| Wednesday, April 30, 2008 |
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im here to update, again.. to express all that is in me. i just couldnt stand it anymore. im feeling really terrible right now. tears cant stop falling, heart aching. they put up a fake front so easily. its so easy to pretend like nothing has happened. backstabbing people, cursing and swearing. what's all these? my thought : "the next target will be me" and yea, like what i'd guessed correctly. its due to some stupid reason. its because i do not have time to sit down, to let them get to know me better. and thats when ppl start talking bad about you. spreading all the rumours that they had come up with. even if they dont mention it in front of me, i can feel it. im someone with feeling. not some stupid retard to let u all fool around with. i dont wanna mention names, its just so obvious! that same group of people. i've seen through all of you since you all started sprouting bad words, cursing and swearing about the people around. seriously, i just couldnt stand the sight of it. ALL I HAVE TO DO IS TO KEEP QUIET. and i guessed that's what makes u people think that im someone who can be bullied. and im here telling you people.. its not true. believe it or not, you choose. you can see it for yourself. u people can continue doing that until u all are sick of it. hmm, a thought of it. i guess u all won't cos that's just what u all love doing. i feel for you all.. a note to take, LIFE IS UNFAIR! dont get deceived that easily. i will stand strong, by His strength I overcome. In christ alone, i place my trust and find my glory in the power of the cross in every victory, let it be said of me the source of strength, the source of hope, is christ alone... heartxbr0kenz 30 APR 08 2345 |
