they cant find any friends to keep them company, thats why i came up next in mind.. if they have their friends with them, would they even bother to take a look at me.. not even a glance! i wonder why things alwaes COCKED up this way.. now everyone is happy with their life. happy-go-lucky~ the past has became memories.. dead` to carry on, i reached home onli at 1030am this morning! dong buay tiao liao, sure peng lah.. Zzz~ sighh! and with me staying up the whole night, knowing that i am about to fall sick- cos of my THROAT. I was down with flu and cough [not very serious though; slight] yupp~ but my throat is so much better alr! PREVIOUSLY... -to be specific, on tuesday, it was the worst man! the first thing i woke up -swallow saliva -> pain like shit~! [the dae before {labour day} ate alot of bbq and fried food cos its my precious baby jayden's one yr bd! had chalet] in addition, i was SO SO SOooo late for my tutorial which starts at 9.. i was suppose to be marked absent but its the first tutorial so.. --> "GRACE" lorr! i went into class, telling myself that im not going to cry in class.. yet i couldnt control myself so i started tearing.. ZZzzzzzzzzzzzz sian1/2~ oh well~ they cancelled the roller blading outing for today, changed it to mahjong at stacy's house. msged her before i sleep, asked her to CALL ME till i get up, she din. say she doesnt wan to disturb me, let me rest. so.. i missed out the fun =( sighh~ thanks to her =] zzz.. SERIOUSLY, i MISS my secondary school days alot! especially my friends..! everyone got into different school, so caught up with sch and stuff.. now we dont even have time for each other.. sighh~ the pace of poly and sec sch is reali different.. i have the INTENTION of skipping sch till i get expelled.. i dont feel like studying already.. can ii? =( sighh~ i am not close with this class of mine.. mayb its jus the beginning, have to get used to it, but i just feel so insecure.. a class that is divided into different cliques, will they gossip and backstab each other?! who knows..  my class..everytime i see my cousin in the lecture theater, she seems so happy.. laughing and chatting with her friends, JUST so happy.. - it does reali made me jealous? sighh.. does it reali matters? -it dont... woke up onli at 7+ by ur call.. yupp~ changed in schedule, so dont have to go out le lorr = dont need to go aunt's house le.. heartxbr0ken 05may07 932pm |
