| Thursday, January 8, 2009 |
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Is it really that important to be involved in clubs?! NOT MERE INVOLVEMENT BUT TOO COMMITTED, so into it.. whats the use and reasons for it? to get to know more people or is it just the face/pride that matters? please lah! when you are seriously ill, what do you do? go get a medical certificate immediately lah.. why hesitate? afraid of people pointing fingers at you.. saying you're slacking. push everything to you and say u're the one who did not put in any effort for this event? why bother when you are conscious that what u do is right?! THE FACT IS, YOU ARE SICK! YOU CANT HEAR THINGS WELL! i'd told you to go to the doctor since the day it started blocking up your nerve/ veins or whatever not.. and yes, its more than a week ago.. yet you wouldnt listen. all you say is "wait till the next day and see if it gets better" THEN what now? getting worst!! why cant you be a good baby and listen to me just this oncee. its not as if it will harm you! i'm here to help you because i love you alright! LOOK!! its BECAUSE I LOVE YOU! understand? and what you said is only, u wont understand about this. what is it more important than your own health man! what the hell are you thinking? YOU MADE ME REALLY UPSET. cant you just rest for one freaking day at home and not go for that stupid open house. it makes no significant difference without you around. not that you arent helpful or anything of that sort but, your pals will of course want to make it a success what! zzz.. no matter how much i say, things wont change.. And thanks for your apology.. saying "sorry for neglecting you". WHATS THE USE, BABY?! tell me? you are always busy with your iitsc. yea, i know its important. you have to do it. and im telling you, its NO CURE ALRIGHT! im tearing. im upset. i want you to recover right away. heartxbr0kenz 2202 |
and she love like she nvr did.. ❤
| Monday, January 5, 2009 |
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EXCLAIM!!, HOORAYYY~ - i am feeling SOOO happy now!! cos my maid is in the airport now, coming home anytime soon. heh (: - two weeks of torment without her arnd, is finally coming to an end. i can stop thinking about coming home at what time to help bathe my grandma. and also, uncle can go to work too! he doesnt have to stay at home the entire day to take care of my grandparents. he took leave since the 23rd of december 2008. see how much he had spared his time for the family. cooking, buying food, tidying the house and last but not least, washing clothes. - i am happy, not because there's someone helping me to wash my clothes or to tidy up the mess i always cause in this house BUT BECAUSE I LOVE MY AUNTY (MAID) ALOT! she dotes on me very much.. although sometimes communication just cant get through, BUT BUT! i still pour my heart out to her cos of her care n concern that she has shown for the past two years! (: i miss herrr! MUACKS~ heheee.. so gladd she came back! ^o^ - chalet wasnt that fun! but as long as my love ones are there, no matter how bored it can be, it still made my day! I LOVE THEM! (:   - 31st DEC 2008 ther was damn lots of food for the first night can! the 10-12 of us finished our dinner, and those food was still filled to the brim lorr! dotss, so yeah! we saved it for the next day (:   look at those trays of food! ah ha, the second pic is the sandwiches jy and i made (:  cheese omelette by tiff, it was delicious~ but it came a lil too late! cos we just had our fill - went lan's place at chinatown only at 11+pm. countdown-ed, played with ryuu ryuu, keyboard and back to chalet. - rushed to De-marquee at 2+am to look arnd and saw some familiar faces. - 01 JAN 08 BBQ-ed and watch-ed nonya together as one. tonned over for two nights.   the guys are as *bo liao* as ever~ to the right is the time where the WINNING OF MONEY COMES! 21 dian* ^ black jack~   ah ha, i was forced to take a nice one with darlin.. jus kidding =x LOOK AT MY LASTEST GADGET! my newly made device, its of great use okay! projection of music~ xD - slpt for 2 hrs on the second night while the rest, just sat outside waiting for time to pass got up at 630am and went hme to prepare for school! - 2nd JAN went out with kym n ciia to get chicky's bd present! walked till our feets nearly died on us. rushed to cia's house for nonya and also a place for resting our feets, at the meantime, have our shih lin's mee sua~ (: yummy as alwaysss~ after show, planned activities for the next day to celebrate our dear girl's birthday!! heh~ - 3rd JAN baked our pre-mixed brownie at cia's place! erm.. not as appealing. just one word, CUII~ LOLS but there's professional in the house, YAY~ everyone seemed to help out a lil here and there. - esp when the brownie got sucked in the pan.. no matter how hard we bang it until it went concaved, it how we scrape it, it still wont come out. we almost wanted to give chicky the pan with the super CUI brownie stucked in there. - spent the whole morning making that brownie even though it only needs like less than an hour to prepare!  thats cia diligiently piping the icing sugar. - EVERYTHING WAS DELAYED LIKE HELL~ thanks chicky for not being angry cos we were so damn late! so had it all decorated nicely using what we bought! LOOK AT IT RIGHT BELOW~  not bad right (: although the font is a bit. eh hum~ LOLS~ - overall, the whole process was fun (: too badd, chicky missed out. its a BIG SURPRISE FOR YOU! so must keep you in the dark! - dont look down on the brownie okayy! cos all who tasted said it was damn nice n yummy~! (actually only the 4 of us >.<") there's macademia and melted chocolate chips in there.. its the thoughts and EFFORT that counts yea... heh~ IM SURE CHICKY LOVES IT TO THE DEPTH OF HER LIVER~ lols -  oh btw its chicky's 19th birthday. one more year, u'll hit the big 2! - went orchard as usual~ due to the short time we had, couldnt catch the yes man that the bd girl wanted to watch. so sorryy... - first neoprint with them. and not forgetting, my first time to ding tai fung to makan! the food thre is affordable and nice (: not to be missed~ - all the 4 went separate ways. as for myself, i went to meet up with church friends! its been a while for me.. cos havent been out together for long. just miss those good times back then... - venue: bugis, miss charity/ charitable for dinner. then, to one of the street for dessert. erm, the dessert's NOT nice! BOO~ - then, back to cineleisure for movie with kym's friends. BEDTIME STORY~ it is a comedy. very lame, yet funny. there's some part, wher i laugh like i was madd. sorry to those sitting beside me - emily n elyn. hahaha~ just couldnt control myself. oops* - chinatown for supper. kept my stomach for the home made barley. jake drove me back at almost 4 in the morning. thanks dude.. yupp~ sorry, i couldnt tahan so cant acc u for a drink at nearby mac (: fell into deep sleep once i hit my bed. - 4th JAN~ went darling house at arnd 4, after bathing granny. slept for the rest of the day till 10+pm. really a PIGGY! sorry ah, cos darling's hse too sian already! he havent recover! dar please please please go to the doctor if the badd is still there kayy ): -  always my love (: babyy ^^ ur infection must heal fast fast k ): - personal note to sunshine: im so sorry i dropped ur camera.! and caused you to get so upset. hope its working fine. SO SO SORRY ): - heartxbr0kenz 06JAN09 0228   left: lunch jus now~ not *mee siam*.. instead, its beansprout siam. LOL~ 3 of my friends didnt want their beansprout. in total, 4 RAW portion for me and myself. not nicee! - right: THATS MY SKIN FRUIT! cos my zodiac = snake. its actually called snake skin. (okayyy, im being lamee~ sorry =S) super rough on the texture. my first time having that. thanks my aunty (maid) for bringing it back a while ago (: SIAP SIAP* feeling. but still alright? hmmm, alright. goody nighty ppl! =] |
