| Thursday, February 19, 2009 |
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Do you know how I am feeling right now? I do not have any mood to study. I realised im lagging far behind the rest after going back to school for revision today! Everyone is really hardworking and that made me really scared. Mainly what occurred to me was after mdm kalpana gone through/ summarized every important point of the topic.. i was asking myself, do i even know what she's going through? - I even told her i will try my best, and I really do not want to disappoint her again after so many times of late submissions etc~ She has tried her best, all she could to keep all of us going! and trying not to fail my practical even after i handed her around 2 months late! I should have gotten A "BIG FAT ZERO" INSTEAD OF just deducting 5 marks from my overall score. *guilty. (AH HA, it seemed a little impossible for me to do that yea? but to tell the truth, i am a BIG SLACKER in school. Or should I say, ONE OUT OF A FEW (maybe 3 or so..) in my whole cohort? i'm not sure either, but im really sure that im the bottom few after reviewing my GPA WHICH IS LIKE NEVER ONCE HIT TWO (the border line) EVER SINCE I CAME INTO POLY!! RANKING = BOTTOM 10 in the whole entire year two cohort. WOO HOO! amazing yea? - I wondered what I had been doing the past few semester. Am i just plain stupid or just lazy...? (i thought the latter sounds better =x). I managed to pass all the modules! except one that i got supp paper in my first semester. hmmm.. - Alright, so much of talking about school. I think i should really take some time to WAKE UP MY IDEA. heh, a little too late though~ stupidd me* dont know how to think... I shall stop here then, tatas~ -  I feel so piled up.. I think I would rather die off here.. aha~ anyone help me? hmmm... - heartxbr0kenz 19FEB09 0025 |
