| Saturday, February 23, 2008 |
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firstly, COUSIN CALLED - ask me to lie to mom [which is my aunty] that she went out with me and not her friends. a no. of times this happened.. WHO AM I? what am i? YOUR SLAVE? ur TOY? secondly, came down from home, to grandma house. siblings changed, preparing to go out. had a piff with sister ytd. so din talk to her. when she went away, asked bro "wher are u all going?" he said going to mom's workplace ther to have dinner, to celebrate her belated birthday! WAHH, how would u feel? they din even asked u along. THEY DONT EVEN CONSIDER ME AS PART OF A FAMILY! who am i again? a non existant membeR?! WAS REALI DU LAN WITH HER OK! EVERYTHING SHE DO, SHE's RIGHT LAH. EVERYTHING WE DO, ALL WRONG! FUCK HER LAH! CB... let me give an example, help me install photoshop need me to exchange something in return - accompany her to go shopping for clothes, if not she wont help me. previously, back ache, help me crack my back, suddenli so nice to me eh. ok fine. IM HAVING EXAMS OK! cant u think for me?! i said alot of times i dont wan to go.. i dont want to go! but she kept pestering me.. in the end accompanied her to find her office wear. SHE's HAPPY. IM NOT~! took an hour to reach home. say take train, she dont wan. rather pay one trip than two, long way home lorr. DU LAN ask bro go buy birthday cake for mom, said 1kg- its big ok! den she said, buy cheap one. SGD 10+, 20 like that.. u wan 1 kg den u wan it to be so cheap. a bit off right? den when he came back, cos did ask bro to buy bubble tea mah. no pearl oso wan to complain. she said "still buy for what, waste my money." the cake wasnt nice, den say SHOULDNT have ASK U TO BUY... shud ask sis to go with u... u cannot see is it, some times when u buy something shud at least see its nice or not mah... ME TO YOU.. - YOU SO CLEVER YOU GO BUY URSELF LAH... HELP U BUY LIAO STILL AT THERE COMPLAIN WHAT SHIT! DAMN U LAH. last night ask u help open door nia, not happy ah. say i rather u dont come back lah. go home and stay lah. come here trouble me so much for what. if i did the same thing to her, i will get scolded. cos she thinks whatever she do is right. i shouted at grandma. she scold me. SHE SHOUT, ATTITUDE HER, CAN~ all she do is right! i do it, CANNOT! say see me lidat very du lan... aiya the best is i dont exist in this family lah... SHIT YOU! dont know what the world is coming to! HE IS ALWAYS BUSY. ok fine. i think this period is impt. exam time. i shall keep quiet! RELATIONSHIPS.. edwin - suddenli attitude, dont wan open up. den broke off. sihui - after arnd 2 yrs of rls, HE SAID HIS FEELING FADE! - i slap ur face ah jason - you playing or what? why do u have to disappoint ppl. zz FEL - parents don allow. make both the parties reali upset. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO WALT, YIJIE and MUMMY~ heartxbroken 23 FEB 08 2007 |
