| Monday, January 21, 2008 |
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`WHAT IS LIFE?! what exactly is life? can anyone tell me? a bowl of mee siam for breakfast can even kill someone! an ah pei in his sixties with no teeth, swallowed a SAFETY PIN down. sharp, intense pain felt - at the throat. IT WAS OPENED, found right beside a MAJOR BLOOD VESSEL! `many lives has been taken bcos of accidents, many died cos of age and illness. `life is just so complicating. try looking at the big picture most of the time. do not focus only on the small image infront of you. it will lead you no where.. your task wont be done `sorry, i was just being really random. lets talk about today! hmm, MONDAY BLUES* WHY? - cos the train broke down! termination of the train from pasir ris to tanah merah since morning. i was really shock to see the amount of people waiting for bus at the interchange. PAI CHANG LONG!* so ended up being an hour late for school! wasnt feeling well in school. was having headache. it has been lidat since morning. or rather last week? sighh~ i dont know whats wrong with me. is it because im lacking sleep? or im struck with some illness? CHOI* dint bring pencil case to school. never do report, nvr do FC logbook. Bmic class, dont even know a single thing what teacher is talking. COs i skipped the whole topic 4 which consist of alot of things. THEN, wednesday will be having test on it! chapter 3 & 4. i will die man! kill me~ really hate going to school. a lot of tests coming up! exams nearing! i dont want, i dont want to accept this! wed, thurs. next week 2 test oso. then soon, it will be exam. i am looking forward to the holidays. and towards the days wher you can really spend time with me its been a while.. hmm, no no.. actually very long already :( i couldnt describe how i feel, but it hurts deep inside. i want to voice out.. i want you to care. i need ur warmth. yes, i need you. just you, that will be enough... heartxbr0kenz 21 JAN 08 2255 |
