| Wednesday, February 20, 2008 |
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WEeeeEee~ EXAMS ON FRIDAY! why should i be happy over this? o.o i am NOT THE LEAST PREPARED for it! ROARR~! gonna fail for sure~ sighh. hmmm, marailyn has got into MI - her choice. I'm glad for you girl~ `at the time sadd.. cos you're leaving us~ :( sorry couldn't wake up ytd morning. was reali tiredd.. having late nights recently [3+, 4+ am] - couldn't get to rest, all i do is to play. so, no BNF revision and last meal with you. :( Today, after revision, was supposed to rest at home the whole afternoon.. but i went out the whole day [playing], came back only at 8+ pm. TO TM WE GO, with sissy and doreen [ cousin]. cos she came over to stay for 2 days~ look for office wear for sissy~ something badd happened. IF i din follow them, IF my sissy din pester me to go... my dear friend will still be kept in the dark. all of us will~ but the one who got hurt most is this dear friend of mine. so its the right choice to be out there... i don't know what to do when i was stucked in that situation i hesitated for a moment.... all i thought of is to give him a call, and tell him what exactly i saw. and failed to think of the consequences. what if I recognize the wrong person? what will the consequences be? who am i? do i have the right to do this..? i am being noisey, a huge busybody~ my big mouth.. WHAT HAVE I DONE?! all these questions whirled in my head for quite a while.. I'm sorry if I've hurt you... but I just want u to know. for all that I've done.. its for your own good. you may blame me for telling you all these. you may doubt me.. but... all i could do is to save u from getting hurt deeper when u really come to know the truth.. please dont get so affected by it. focus on ur studies for NOW~ I didn't expect there's such people in the world. I'm being really naive, I'm wrong. We are all deceived by appearance.. There are all types of people in this world. its just that we haven't have an encounter with them that's all... nothing to add on. heartxbr0ken 20FEB08 2315 |
