| Thursday, January 8, 2009 |
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Is it really that important to be involved in clubs?! NOT MERE INVOLVEMENT BUT TOO COMMITTED, so into it.. whats the use and reasons for it? to get to know more people or is it just the face/pride that matters? please lah! when you are seriously ill, what do you do? go get a medical certificate immediately lah.. why hesitate? afraid of people pointing fingers at you.. saying you're slacking. push everything to you and say u're the one who did not put in any effort for this event? why bother when you are conscious that what u do is right?! THE FACT IS, YOU ARE SICK! YOU CANT HEAR THINGS WELL! i'd told you to go to the doctor since the day it started blocking up your nerve/ veins or whatever not.. and yes, its more than a week ago.. yet you wouldnt listen. all you say is "wait till the next day and see if it gets better" THEN what now? getting worst!! why cant you be a good baby and listen to me just this oncee. its not as if it will harm you! i'm here to help you because i love you alright! LOOK!! its BECAUSE I LOVE YOU! understand? and what you said is only, u wont understand about this. what is it more important than your own health man! what the hell are you thinking? YOU MADE ME REALLY UPSET. cant you just rest for one freaking day at home and not go for that stupid open house. it makes no significant difference without you around. not that you arent helpful or anything of that sort but, your pals will of course want to make it a success what! zzz.. no matter how much i say, things wont change.. And thanks for your apology.. saying "sorry for neglecting you". WHATS THE USE, BABY?! tell me? you are always busy with your iitsc. yea, i know its important. you have to do it. and im telling you, its NO CURE ALRIGHT! im tearing. im upset. i want you to recover right away. heartxbr0kenz 2202 |
