| Tuesday, July 15, 2008 |
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skipped school again. didnt go for cds either, slpt till 3pm since 12am last night. after eating, went to bed till now... i feel so useless.. why am i always doing these? hmm, there's no motivation at all. and the thought of failing all my sem exams make it worst. because i'd failed so much. the results weren't good, i must say. but why am i still like that? anyway i'll be out of school soon? havent even pay school fees. which ppl paid long ago...... and in a debt of 100 bucks a month cos of the singtel thing. feel like giving up! i miss church so so much. its been really long since i last went. really long..... i long to be in that peaceful place once again. with those singing and praising we always do. i'd always thought of going back, but its really scary when i tout of backsliding and leaving AGAIN. i wanna be firm, but its really tough. its so easy to drift away. i will go over to aunt's place this week. its a must. heartxbr0kenz 15JULY2008 1825 |
