| Monday, August 20, 2007 |
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damn damn damn.. how great! and in the end, ____ blocked me and went off.. left me hanging here with the answer unknown.. telling me i should try, if not i wont know. please! im the girl, not the guy.. initiative? he should be the one who takes it! zzz.. am i that irritating? maybe.. and why apologise... for wad happen? if you want to sae something just sae all at one go.. dont leave things hanging here! i dont know whats going on anymore. zzz! dont tell me u're the cause for everything that has happened in the past! that so irresponsible! nvm.. i dont wan to dwell on the past anymore! i've told myself this, i want to be convicted about my thoughts! no use getting hurt over and over again due to wad happened the last time.. like wad i said.. its the past, no use thinking of it.. it'll onli hurt the party. just like this saying: you feel lousy because you still care but your love has been thrown in the mud.. this is how it feels when a love affair ends and one party still cares! yes i admit i still care but now i'm telling you ppl that i want to care no more about his business.. wadever it is! i have to do it.. i want to, i want to i want to! i dont give a damn.. and if i ever feel sad again.. WAKE ME UP FROM THOSE STUPID THOUGHTS! cos it's not worth it! its stupid, time consuming, hurting! it will onli pain me.. i've tried so hard, yet there's nothing i got from it.. onli sadness, emptyness.. alrights, there's no use of me talking and chaning about this! todae and saturdae went to buy some clothings.. spend over two hundred ++, hopefully it'll come in good use! havent study yet! must must start alr, its on fridae!!!.. but still cant T_T takkaire peeps! ciaoz heartxbr0kenz 20AUG07 1053pm |
