| Monday, May 28, 2007 |
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hello.. its been weeks since i blog eh? oh well.. actuali i have lots of things to update, but just dont know where to get started.. Zzz.. i wanted to blog on 10th may de but my jie dont allow me to touch her laptop so.. too bad lorr =] im alone, in the school library now.. I wanted to accompany xiaotong, at the same time surf the net thats why im here.. but she went off within 5 mins after stepping into this place how's school? thats the question i want to ask..! i hope everyone is doing fine and not be like me.. stuck with my studies, no intention of going to further my knowledge.. but to slack thruout.. i din touch my homework, din study much for all the quiz and tests. tomorrow there's PIPC1 quiz. If XT din mention about it, i will not know anything and just flunk everything.. how great things are eh..? i SPENT more than $500 since the day i got my ATM card - 10th may! know what? on the very first day, straight after i got my card, i spent $175 on contact lenses! and the spending started.. its like so easyy, so convenient.. [money rolling out from my pocket]. went out to shop, bought quite a no. of things.. but look at the amount i have in my bank now? SIAN le.. haiyo! reali jia lat.. "havent earn money, den know how to spend so much le" - thats what the elders like to say, and i think thats reali very true.. nothing is free in this world.. NOTHING btw have been going out alot.. life is reali boring Zzzzzzz.... on saturday, we went to sentosa to celebrate meikwan's belated birthdayy.. it was quite boring? yupp.. tio pushed into the water by yinghaw -stupidd [ the water was damn salty lorr -.-] den played volleyball.. i laugh non stop, like siao gina like that. but its not funny lorr.. i just feel like laughing. just laugh and laugh but i can feel the emptyness inside.. it was quite sad de.. you know how things are?! it rained after that.. we stayed in the pavilion for a while and went back to the shore.. i felt like swimming to the other end but they dont reali want me to.. so i just stayed near to shore.. yupp~ ying was having fever, hope u're feeling better le.. den stacy din sleep for 2 daes cos of her stupid TRIPLE E camp.. sian de, so she left without having dinner with us.. went to spizza at vivo to have our dinner.. the helena pizza sux~ [not recommended] and soon it'll be my turn.. i was just wondering, wad if everyone forgets my birthday? its not a big deall.. and i would reali like to try it out! so on wednesday, just treat it as a normal dayy ba.. cos i dont think i will have the mood to celebrate it... its just a birthday, its nothing much =] btw i miss church alot!! i havent been committed.. i've been a very bad girl.. i concecrated but din do wad i promised myself! so what's the use? i've been lying to myself for so many years le.. and have been very unfaithful.. i want to change.. i want to show the others there's YOU in my life.. and tell others that You're there in times of needs and trouble.. just there for us no matter when, where and what.. there's lots of photos to update.. will do it some day when im free alrights ='( cos havent been home for very long le. sorry peeps.. as i type this out, i felt like tearing, just donnt know wads with me.. -THE EMO KID = me took more than half an hour to get everything typed out.. guess i'll stop here for now.. take care peeps~ heartxbr0ken 28May07 1608pm |
