| Saturday, August 8, 2009 |
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you should NOT have encouraged me to join in the beginning if you think i will change. you were the one who give me hope, and the one who's stopping me, forbidding me, giving me stress.. i am not saying you aren't good, but whats the use of asking me to if you do not want me to in the first place? you know its my passion, my interests since young, but you're not doing anything about it.. support? is there...? . all you say is the 5C that everyone is seeking! im here to TELL YOU! listen right here, ITS BECAUSE ITS MY PASSION THATS WHY I AM DOING THIS! i said i will climb up, its FOR THE SAKE OF MY FAMILY! if you have not understand, if you DO NOT WANT TO UNDERSTAND, IF YOU SAY I DID NOT SHARE WITH YOU! you said you don't know what to say... . the first thing to ask yourself.. did you realise what im going through? if you said you're an observant person, why is it that even your girlfriend is suffering or going through the most tough period, you do not know.? WHY IS IT THAT...? its not that i don't want to share. ITS BECAUSE I AM AFRAID TO, I DO NOT DARE TO.. i know for sure you will come back saying me, and we will just end up quarreling again.. . maybe im in the wrong to be dreaming about all these... maybe its wrong to be doing this.. maybe the simplest thing is, i shouldnt have came to this world. its all my fault for having a dream. if you think you're right, and i am in the wrong. go ahead and tell me off. . you said you'd understand. what's the meaning of understand then? 0200 |
