| Friday, August 17, 2007 |
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sighh.. have been feeling reali down recently, alwaes sadd. dont know why am i so affected by the past again.. thought alot about him, about the past.. all the things are lies, heard he wanted to patch but just found out that he just got attached. you all come and confront me or talk to me for wad.. u want me to get crazy isit.. im going mad due to wads happening recently already, still add on! SIGHH! i reali dont know wad to do.. have been in a very bad mood! dont feel like talking to anyone.. its all fake! everything.. i feel so badd. i couldnt get my feelings right, end up hurting the ones around me! what am i doing?! tell me.. im confuse, vex.. dying! very pek cek du lan.. im a sucker, a fucker sia!!!! is there any potion to clear, erase my memory?! i dont want to live this life.. i hate it.. i reali cannot control myself, just feel so down.. what is going on? zzz.. so fucked up! cbk... HAIXX!!! cant go for that dance competition, miss out alot of lessons! all due to that stupid genting trip! sighh. i feel so useless.. that stupid retarded syndrome of mine is coming back again! but i reali hate it.. someone help me! i feel like crying, pour my heart out.. but i dont wan to talk about how i feel to others.. this is the onli way i can vent all my feelings.. how contradicting things can be! zzz heartxbr0ken 17AUG07 20:28 |
