| Monday, July 2, 2007 |
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been through a very trying time recently.. everything seems to be against me! im trying hard, pretending that im okay, im fine.. im strong! BUT still, i broke down and cried.. wept, but who's there for me? who's there to share my tears, to lend me a shoulder?! oh well.. things just happen... u can run and hide forever but not from the reality.. "PUNH!" and there u go, straight down on the ground.. what does some things suppose to mean? sometimes it just keeps me wondering.. wad are you ppl trying to imply? just be straight! dont have to put on an act or beat arnd the bush.. it'll be tough on you and wasting others' time. some things are just so obvious! its right b4 our eyes yet me feign ignorance.. sighh~ im not feeling reali good now! how great~ im down with flu.. my eyes are burning hot! cant take it.. got to go home and rest soon.. sighh~ ryan said i look reali pale and tired... ya, feeling super lethargic larhs! actuali wanted to skip lectures today, but in the end i came cos i prepared already.. luckily i came! cos if i dont, i wont know that there's no lab todae.. den i'll be the onli one coming to school Zzz.. btw happy holidays all sec sch and lower de ppl! we, the old ppl, cant have youth day.. cried for about 25 mins in lectures today.. feels reali xing ku lorr! some more the call and the msg made me reali sadd. sighh. used arnd 2 packets of tissues! the mucus is like non stop de lorr.. greenish, reddish.. lol, cos got blood xD too heaty le T.T this headache is killing me! cant cough out, sneeze or laugh cos the crunches i did on saturdae during hip hop lesson, leaves me aching like crazy.. :'( will die man.. falling sick is badd!!! btw i have a new specs le! thanks aunt [mom] heh.. my belated birthdae present.. cool~ but the degree seems to be higher, not used to it.. will get giddy de.. not good! ppl, take good care of urself k?! drink more water and dont fall sick.. heartxbr0ken 02july07 1135am |
